love too early

Chapter 46

It was cold today, and Shen Nanyu wore a gray knitted jacket over a white T-shirt, looking lonely and thin.

As I approached, a faint smile slowly appeared on his face, and when he was two steps away, he opened his arms slightly, put me in his arms, and said, "I miss you so much."

"It's just that I haven't seen you for a day."

As I said, I saw Fu Zhiheng's car slowly start from the corner of the corner of the eye, and finally left the street extremely slowly and reluctantly.Inexplicably, I came up with an idea - it's good for him to see it.

"I miss you all day." Shen Nanyu pulled my attention back, "And I'm a little worried."

"What?" I asked.

"That night..." He seemed a little embarrassed, with a faint blush on his face, "I seem to hurt you... I'm sorry."

When this topic was brought up suddenly, I couldn't react in time, so I whispered, "It's okay."

After talking about something that came to mind, I asked, "Why are you here?"

Shen Nanyu's clothes are cool, and the ends of his hair are damp. If I didn't come to the company on a whim today, he doesn't know how long he would have to wait here.

"I was passing by to see if you were there," he said.

Of course I wouldn't believe the words of passing by by chance, but I didn't expose him either.

"What about you, don't you have a rest today?" He asked.

"I had enough rest yesterday." I said.

"Fu Zhiheng..." Shen Nanyu hesitated for a moment and asked, "Didn't you make things difficult for you?"

He looked worried and a little guilty, as if if Fu Zhiheng and I quarreled, he would take all the responsibility on himself.

I didn't expect this, so I asked half-jokingly and half-seriously, "Do you want our relationship to be harmonious?"

"Of course not..." Shen Nanyu blurted out, then dodged his eyes, "I just don't want you to be wronged."

The subconscious reaction is the best way to see a person's true thoughts. I found it interesting and a little touching, so I smiled comfortingly and said, "Don't worry, it won't happen."

As soon as the words fell, Shen Nanyu turned his head and sneezed moderately.

"What's the matter, do you have a cold?" I asked.

He turned around and pinched his nose, and said in a muffled voice, "It's okay, it's just a little cold."

It's cooling down today, he didn't know how long he had been waiting outside, when I touched his hand, it was icy and cold, I couldn't help feeling a little worried, "Let's go in and talk about it."

In the elevator, Shen Nanyu took the initiative to let go of my hand. I turned my head to look over and saw him lower his eyes slightly, and said, "It's not good for you to be seen by other people."

Today is a working day. Although I am on vacation, the company still works as usual. If he didn't say anything, I almost forgot about it.

"Well," I nodded without saying anything.

When I got out of the elevator, Shen Nanyu was still following me, keeping a polite distance. When I met a few employees on the road, I probably thought he was sent by the law firm. They just greeted me as usual without showing any curiosity.

But as soon as I entered the office, Shen Nanyu couldn't wait to block me at the corner of the door frame and the wall, saying, "Shilu..."

I felt the heat in his eyes, and helplessly pushed his chest to prevent him from getting closer, and said, "I'll help you pour some hot water, and take a medicine first."

Shen Nanyu looked at me for a long time, and finally let me go reluctantly, and agreed obediently.

I remember that Fu Zhiheng bought ginger tea last time, and after searching through the cabinet, he finally found it.

I'm not good at taking care of people. I boiled water to make ginger tea, found cold medicine, gave Shen Nanyu a piece, and I didn't know what else to do.After being silent for a moment, Shen Nanyu laughed softly: "I feel so happy now."

"Happiness?" I couldn't help but be puzzled by the endless words.

With a smile on his lips, he looked at me tenderly and said, "After the dean left, no one has cared so much about me for a long time."

So this level of concern can already move him... I don't know why I thought of Fu Zhiheng first, since I was a child, I am used to all his love and care for me, and I have never been moved.I suddenly thought that the development of the relationship between the two of us to today is not completely unrelated to me.

After Shen Nanyu drank the ginger tea, his body gradually warmed up, but his nose was still a little red, maybe he really had a cold.

"I'm fine, don't worry." He took my hand and said proactively.

He sat on the sofa and looked up at me. From my angle, I could see his long lower eyelashes and a scratch on his face that couldn't be covered by a bandage.I couldn't help but reach out and touch his face, and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Shen Nanyu nodded, with an imperceptible sense of loss leaking from his expression.

Maybe it's because I saw me kissing Fu Zhiheng outside, or maybe it's because I didn't talk to him when I left yesterday, in short, he looked a little sad, like a small animal forgotten by the owner on the side of the road.

My heart sank softly, I bent down and kissed the tip of his nose, and said, "I'm sorry."

"I don't want you to apologize." Shen Nanyu wrapped his arms around my waist, pulled me astride his lap, and said, "I want you to like me a little bit."

I had no way to promise him this matter, so I had to look away slightly and didn't speak.

Shen Nanyu raised his head and kissed my neck, then bit my chin lightly, and said, "Aren't you willing at all?"

There was something nasal and sticky in his voice, not really a complaint but a sweet complaint.I heard that he was not dissatisfied, so I looked back at him, looked at him for a moment, and kissed his lips.

——I may not be able to give likes, but I can give others.

The sudden kiss made Shen Nanyu's body stiff, and then the hand around my waist became tighter and tighter, until it pressed my whole body on him, letting me and him stick tightly.I grabbed his shoulders and was forced to bow my head to kiss him. The air in my mouth was quickly depleted, and my brain felt dizzy like a lack of oxygen.

In the end, even my breathing became heavy, and I gasped unconsciously.

"Um... well..."

"Not good." He only let go of me for a few seconds, and kissed me more deeply.

For no reason, I felt that he was secretly competing with someone, and he said he didn't care, but I was afraid that his heart would already be overwhelmed.

And his kiss still doesn't have any skills at all, the only improvement is that he won't accidentally bite my lip again.I was so dizzy from his kiss, and I couldn't calm down for a long time after we separated, I panted softly and said: "If you do this again, don't kiss me again."

Shen Nanyu was also a little emotional because of this kiss, his eyes were wet with hot flashes, and he asked, "Is there something wrong with me?"

"Why can Fu Zhiheng kiss you and marry you..." He whispered, "I'm so jealous of him...I want to be with you too."

Inexplicably, I felt that this sentence seemed familiar. When I thought about it carefully, Fu Zhiheng seemed to have said something about jealousy.

Perhaps this is human nature.Staring at what you don't have, you will never be satisfied.

Fortunately, Shen Nanyu was smart enough to know that he was different from Fu Zhiheng, so he only said one sentence without further words.

It's just that his eyes are still foggy, and he looks at me as if hiding ten thousand unfinished words.It would be a lie to say that I was indifferent. I couldn't give him the promise I wanted, so I took the initiative to hug him and comforted him and said, "There's nothing wrong with you. I'm just kidding."

"Don't make such a joke." Shen Nanyu shook his head, bit my lip lightly as if complaining, and said, "You can do whatever you want, but don't let me go."

After talking about what he thought of, he said: "I can learn what I didn't do well. If I practice a few more times, I won't be worse than Fu Zhiheng."

"Huh?" I suspected that he did it on purpose, but his expression was very serious, like the most studious student in the school.

"I was not ready that day, that's why I hurt you." Shen Nanyu whispered, his face began to flush again, "After I went back, I read a lot... materials, and other people's experience, next time I can definitely do it good……"

The more he spoke, the lower his voice became, and he was even embarrassed to look at me in the end.I was inexplicably teased and asked, "What information?"

"Videos, popular science articles, and papers..."

"Well," I nodded thoughtfully, and repeated in a murmur, "Video..."

"It's not good looking." As if afraid of my misunderstanding, Shen Nanyu interrupted me hastily, "I just watched it for study."

Thinking of the top student in the law department of University A quietly hiding under the quilt watching pornographic films to learn skills, I groaned, pinched the tip of his nose and said, "It's not very useful to see others do this kind of thing."

"But I don't want to make you uncomfortable anymore," he said. "If you can't be with me forever, I want to make you happy every time."

He spoke so earnestly and honestly that I could no longer tease him.Looking at each other for a long time, I said with the same serious tone: "I am very happy with you."

From the first concert together, to school celebrations, to camping, to the Ferris wheel, to the secret garden on the roof, every time I was with him, I seemed to escape the real world and enter a dream that did not belong to me.There are flowing music, beating lights, soft bunnies, and a person waiting for me holding a heart that has never been revealed to others.He made me feel pure love for the first time, and let me know that a person can really like another person without asking for anything in return.

This is something that I will always remember even when I grow old and die.

The whole day, Shen Nanyu and I didn't go anywhere, cuddling together tirelessly like a couple in love.I read the documents, he read the book, and after finishing my work, I leaned on his shoulder and listened to him tell me what happened in school.He would kiss me secretly when I was not prepared, and if I didn't refuse, he would kiss me until I resisted.After a while, when I didn't care so much, he continued to repeat the process.

I never thought that a day can pass so quickly, without doing anything, the sunset is already outside the window.

A large orange-yellow sunset came in. I took the ointment and alcohol that my assistant had just bought, and sat across from Shen Nanyu, carefully helping him change the medicine.

His wound looked like he had treated it himself, it was very rough, he just cleaned it and put on a Band-Aid, without any other measures.Fortunately, the recent cold weather is not easy to be infected, otherwise it is likely to become inflamed.

"Next time I will definitely not fight impulsively..." Shen Nanyu whispered as if seeing my helplessness.

"It's not your fault," I said.

"It's my fault for worrying you."

As soon as the words fell, I accidentally touched his wound, and heard him gasp.

I quickly apologized, "I'm sorry."

Shen Nanyu shook his head, "It's okay, I don't hurt."

I know I'm clumsy, and it took a long time for a small wound to heal. Finally, I put gauze on it. I raised my head and saw Shen Nanyu's eyelashes trembling slightly, and his eye sockets were physiologically moist.

"It still hurts..." I whispered with a layer of guilt in my heart.

"It's okay." He held my hand and put it on his face, and said, "When I was young, the dean said, just blow on it and you'll be fine."