love too early

Chapter 89

Even though Fu Zhiheng said he was fine, I was still worried, so I asked someone to ask a foreign cardiologist at night, and made an appointment for another diagnosis and treatment this weekend.

Fu Zhiheng knew how to coax me very well. I was a little angry because he kept it from me, but now he exposed everything lightly. When I look back at those documents, I don't want to pursue anything anymore.

At worst, if he gives it to me, I'll keep it. Anyway, the two of us don't have children, so mine is still his.

After sleeping all day without eating, I felt hungry, so I went out and saw Shen Nanyu was cooking soup in the kitchen.He saw me smile unconsciously at first, then froze for a moment, put down the spoon and walked up to me, bent down and touched my face, and asked softly: "My eyes are red, what's wrong?"

As I said that, I looked up at Fu Zhiheng who was following me, and frowned imperceptibly, as if asking if Fu Zhiheng was bullying me.

"It's okay." I shook my head, embarrassed to be so protected by him, and made an excuse to say: "I slept for too long, my eyes are uncomfortable. What are you cooking?"

Shen Nanyu looked away, smiled softly at me, and replied, "Cook coconut chicken. I guess you're hungry."

I nodded and said yes, my stomach just made a grunting sound, behind me Fu Zhiheng gave a chuckle, raised his hand and rubbed my head, and said, "Go and wash your hands."

I somehow felt that I was being cared for and loved by two people, my face became hot, and I avoided their eyes and ran to the bathroom to wash my hands.

When he returned to the dining table, Shen Nanyu had already prepared dinner.I casually asked him what he did during the day, and he said that he had been reviewing in the room.

"I went to see you a few times in the middle, and you slept soundly. I can't bear to disturb you." He looked at me with his chin in his hand and said, "Try this chicken soup, is it good?"

"Yeah." I picked up the bowl and took a sip. The coconut was sweet and the chicken was very fresh.It can't be seen that Shen Nanyu is so talented in cooking.

"It's delicious." I said to him.

"As long as you like it." He said with a smile, "I also made fried mushrooms with bamboo shoots. Fu Zhiheng said you like to eat this."

I glanced at Fu Zhiheng calmly, he was drinking soup from a bowl, and he didn't respond when Shen Nanyu mentioned his name.

My chest suddenly felt tight.Fu Zhiheng even told Shen Nanyu what I like to eat and what I don't like to eat. Is it really like what he said, he is ready to leave me one day... I don't want to think about it anymore, and force myself to shift my attention open.

Soon it was the weekend, and the doctor arrived on a special plane with equipment for more than ten hours. Fu Zhiheng was reluctant to let me accompany him at first, he hesitated to find a reason, and even asked Shen Nanyu and me to go to the art museum. He went to the doctor himself.

"Is it useful?" I glanced at him lightly, "I will know sooner or later."

"Foreigners like to exaggerate, and they are not as subtle as our Chinese doctors." He couldn't talk to me, and started to vaccinate me, "Just listen to it."

Unmoved, I looked at him and said seriously: "I will judge myself."

"Oh..." Fu Zhiheng froze, "I know my wife."

In fact, foreigners do not like to exaggerate.

The doctor took the report and explained it to me one by one, and calmly and objectively told me about Fu Zhiheng's current situation and possible problems in the future. Sudden symptoms like those a few days ago will become more frequent and severe.

"In the last two to three years, it is best not to engage in high-intensity work, do not exercise too much, keep a calm mind, and stop what you are doing for a while if you can,..."

The doctor said a lot of suggestions, which are similar to what other doctors said before.In the end, he asked Fu Zhiheng to consider going to Switzerland for recuperation. Some instruments and equipment there are not convenient to transport back to China, and the environment is more suitable for rest.

"Let's talk about it," Fu Zhiheng smiled, "it's not that serious."

The doctor didn't insist, but said: "Your physical condition is better, if you prevent it early, the chance of accidents will be much smaller."

"Understood, I will consider it." Fu Zhiheng said.

On the way back, I sat beside Fu Zhiheng in silence, he held my hand and also did not speak.

I know what he is thinking, if the two of us are still abroad now, or if there is no Shen Nanyu by my side, he may agree with the doctor to go to Switzerland or somewhere to recuperate for a while.But now everything is different, he will not leave me, and he will not selfishly ask me to go with him.

"Zhiheng..."

"baby……"

We both spoke at the same time.

"You go first." I said.

Fu Zhiheng looked at me, hesitated for a long time, and said, "Actually... you have him in your heart, right?"

It is self-evident who this "he" refers to.

"If I asked you to accompany me to go abroad, maybe you would agree, but just like you would not give up on me for him, nor would you give up on him for me. Even if people are here with me in the future, I will still miss him in my heart. I don't want to..."

It could be heard that Fu Zhiheng's heart was in a mess, and his words were also in a mess, but I understood what he meant:

He doesn't want me to give up what I want to accommodate him.

"It's hard to like someone, Xiaolu." Fu Zhiheng said seriously, "Although I will be jealous, the person you like is not me, but I will also be happy for you, at least someone makes you feel what love and liking are. "

"I do not have……"

I wanted to deny it, but was interrupted softly by Fu Zhiheng: "At least he is special with you. After growing up, I have never seen you smile so innocently, only when you are with him, you are like a carefree little friend."

Fu Zhiheng said, with a faint smile on his lips, "So I won't ask you to come with me. If one day I become your burden, I will hate myself."

I lowered my eyes in silence, thinking about Fu Zhiheng's words.

I didn't realize that I was different when I was with Shen Nanyu.But Fu Zhiheng is my closest person, he sees me in his eyes, maybe more than I know about myself.

When I got home and found that Shen Nanyu was not there, I remembered that he had an exam tomorrow and went back to school today.

The plush rabbit he gave me is still nestling on the small sofa obediently, because it is too big, so the sofa looks a bit cramped.I thought about it, picked up my phone and made a video call to him.

"Hello?" The other side quickly picked up, the voice was low, and the whole head was on the screen, pressing the earphones and asking: "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing..." In fact, I have nothing to do, but I suddenly wanted to hear his voice, so I made up a reason and asked, "How is the review?"

"Still in the library." Shen Nanyu quietly turned his head away, and gave me a look behind him, "Stay with my roommate all night. Wait a minute, I'll go outside and talk."

Then I saw the screen flicker, then darken, as if he had put it in his pocket, and when I saw the light again, the campus of University A at night was already on the screen.

"Brother," Shen Nanyu seemed in a good mood, and asked me with a smile, "Do you miss me?"

I didn't deny it and said, "A little bit."

Shen Nanyu obviously didn't expect this answer, he was stunned for a moment, and asked cautiously: "...Really?"

These days, because I was worried about Fu Zhiheng, I have been in a dull mood, until now I relaxed a little, nodded and said: "Yes. Is tomorrow's exam difficult? Why do you have to stay up all night?"

"I don't need it, it's my stupid classmate who has been procrastinating on not reviewing." Shen Nanyu snorted softly, "You must pull me with him."

After talking about what he thought of, he changed the topic: "Either...you come to play with me?"

I smiled and asked, "What are you playing?"

There was a moment of silence on the other side of the phone. The campus in the middle of the winter night seemed to be nothing interesting... In order not to embarrass Shen Nanyu, I took the initiative to say, "I'll go find you. It's good to meet up."

The person on the screen immediately raised the corner of his mouth, with a smile that couldn't be hidden on his face, "Okay."

I put on my coat and picked out a car key.Fu Zhiheng said that he was magnanimous, seeing me going out to find Shen Nanyu so late, he still wrote the word "unhappy" on his face, and complained in a low voice: "Didn't you just meet yesterday..."

Seeing that I didn't answer, he leaned over and asked, "Baby, are you going home tonight?"

I glanced at him and said, "Not necessarily."

"... Oh." Fu Zhiheng wrapped a scarf around me dejectedly, "Be careful on the road."

Seeing him like this, I thought of what he said during the day, and felt inexplicably funny.It seems that no matter what you say, when it's time to be jealous, you still won't eat less.

"What are you laughing at?" Fu Zhiheng became even more unhappy, "Are you so happy to see him..."

I didn't answer him, I stood on tiptoe and quickly kissed him on the lips, shook my hand and said, "I'm leaving."