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Chapter 142 Mr. Said I Love 12

A glint of darkness flashed in Mu Yunjing's eyes, and he frowned: "Xiao Li, as you said, I really don't want to mention the past."

Xia Li's mood calmed down a little, she was really ashamed to speak in Mu Yunjing's arms, and then pushed his arm away, trying to put a distance between the two of them, but Mu Yunjing didn't force it, so he had to let go of the restraint.

Xia Li glanced at him indifferently: "Since you don't want to mention it, then don't say it." Everyone has their own Ni Lin, and he didn't think that Mu Yunjing wanted to show Ni Lin to him.

But Mu Yunjing asked back: "Xiao Li, if I told you, would you come back to me because you pitied me? Or—"

"You also think I'm a lunatic, a ghost, and want to stay away from me?"

Xia Li raised his eyes suspiciously: "What are you talking about, sir?"

Mu Yunjing continued: "Then, will you save me? Will you still be willing to hug me? Xia Li, I want to bring you back to me again. The filthy past tells you that it made you feel sorry for me, so you are willing to give me a chance, so I can say it."

Xia Li was startled: "Sir..."

"Xiao Li", Mu Yunjing grasped his hand, pressed his palm tightly to his face, and said almost reverently: "I tell you, I repent to my god."

Mu Yunjing seemed to be caught in some kind of painful memory, the expression on his face gradually became cold and stiff, his gaze fell lightly on the open glass window, and he peered straight into the night: "Xiao Li, I didn't tell you Let me pass my mother, she is a beautiful and high-quality Omega, a lady from aristocratic family, she grew up with rich clothes and jade food in her hands. She married her father when she was 17 years old. They were married politically. And I don’t love my father.” When Mu Yunjing said this, he chuckled a few times, “Yes, love is the love that I used to feel disgusted and despise.”

"She wants a gentle and considerate husband, but her father is cold-blooded and ungrateful." Mu Yunjing put his hand on his heart, "Hehe, I am the same as my father..."

"That woman may be too lonely, or too lacking in love. When I was six years old, she got involved with my tutor. There is no impenetrable wall in the world. Women are so innocent and stupid. They write about everything. On his face, his father quickly noticed that something was wrong. He was afraid of causing a big scandal, so he restricted the poor woman's freedom and supervised her everywhere as if she was a prisoner of a crime. After a long time, the woman finally couldn't stand it anymore. She secretly I tried to find a way to contact the tutor, and the two made an appointment to elope together..."

"But, they are too naive." Mu Yunjing smiled, "The woman thought she was shrewd to avoid all the monitoring, and finally climbed over the high wall of the villa. Unexpectedly, under the high wall, my father was holding my hand , watching all her stupid behaviors with cold eyes..."

"Xiao Li, do you know how desperate she looked on her face when she saw us? So much so that I never saw it from others afterwards."

"But she was stupid, she reacted very quickly. She was afraid that the tutor and his lover would be threatened, so she took me away from my father at that time. She handed the tutor a dagger, and the man threw me She stood behind me, put a knife on my neck, and threatened my father to let them go..."

When Mu Yunjing said this, he felt the hand that Xia Li was forced to place on his chest trembling violently, he quickly picked it up, brought it to his lips and kissed it, coaxing: "Don't be afraid, baby, I will It's okay, hehe, why would something happen to me...Xiao Li, you know, that was the first time I killed someone."

"The point of the man's knife has cut my skin, my neck is bleeding, and my mother is hiding behind him, only wanting to escape. Father, oh my father, he hates others to coerce him, Or maybe I felt that the man was cowardly and dared not do anything to me. He didn’t seem to take me seriously with the knife on his neck, and calmly negotiated with the man. I was only six years old at the time, and I was also afraid of the age. Turning my head slowly, looking at my mother, that beautiful Omega, I hope she can look back at me, see the panic and fear in my eyes, pity me, but she has been hiding behind her lover, It never occurred to him that his own son, at this moment, is about to be slashed with a knife in his throat..."

"Xiao Li, the scratched skin hurts so much... The man's hands are shaking all the time, I'm afraid what should I do if he accidentally cut my throat, I can't help it, I can't help it... I don't know Why did I snatch his knife, turned around and stabbed him in the abdomen, his blood was hot and splashed on my face and body, at this moment, my Omega mother finally took a look at me, the hatred in her eyes , I remembered it for a long time afterwards.”

"a long time."

"But the man didn't die, I didn't stab the victim, my father even sent him to the ICU, and my Omega mother became mentally abnormal after that. I never understood how a person like my father, who always wanted revenge, could I endured my wife's betrayal and was generous enough to send her lover to the hospital for emergency treatment. Later, until later, I finally understood that it turns out that killing one's heart is more cruel than killing..."

"The tutor later got married and gave birth to a child. The family lived happily ever after. The woman saw her former lover choose a birthday gift for the child. After that, she went completely crazy. This is what the father said to her. Her cruelest punishment."

"She went crazy, on good days and bad days, and started to lose her recognition, and my father kept her under wraps and kept her in the house, not wanting to affect his public identity. Years passed like this until— —”

"Until the sixth day I met you, on my 17th birthday, my Omega mother specially wore a beautiful dress and put on very delicate makeup. She was no longer as ragged and unkempt as before, as if she was a different person. She bought me a birthday cake and specially /inserted/ candles. When I got home and turned on the lights in the dining room, she looked at me with a smile on her face, her eyes were gentle, Xia Li, you know, since I stabbed a man with a knife , how disgusted she was when she saw me, wishing to tear me apart, she felt that I ruined her happiness, but that day, she was gentle to me like all mothers in this world are to their sons, I... I He just sat in front of her by accident, blew out the candles to make a wish, and when I opened my eyes again, this crazy woman strangled me with a rope." Mu Yunjing paused, and put his hand on the She gestured on her neck, "Here, this is where her lover cut the flesh with a knife. On the same skin, I hurt twice."

"She was murderous. I was strangled by her to the last breath. I knew I was going to die, my biological mother would strangle me to death with a rope. At that moment, I stopped struggling, and I thought, This woman gave birth to me, I can't leave by myself, if I want to leave, I should take her with me...I might be crazy, I picked up the fruit knife from the table, and stabbed at her randomly..."

"This time, I was 17 years old. I was more accurate than a six-year-old when I stabbed someone. I was able to hit the vital point. I held my neck and coughed violently. I saw her lying in a large pool of blood and stretched out her hand towards me. Slowly closing my eyes, my hands and clothes were covered with her blood, and there was a strong smell of blood in my nose, it was really unpleasant... I quickly ran to the bathroom and turned on the faucet, Wash the blood on my hands, but, Xiao Li, why did you wash more and more... That night, when my father came back, I vomited in the bathroom, and he didn't say anything, and dealt with it calmly Mother's dead body. I didn't even have time to touch her face with such a gentle smile. Is there any temperature..."

"I don't know how many days late at night, I didn't turn on the light, I groped secretly to the ice coffin where her body was placed, I looked at her face quietly, I tried hard to find that smile, but in vain, I I found out that for her, I only remember that resentful look in her eyes."

"I just looked at her like that, thinking at the time, this woman, my beautiful Omega mother, will she crawl out of the coffin and become a ghost, continue to strangle me with her hands and kill me, But in the end, Xiaoli, I finally know..."

"She won't, because I'm the evil ghost who crawled out of Abi Hell..."

"Later, I stepped on the mountain of corpses and ascended to a high position of power. I was able to kill my own mother with my own hands. What dirty things I dare not do. I am such a person, haha..."

"Xia Li, I came from Abi Hell. I am the worst devil in the world. My hands are covered with blood and my heart is full of scars. I am cold and hard. Tell me, am I worthy of hugging you like this?"

Xia Li felt like falling into an ice cellar, his hands and feet were cold, he looked at Mu Yunjing in a numb manner, obviously seeing the man for so many years, but found that only today, he could see clearly.At that moment, all kinds of emotions rushed into his heart, making him breathless, fear, shock, sudden realization, and more heartache... Slowly, all these emotions finally returned to him. For one, his heart aches for Mu Yunjing.

He had torn open the old scars again and again, gouged out/rotted/flesh, and then said the words to ask himself to save him... How painful he must be, every time he begged himself to save him, his heart went through the pain of a knife ...

Xia Li suddenly empathized with him and felt painful empathy. The knife edge seemed to have cut through his flesh, and the rope seemed to have strangled his life...

It turned out that he was in so much pain, so afraid...

Seeing him in a daze, Mu Yunjing hurriedly grabbed his hand, like a dying camel grabbing the last straw in the desert, eyes full of expectation, nervousness, madness and self-exile relief, the two of them stalemate like this After a long time, the man suddenly let go of his hand and murmured: "Oh, sorry, baby, I dirty you..."

Xia Li's hand drooped into the air, he looked at the painful expression on the man's face, his five senses returned, he woke up instantly from being at a loss, closed his eyes deeply, opened them again, and grabbed Mu Yunjing's body with his backhand. arms, raised his head, and slowly approached him, and finally touched the tip of his nose, touched his forehead, and called him in a hoarse voice: "Sir..."

Mu Yunjing supported his small head with a wide palm, and laughed softly: "Xiaoli..."

Xia Li answered with a choked voice, "I'm here."

"Xiaoli..."

"I am here, sir."

"Xiaoli..."

Xia Li's eyes were sore: "Mu Yunjing, I said I'm here!"

Mu Yunjing smiled softly: "Did you know? In the past few years, when she went crazy, she committed suicide and self-mutilation. The knives and scissors at home have always been kept very clean..."

"But why is there a knife on the table?"

This... stupid crazy woman...

【Speak】

The super-blooded life experience of the screen has been mentioned many times before, and the text is too long and I forgot. The thread was buried in Chapter 10 at the earliest, so you can read it.

Another: Timed, the author of the dog fell asleep early and dreamed, and the oven baked snowballs or something, so I will discuss it when I get up early. .