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Chapter 136 Mr. Said I Love 06

Xia Li froze where he was, and it took him a while to realize that his face was already wet. He tried to hold Mu Yunjing's head to help him up, but to no avail.

"Mu Yunjing... woo woo woo... What should I do..."

In the next second, the dilapidated door of the unfinished building was kicked open from the outside, and an eager voice came from afar: "My lord!"

Xia Li looked up suddenly, and saw Uncle Wang raised his pistol/gun in his right hand, followed by a group of tall bodyguards in black uniforms.

Uncle Wang gouged out the ashen-faced Alpha upstairs who had already been frightened with gloomy eyes: "Gentlemen, be more sensible, and you can save yourself from suffering." Then he ordered a few bodyguards to go over and help Mu Yunjing up.

Uncle Wang came to Xia Li's side and said softly, "Madam, you and they take the adults to the hospital, and leave the rest to me."

Xia Li quickly nodded to him, and followed the bodyguards all the way out of the unfinished building.When the bodyguards helped Mu Yunjing into the car, he briefly raised his eyelids to look at Xia Li. His eyes were deep and dark, and they carved him into his bones.

Xia Li was dazed and sniffled: "Brother Mu..."

But he finally passed out, with his head heavily pillowed on Xia Li's lap, and Xia Li's clean pants were immediately dyed red, which was shocking to watch.

Mu Yunjing's glands were still bleeding, Xia Li pulled a corner of his shirt, closed his eyes, and pressed hard on the wound, which slowed the loss of some blood.

He panicked and said to the driver in front of him, "Please drive faster, hurry up..."

Hearing his crying voice, the driver also became anxious. Seeing that there were no vehicles on the road, he increased his speed to a flying height.

Xia Li looked at Mu Yunjing's face without a trace of blood, and his heart was about to twitch.He admitted that he still loves men, this kind of love is thick and deep, in a sense, he and Mu Yunjing are both persistent.

It's just that he has been hurt too much, and it hurts too much, so he doesn't dare to trust men anymore.

"so……"

So everything is a cycle of cause and effect, and the kidnapping of Phuket Island will be staged again so cruelly... How similar was the scene where Mu Yunjing fell in front of his eyes and the scene where he hit the flying table...

At that time, Xia Li felt that he didn't want to be a tool to threaten Mu Yunjing, so he chose to bump into it. But later, when he woke up from the bloody fear in countless midnight dreams, he slowly realized that he was actually most afraid of him. The most important thing is not to become a burden to the speaker, threatening his weakness, he is afraid that Mu Yunjing will not make any sacrifices for him, he is afraid that he has never been insignificant to him.

Xia Li gently caressed the man's pale face with his hands, and suddenly smiled wryly: "So, what exactly do you want to prove to me?"

Willing to die for me, love me, and want to live with me...

But why can't your change of heart come earlier, just a little bit is enough, when I still love you, the habit of loving is painful, and I am not so afraid of pain, when I still have expectations for you, and I am still willing to wait for you When I go home, anyway, at any time in the past, if you can be nicer to me and be more patient, even... even if you don't love me, I can persuade myself to persevere...

Why do you have to tell me that you love me when the sincerity I gave you is so sticky that you can't stick it anymore, and then let me bear it and believe it.Never ever, you only know what to give me, you never stop and ask me what I want.

Mu Yunjing's face had lost any warmth, and Xia Li's fingers were trembling slightly. The sadness and worry in his heart enveloped him deeply, making him feel as if he had fallen into a cellar of ice, and was surrounded by severe cold. He just looked at Mu Yun dully. He seems to be looking at something else... Looking at it, he is still just a 17-year-old boy with a cold face and a warm heart...

"Forget it", Xia Li lowered his head wearily and pressed his face to Mu Yunjing's face, "It's all you, you are both Brother Mu and Mr...."

He sometimes wonders if all the love and hate in this world need a reason, but he is gentle after all, he has hated but not always hated, he will always find an appropriate reason for hate, for example, Mu Yunjing pushed him to the operating table At that time, he thought that he could hate a man, and he would never forgive him again, but after time passed, he found that Mu Yunjing would not push him to the operating table every day, so the reason for him to hate a man is also the same. no longer exists.

what about love...

Is love because of his kindness when he saved himself when he was ten years old and sent him home on the way to the stars?Xia Li really felt so too.

When he was five years old, he was forced by his parents to undergo surgery to optimize his glands. He escaped several times from the small ward where he was imprisoned/imprisoned/, and then was recaptured to continue those endless, horrific and painful operations.Every late night when he couldn't sleep because of the pain, when he looked at the square glass window leading to the darkness, he wondered if a hero would appear to save him... Will there be?

He used his slender fingers that would break if he grasped the door. Will there be a kind knight to save Xiaoli?

Also... no way.

"But—" Xia Li turned and kissed him lightly on the cheek, "When I was ten years old, you took the trap off my ankle."

The 17-year-old Mu Yunjing has a cold face and a warm heart. He can save an irrelevant Omega, carry him on his back and step on the starlight all the way home, and when he hears that he wants to find the "Queen of the Night" , gave him a pack of tulip stems, that's why he remembered it for so long, the entire period of youth when he first fell in love.

He just felt that Mu Yunjing looked like a hero.

There was still a small bean-like scar on Xia Li's ankle, which was the mark for Mu Yunjing to identify him. Later, he personally put a red rope on Xia Li to cover the scar and cover up the scar. past.

Xia Li thought that this was the reason why she loved him, but sometimes she thought, if Mu Yunjing hadn't saved him that day, or someone else saved him, would he still fall in love?At first, he felt that he would not, maybe he would, until finally, he finally understood that maybe... yes.

The opportunity to fall in love is as simple as you looking up and looking at him, so that person will not be someone else.

There was no reason for him to fall in love with Mu Yunjing until the later meeting and marriage, and then to the fragmented marriage of nearly seven years.Just love it.

Mu Yunjing seemed to feel his kiss, and his eyelashes trembled slightly. The driver stopped the car and shouted at him urgently: "Ma'am, we're at the hospital!"

Xia Li came back to his senses, raised his head and glanced out of the car window, his eyes collapsed.

A few minutes later, a group of doctors and nurses hurried over, put Mu Yunjing on a stretcher, and rushed to the intensive care unit.

Xia Li was in a daze for a moment, his heart constricted, and he followed after staggering a few steps.

When Mu Yunjing was finally pushed into the operating room, Xia Li finally returned to his five senses. He suddenly pushed aside the crowd, rushed to Mu Yunjing's side, looked at the doctor in fear, and said in a choked voice, "No, don't push in, let me have a look……"

"Let me see him..."

He was very frightened. This kind of fear and despair was the same as when he was lying dying in the empty ward after undergoing gland switching surgery.At that time, he was afraid of what he would do if he died and could not see Mu Yunjing, but now, he naturally believed that Mu Yunjing would come out of the operating room well, but he still wanted to look at him more, because if he didn't look, his heart would stop beating kind of.

He admitted that the love for men has penetrated into the marrow and soaked in the blood.

The person he loves hurts him so much, uses him, despises him, neglects him, pushes him into the operating table for gland removal surgery, how can he not hate it, but this hatred is too insignificant compared to love, so he can treat him She was still gentle, no matter how determined she was, she didn't really hurt him at all.

He knows that such a self is somewhat cheap in the eyes of others, but what kind of liking can really be achieved without any pain, completely smooth and smooth.In an unfair love, there will always be someone devastated.In the past it was him, and later it was Mu Yunjing, neither of them is better than the other.

Perfect love only exists in the world of fairy tales, but in reality there is always a lot of helplessness, the one who falls into the deepest will inevitably have a greater chance of being hurt, but like a fish drinking water, it knows whether it is enough, whether it is good or not. According to self-feeling, liking someone is nothing more than a crime.

Xia Li lowered his head and kissed Mu Yunjing's forehead lightly, which was already the limit for him.His amorous feelings are only available when the door is closed and Mu Yunjing is alone, he is actually reserved, being able to kiss him in front of so many people already speaks for itself.

At this moment, he is still Mu Yunjing's wife, and he can also sign his name in the family member column of the operation sheet.