no home

Chapter 116 Red Rope, Silver Bell 01

It was the seventh day after the operation, and Xia Li was dying on the pale hospital bed.He stared at the door of the ward every day, whenever someone came in, he would raise his head and look out desperately, his eyes were full of tiny light, and he expected countless times that the people who came to see him were Mu Yunjing.

"Who is it?" he asked.

A low female voice sounded: "Hello, Mr. Xia, I am the nurse who is here to give you the infusion."

"Oh..." Xia Li fell back on the bed dejectedly, her eyes turned dead silent, "It's the nurse..."

He knew that Mu Yunjing would not come over. This time, he successfully angered the man. He wanted a divorce, so the man would not come to see him again.

And he, likewise, would never return to the man again. Their marriage was exhausted, and his love was also torn apart. This kind of relationship has long since been repaired and there is no one place that can be complete.

Xia Li knew that he and Mu Yunjing were completely over.

The pain in the glands tormented him day and night, and the strong smell of pheromones permeated the whole room. Like a dying fish stranded on the beach, he opened his mouth to breathe with difficulty, every time he exhaled The back of his neck was broken so badly that he could tear it with his breath.

For a moment, he seemed to return to the year when he was five years old. He was pushed onto the operating table by his father in the same way. The doctors locked him in the aseptic warehouse and forced him to take medicine and injections every day. When he was in the flesh and blood, his whole body trembled with fear.He was still so young at that time, his glands were still so fragile, and he suffered hundreds of times more pain than ordinary people.

He tried to escape and resist, but in the end he was dragged back to the ward by his father or the doctor.

The ward was pale, and all I saw every day were the pale walls and the headlights overhead.Later, the doctor pressed his shoulder and stuck a needle into his gland. He no longer rolled to the floor like before, and crawled to the door in an attempt to escape.

He knew that no one would come to rescue him, and no one would lead him out of the darkness.

It seemed like a long time ago that this kind of torture seemed to have no end, and his waiting became more and more desperate.

He never thought about reconciling with Mu Yunjing, he just felt, felt that he was going to die, and if he couldn't see him for the last time, then he might be out of his wits and wouldn't want to drink Mengpo soup.

It's not that Xia Li is exaggerating, the risk of surgery is too high, his glands are in a sensitive period, and they are swollen like a hot air balloon, just a light poke with a fingertip will burst and collapse.

He didn't even dare to use too much force for the simplest and basic breathing, and he wasn't really afraid of death. He would rather die if it hurts like this and suffers so much.

He is most afraid of pain, needles and hospitals.

But what I am even more afraid of is not seeing the last side of Mu Yunjing.

He knew that he was finished, and he couldn't hate Mu Yunjing, even if a man pushed him onto the operating table with his own hands, even if he despised his glands for being dirty... But he didn't hate, and he was too tired to love anymore.

Seeing you just once isn't considered love...

He gradually couldn't distinguish between day and night, he was in a daze, half of his body was buried in the ground, and the nurse who came to give him the infusion every day felt distressed.

She watched the little Omega's fingertips pinch deeply into her palm, and blood oozes out along the palm lines. She frowned slightly, walked to Omega quietly, opened his fingers, and looked at the inside of his palm. Bloody red, sighed: "Mr. Xia, let me get you some disinfectant."

After the nurse finished speaking, she took out a cotton swab from the medicine box, and while carefully applying the wound on him, she stared blankly at Omega's beautiful face even though it was wrinkled in pain, and couldn't help being puzzled.

Why is such a weak Omega so hard to think about?Isn't it good for An Sheng to be the speaker's wife? Do you have to torture yourself like this?

While she was thinking, Xia Li suddenly opened her eyes. The nurse was startled guilty, but saw a gentle smile on Xia Li's face: "Thank you, Miss O."

The nurse was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly said, "You're welcome, Mr. Xia."

She and the attending doctors all called Omega Mr. Xia, which was requested by Xia Li herself.

Xia Li made a weak request with some embarrassment: "Miss O, I... can I ask you for a favor?"

"Yes, Mr. Xia."

Xia Li hesitated for a while, then said dryly, "I'm in pain... the glands are in pain... can you blow for me?"

The nurse was puzzled: "Blow it?"

Xia Li gave a low "hmm": "Mr. said, blow on it...the pain won't be there anymore."

The nurse's heart stabbed inexplicably, looking at his pale face that was almost transparent, she finally moved closer to his neck, opened a suitable distance, and really breathed into the swollen gland, then looked up at Xia Li, But found that he was crying silently, and immediately froze.

"Mr. Xia?"

Xia Li choked up, tears filled his eyes: "Thank you, Miss O..."

The nurse nodded a little at a loss, covered him with a quilt, gave him a few worried instructions, and finally left.

The moment the door closed, there was a dead silence in the room.

Xia Li raised his hand with disinfectant, curled it around his mouth and exhaled softly, while exhaling, he whispered, "Huhu, Xiaoli doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt anymore..."

However, it still hurts.

Tears came out of his eyes again, and he choked up and continued to breathe out on his palm: "It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, Xiao Li, it doesn't hurt anymore..."

When he cut vegetables and cut his hand before, Mu Yunjing breathed on his fingers like this, coaxing him gently, Xiao Li, it doesn’t hurt after blowing on it, and Xia Li really let him coax him Coaxing herself like a child, Mu Yunjing would bow down and kiss his cheek when he saw that he was obedient.

At that time... At that time, it was clear that it really didn't hurt...

"But, why, I blew it, why does my heart hurt and my glands hurt so much..."

"Woooooo...why... Mu Yunjing, you lied to me, and you lied to me again, didn't you say that blowing on it won't hurt..."

"I still hurt, it hurts, it hurts..."

I still miss you very much, miss you very much...

The airtight ward was airtight, and the walls glowed coldly under the whitish headlights. This place was more like a cage, imprisoning Omega walking on the edge of death.

Xia Li was on fire.

The gland seemed to be completely soaked in hot water, boiling hot, as if it would explode in the next second. His whole body was burning in a daze, and he was sent to the intensive care unit by the attending physician not long after.

The doctor wanted to call Mu Yunjing, and the operation sheet had to be signed by the family members to take effect. Xia Li raised his head in a daze, and said to the doctor angrily, "No, don't tell him..."

"We're divorced, I... I..."

"I am my own family."

The doctor is an Alpha in his 50s, with a kind face and kind eyes. From the isolation period at the beginning of the operation to Xia Li's life hanging by a thread, he watched step by step, and he couldn't help feeling sorry for him.

He couldn't resist this weak but stubborn Omega, so he could only let him sign his name on the operation sheet.

When Xia Li was sent to the operating room, Dr. Alpha asked him repeatedly: "Mr. Xia, have you really made up your mind, why don't you call the Speaker to come over?"

During this period, Xia Li shook his head gently, but his heart hurt like thousands of knives twisting flesh and blood.

He used to think that if he died, he must see Mu Yunjing, but now he regretted it...

He is not as kind as others say, he is not a saint, and he also has selfishness, so he wondered, if he really left, but Mu Yunjing didn't have time to look at him for the last time, would he remember him for the rest of his life, would he regret it because of In order to fall in love with him.

This is undoubtedly the most ruthless wish. If Mu Yunjing really fell in love with him because of this, he would definitely not live in peace for the rest of his life, and he would be condemned by his conscience and thoughts... Will he?

Xia Li didn't know if he would, but selfishly hoped that Mu Yunjing could remember him forever.

The person he loved for so long, even if he died, he hoped he could remember him.

He actually doesn't want, doesn't want Mu Yunjing to find other Omega, why should he hug others and warm others with his broken heart little by little...

"I'm not good, I'm not good..." A big tear rolled out of the corner of Xia Li's eyes, and it fell on the operating table with a "click", and the old doctor Alpha was stunned for a while.

After a while, he shook his head, sighed, and looked at Xia Li with compassion: "Ma'am, is it worth it for you?"

The light in Xia Li's eyes faded a little bit, and he smiled: "It's worth it."

"Don't you just want a divorce?" Doctor Alpha's voice became more and more distressed, "Leave as soon as possible, what a big deal, why do you want to remove and replace your own glands, and bet on your own safety!"

Xia Li turned his head, his eyes were completely dark, and the color on his face was getting lighter and lighter. His whole body was like fragile and fine porcelain, as if it could be broken with a fingertip. He stared blankly at the surgical headlight above his head, silently He smiled, and said in a low voice that he could only hear: "In this way... I can have a long memory. Get rid of him."

You don't know, my Mr. A, he is my drug, I am addicted, no matter how painful the injury is now, after I recover, I still want to be close to him and continue to love him.

I just... just want to let myself have a long memory.

I changed the glands that had a low fit with him, took off the Choker, cut off all contact with him, and all opportunities for love, I will change.

【Speak】

This chapter is a flashback, and the time took place before the two divorced.

Another: The original neck straps have all been changed to Choker.