Saan

Chapter 19

The blue cat is not a cat, but it exists like a cat more than anyone else, and it is unpredictable.

Blue Cat is not named Lan, but she likes to wear blue more than anyone else. No one has ever seen her wear other colors.

All this is because of just a few words said by one person, "You still feel the most in blue clothes, or your surname is Lan~" "I like cats the most, or you can be my cat." ?”

On that long, seemingly endless road, the little boy said this to her who was crying on the ground.Since then, she has a name, her name is Blue Cat, the son's blue cat.

So no matter when, blue cats like to wear blue clothes.

So no matter when, the blue cat likes to nest in his arms like a cat.

These are the happiest years of Blue Cat, she can see the son's face as long as she raises her head, and she can get the son's smiling face as long as she does the right thing.

So when the son asked her, "Would you like to learn martial arts?"

Blue Cat nodded without hesitation, she thought innocently, "If you learn martial arts, you will be able to protect your son~!"

The young master smiled. At that time, his eyes were crystal clear under the sunlight.Many years later, Blue Cat, who is still learning martial arts, has forgotten the young master's appearance in his mind, but what he can still vaguely put together is the young master's eyes at that time, beautiful, obsidian-like, full of dark luster and the temptation of the night.

Seeing each other again, the son was less happy than the blue cat.

The Liu family was changed, the parents were killed, the son was thrown into the street, and the only protector left was Lan Mao.

"My lord, here it is", this is the pastry that Blue Cat bought with his last bargain.

Both of them were dressed in delicate poplin, but they were in tatters at the moment. The young master did not take the pastry, but sat there, his handsome face was covered by the dust that was deliberately painted on, and he looked into the distance.

The blue cat stood in front of the young master and looked into the distance with him. The former Liu Mansion was in that direction.

"Go to Shu", the young master's voice was not loud, but very firm, and he no longer had the suppressed cry when he left Liu's residence.

The blue cat said "En", what the young master said was an order, and the young master's wish was everything to her.

The two embarked on a journey to Shu, but the assassin did not let them go.In that forest in the rain, the blue cat used her thin body to block the young master, but she knew that all this was useless, the enemy was too strong and she was too weak.

"Blue cat?" The young master was seriously injured and lay there dying.

She knelt beside him, holding his hand tremblingly, wanting to cry, "My lord..."

The rain was too loud and covered up too many sounds. When the blue cat woke up, it was already lying in the master's room.

"Why am I here? Where's your son?!" Blue Cat wasn't happy about being rescued, and was full of longing in his heart.

"Your young master was rescued by other masters, you can go to him after you leave the teacher", that's what the master said at the time.

This sentence is the goal of the blue cat, she must return to the son, she always spurs herself like this.As a result, Blue Cat worked harder than Master expected, and she was able to become a teacher when she was 16 years old.

At this time, the blue cat was used to staring blankly at the wick with a beautiful face.I'm also used to listening to the rain on the tiled roof, and then being silent in the empty room.She and the young master have been separated for six years, and she has been looking for Liu since she graduated from the teacher, and she has been looking for it for a long time.The time is so long, maybe for the blue cat at that time, looking for it has become a habit.

The meeting again after many years was in an ordinary inn. The blue cat originally wanted to have a meal, and then went back on the road to find that man, her son.

With just one glance, the blue cat recognized the man sitting by the window. He had a gentle smile, his eyes narrowed, and he was wearing a brocade running for a long distance.I haven't seen that face for a long time, and even if I saw it, it was only in a dream or blurred to a yellowish memory.

That face is far from the little memory in my mind, even the eyes are different.But the blue cat just recognized him with a casual glance.

It doesn't matter whose origin or fate is no longer important. The person Blue Cat once thought might never be seen again is now standing by the window not far from her, smiling at her.It seems that a century has passed, and the two of them are like people in two worlds.But the blue cat at that time didn't realize this.

Maybe he wasn't smiling at himself, maybe he didn't recognize him, maybe he didn't see her... The blue cat stood there for a long time, lost his mind for a long time, and then walked in that direction, the person he had never forgotten in his heart past.It's yours, right?Son, I still recognize you.Son, don't forget me...

I kept yearning and anticipating in my heart, until I stood in front of him, only to realize that those words and words that I just thought of just now were all forgotten in my mind, and I couldn't say anything.There was a hot current flowing in the eyes, and the blue cat was almost choked up, unable to speak, "Master?"

Hearing this, the man just turned his head slightly and nodded at her, "Is it a blue cat?"

The eyes that didn't open, the tone of voice that was different from what he remembered, the blue cat knew at that time that she would never leave her son again.Even if she knew, the relationship between her and the young master could never go back to the past.In her heart, from the very first meeting, there was one person - her son.

Abandoning the old name, her son has a new name, Liu.Blue Cat always called him son, even though he was corrected thousands of times.

Liu has already given up on letting Blue Cat call him by his new name, "Blue Cat, think about it carefully, I am very dangerous..." If possible, he even wants to arrange a marriage for Blue Cat. After so many years, he has Some people who don't believe that Blue Cat is still as determined as before.

Blue Cat shook his head, "Master, I will definitely protect you this time!!"

Seeing the blue cat say so firmly, Liu laughed out loud, he was laughing at the innocence of the blue cat, "Yes, you know martial arts, but so what?"

Liu stretched out his hand to hold the teacup, and the moment he let go, the teacup turned into powder and dispersed bit by bit.No one would stand still, he was no longer the little boy who didn't understand anything and only showed off with embroidered fists.

The blue cat remained silent, the young master's martial arts were already above hers, so what else could she do.Seeing the ashen expression on her face, Liu sighed, "Okay, just follow me and try."

Since then, the leader of the Shanghai Youth Gang has had a woman named Blue Cat beside him.Some people say that she is the leader's woman, whose identity is mysterious; some people say that she is the leader's maid, who often disappears;

All these are like floating clouds, Blue Cat never cares, her eyes only fall on one person, everyone calls him 'Liu'.

When meeting Gu Zuo for the first time, Blue Cat didn't feel anything.She began to be a little curious, what kind of person would make the young master arrange it so carefully, and even choose a housekeeper and send a few concubines.Thinking about it later, she might have felt a sense of uneasiness in her heart at that time.It's just that the years spent by Liu's side are not short. Blue Cat knows very well that what he has to believe is the young master, not his feelings.

Gu Zuo had a gentle smile, but he didn't have Liu's mystery. He was just as calm and indifferent as a breeze, looking very harmless.But it was such a boy who seemed powerless, so Liu, who was always invulnerable, could never let anyone else go in his life.It's like I don't know how to love anymore, I can't afford to love anymore, I can't love anyone else.

That day, the blue cat was sent to other places by Liu, but she still returned to Shire's mansion.She always had a bad intuition, even though she never believed in the so-called sixth sense, she still came back.

Across the chaotic and crazy hurricane, the blue cat seemed to see Liu on the opposite side, and the expression on his face seemed to be both surprised and bewildered.It's not like Lan Mao has never seen that kind of expression before. In her memory, it seems that Liu had such an expression on his face many years ago.It's just that it was Liu, who didn't have such a strong sadness on his face.So now, why?

Liu was in the room, and he was only a few steps away from the blue cat. Suddenly, the chaotic wind disappeared, and it was Gu Zuo who was taken away, and Yaxiu, who stretched out his wings inexplicably from behind.

Blue Cat thought it was just a momentary illusion, she didn't know, it was already doomed from this moment, the distance between her and the young master will always be a few steps away, like a gap that can never be bridged.

It seems that nothing has changed in the days, and everything has returned to before Gu Zuo appeared.But the scene in that room was not Lan Mao's hallucination. The boy named Gu Zuo in their life had already left, and the Yaxiu who shouldn't have appeared had also disappeared.

Even though life is still as incomparably regular as before, youth gangs, business, officialdom... is there something missing?Blue Cat thinks this kind of life is very good, because for her, the son is everything.

Not for Liu, however.He seldom idles, but when he is idle, he is easy to be in a daze.Liu's face seemed to be coated with a layer of light under the sun. Although it was not as seductive as Sebastian's, it could still be considered handsome.And the blue cat would always sit in his arms, silent and not knowing what to say.Blue Cat sometimes wonders if Liu, who has always been in love with Gu Zuo, will occasionally... Occasionally think of Blue Cat and himself back then.

Even if Liu can let the blue cat or others sit in his arms, but the blue cat knows that no one can be put in his heart.No, perhaps, there is such a person.Blue Cat didn't know if that person was a real person, she couldn't understand Liu's mind anymore, so she could only obey.

The first time I saw that person, the blue cat yelled inwardly. That person has a seven-point resemblance to Gu Zuo, especially his eyes, which are very similar to Gu Zuo, but he is more beautiful than Gu Zuo, with all the charms of a man. Uncompromisingly charming and soft, he is a young man who is very easy to make people's hearts flutter.

He is indeed very similar to Gu Zuo, but he is different from Gu Zuo.Obviously it is an incomparably similar face, but when he smiles, it is extremely charming, with infinite charm.

He appeared at the foreign business meeting that Liu and Shire attended together, and brought the foreign businessman with this man, which attracted all the eyes of Shire and Liu.Now that I think about it, no one remembers the boy's name, whether it's Shire or Liu, they are just looking for something similar to Gu Zuo in the boy.

The boy finally came to Liu's side, which was expected by Lan Mao.It's just that the boy was not safe enough after all, so in the end he died at the hands of the blue cat.

"Who allowed you to do this?" Liu said to the blue cat in a tone that had never been cold.

"No... son... sooner or later, you will do this, so... let me do it", the blue cat lowered his head and said nothing, this is her son, she will never let him be stained with blood, everything Let her take everything.

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... Fanwai didn't know why he let go of bg...?