Chapter 34
Chapter 34
I couldn't help being a little confused, looked at Fu Zhiheng, and asked, "Otherwise?"
Fu Zhiheng lowered his eyes and did not speak for a long time.
It wasn't until the regular oven in the kitchen dinged that he looked up at me again, pretending to be indifferent with a smile and said, "Maybe it is, maybe I didn't notice it myself."
"Shilu," he walked up to me, squatted down and looked into my eyes, and asked, "Do you really not care?"
I shook my head, "No."
As if wanting to see traces of lying from my expression, Fu Zhiheng looked at me seriously for a long time, finally sighed softly as if giving up, and said, "But now I think it's fine just the two of us."
Is it because Fu Zhiheng didn't meet anyone with the right appetite recently that Fu Zhiheng had such an idea...
"I used to think that marriage is just a matter of course. The two of us should get married." He held my hand and gently stroked the ring on my middle finger, "but when this day is really coming soon When I started to get nervous and excited, I found that I was looking forward to it."
He looked at me seriously and said: "I am looking forward to marrying you. Put on a wedding ring for you, and make a vow with you in front of the priest, and when introducing you to others, say, this is my husband, Shi Lu .—I was looking forward to it.”
Fu Zhiheng's voice was low, as if he was reading an old fairy tale.
The sweet smell of baked cookies wafted from the kitchen, the sun was setting outside the window, and the orange sunset sprinkled the ground.Everything is peaceful and slow, including this moment of time.
"It must be hard for you to understand when I say this." He smiled softly, "I know you are harder to impress than anyone else in the world."
After speaking, he stood up, stroked my hair, leaned over and kissed my forehead lightly, "Okay, ready to eat."
I don't doubt that Fu Zhiheng's words are sincere, and I also don't deny his judgment on me.
I have no expectations, longings, longings for marriage... I don't have any of these, but I know that if I want to marry someone in the end, that person can only be Fu Zhiheng.
—Is it necessary for one to expect what is destined to happen?No.
Today's dinner is very sumptuous, Fu Zhiheng also celebrated the festival with only the two of us.
Some people are naturally romantic and romantic, like rose petals flying in the pink sunset glow on a summer night, they cannot be grasped or kept.If there is anything I appreciate about Fu Zhiheng, it may be such romance and freedom.
I still remember how Fu Zhiheng’s shirt and hair were blown by the sea breeze on the Blue Coast of Monaco. He took off his sunglasses, turned around and waved to me with a smile, his teeth like shells shining in the sun.That scene made me feel for the first time that one person could conquer a whole summer.
It is these fragmented memories that make up the person next to me now. He struck a match and lit the candles on the table one by one.The jumping candlelight is hidden among the flowers, and occasionally a cluster illuminates his eyes.
I looked at it quietly with my chin in my hand, at a certain moment Fu Zhiheng looked up, met my gaze, was startled for a moment, and slowly said: "You look at me like this..."
"Ok?"
"I would want to kiss you."
He did what he said, leaned across the table, lifted my chin and kissed me.
In the dim candlelight and light, I raised my head and kissed Fu Zhiheng, he knew how to relax me, and also knew how to give me tender happiness, I closed my eyes, and gradually fell into his gentle trap, but it was only a short 1 The minute's kiss made the surrounding air moist and ambiguous.
Fu Zhiheng let go of me and said in a low voice, "Baby, you are so sweet."
I opened my eyes and met his focused gaze.
"It smells good too. It's also beautiful." Fu Zhiheng held my face in his hands and said, "I'm sorry, I'm too poor at words, I always only think of beauty when I see you."
When he said that, I couldn't help but feel hot, avoided his gaze, lowered my eyelids and blinked.
Fu Zhiheng smiled lowly beside his ear, "It's also very beautiful to blush."
I will not admit that I blush, but the candlelight is too hot.
Fu Zhiheng cooked a lot of dishes, and took out the white wine that had been stored in the wine cabinet for a long time. The crab was cold, so he said that I had a bad stomach and wanted to drink it with some wine.
"When did I have a bad stomach?" I asked.
"Did you forget about the gastroenteritis last year?" He tapped my forehead with his finger, "Who was hanged in the hospital for a week?"
I was at a loss for words for a while, and I retorted helplessly for a while, "That's because of allergies."
"I don't care, every time you get sick and lose weight, others don't feel sorry for me." Fu Zhiheng said.
While talking, he helped me peel the crabs. First, he loosened the crab shells with a hammer, then cut off the crab legs with scissors, took out the crab meat and put them into my bowl. His technique was very skillful.
Today's candles are sweet and berry scented, and the music played by Fu Zhiheng is also relaxing. While eating crabs, I watched the full moon rising from the French window. The busyness and exhaustion of many days were swept away, leaving only comfort and coziness.
Unknowingly drank two glasses of wine, I leaned on the chair, waved my hand and said, "I'm full."
The moon outside the window hangs high in the night sky, shrouded in a layer of misty brilliance, and my eyes seem to be foggy, and everything is hazy.
After so many years, my drinking capacity still hasn't improved.
"Zhiheng," I stood up on the chair and said slowly, "I'm going to take a shower."
"Why did you get drunk so quickly?" Fu Zhiheng was helpless and funny, he came over and hugged me by the waist, and said, "I'll take you there, be careful not to fall."
"Hmm..." I closed my eyes and leaned into his arms, hugging his neck, and said sullenly, "You poured too much for me."
Fu Zhiheng snorted, "Blame me."
Lifting my feet into the air gave me a feeling of floating in the clouds, and it wasn't until I was put in the bathtub that I felt like I was back on the ground.
Then the water came up, and I went from the ground to the sea again.
Alcohol always makes me sleepy easily. In the steaming heat, I narrowed my eyes slightly and leaned against the edge of the bathtub to fall asleep.
Fu Zhiheng helped me throw the clothes into the washing machine, and put clean pajamas beside him, stroked my hair and said, "Come out after soaking, it's not good to take a bath after drinking."
I opened my eyes and glanced at him, and whispered dissatisfiedly: "You are the only one who has trouble."
Probably because my voice was too low, Fu Zhiheng couldn't hear me clearly, after waiting for a few minutes, regardless of whether I soaked enough, he fished me out of the water, wrapped me in a towel, and said, "Okay, it's time to sleep. "
He was very strong. Although I was reluctant, I couldn't resist. I could only watch my feet leave the ground again and be carried back to the bedroom by him.
The bed was very soft, as soft as a cloud. Fu Zhiheng put me on it, and with a snap, all the lights in the bedroom were turned off.
The surroundings were plunged into darkness, only the faint soft light of the moon spilled in from the window.I opened my eyes and saw a hazy figure leaning over to me and kissing my eyes tenderly.
"Sleep." He said softly.
"Zhiheng..." I didn't know what to think, I instinctively held his hand.
The alcohol that I didn't have time to dissipate made me confused, and my body became very hot after soaking in the bath.
So I undid a button, wanting him to turn down the air conditioner, before I could speak, his kiss fell on my lips and kissed me again.
This time the kiss was long and lingering, without so many skills, just chasing my lips and tongue in the dark with instinct.I was so kissed that my breathing became disordered, and I accidentally made a low whimpering sound.
"Baby," Fu Zhiheng's breath was also unsteady, his gaze was as deep as the sea under a moonlit night, "I might not be able to bear it if you're like this."
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