My reunion with you is a belated confession

Chapter 77 The Truth 2

"So?" He Mingsheng asked in a cold voice, "It's not as simple as telling me about the good show you and He Guoping sang when you came to me today, right?"

"Of course not." Li Yulin took a sip of the cold coffee: "Before He Guoping went in, I thought you broke up because you liked Xingheng and were afraid that he would be implicated. Oh, or He Guoping threatened you. The reason. But later I found out that you, like Wei Qian, are only doing it for money."

It's just for money, Li Yulin's words are extremely mocking.

"You say it's ridiculous, but I knew Wei Qian because he was asking where Xingheng was, and when he saw me, he told me without hesitation how much he liked Xingheng, but what happened in the end? "Li Yulin's laughter was piercing and unpleasant: "In order to find a Xingheng, he asked all the people he knew and didn't know, but when he gained their trust, he turned around and exposed Xingheng's sexuality in public."

"You could have given the money to He Guoping earlier and walked away, but you just can't bear to part with that mere 20."

"I sent Wei Qian to Xingheng, and wanted to know his news, but I didn't expect Wei Qian to surprise me. For a chance to go abroad, I can push Xingheng out, and with the help of others, kill him. There is no way to fight back."

When Li Yulin said this sentence, the expression on her face was obviously excited. Looking at the coffee in front of her, she seemed to be admiring a great masterpiece, but it made people shudder: "But it is very suitable for me. Collapse is always something I'd love to see."

"I'm afraid you don't know it yet. Since then, Xingheng has suffered from depression and has mental problems."

"It's a pity, but I didn't die as I wished."

Li Yulin's words made He Mingsheng feel uncomfortable all over, especially the extremely regrettable "I didn't die as I wished", without even saying goodbye, He Mingsheng got up and walked out.

Not far away, Li Yulin's voice sounded behind her: "Let's make a deal."

"I'm not interested." He Mingsheng said without looking back.

"No!" Li Yulin suddenly spoke fiercely: "You can't just leave like this. You could give him up for 20, and you can do the same now. I can even give you more. As long as you agree to cooperate with me, I will I can give it to you."

So, this is the purpose of coming to him today, to conspire with others, to plan to call him "mother" for more than ten years.

He Mingsheng turned around, puzzled in his eyes: "Even if he is not your biological son, he has lived together for so many years anyway, you..." How could you treat him like that?

He Mingsheng didn't say what he said later, because he realized that he didn't have any position or qualification to question after he had finished speaking.Gao An also said that he could leave after giving 20 yuan.

Li Yulin screamed behind her, and the people around looked at the two of them, but He Mingsheng ignored them and walked out of the shop.

Asked for leave from the hospital.

But he didn't know where to go.

Xingheng's depression and mental problems, he thought and believed that it had something to do with him, but when the truth was presented to him, he didn't know how to face it.

Walking aimlessly on the street, the street was very lively, but he felt like his heart was dying, and his breathing was not smooth.

In the Jinghe cemetery, He Mingsheng sat leaning against the tombstone.

With his head lowered slightly, the old man in the photo still has a kind face.

"Grandpa, I didn't make him happy." He Mingsheng said softly.

Many years ago he asked the old man: "Grandpa, will I really make Xingheng happy all the time?"

Now he knows the answer, he can't, not only can't, he also brought him a lot of pain and sadness.

After one sentence, he didn't know what to say, and sat quietly on the side.I don't know how much time has passed, but the sky is snowing.

He Mingsheng raised his hand, and the snowflakes fell on his hand, and it melted in no time, leaving crystal clear snow water.

This year I seem to like snow very much. Every year it snows in winter, and it snows heavily during the Chinese New Year. This year, I don’t know how many times it has snowed.

The day he first came, it was snowing heavily.He picked up Xingheng's mobile phone, and he was still using the phone case that the two of them took a photo with, so he always felt that it was a fate, so he was in a beautiful mood, and he couldn't wait to see that person.

Today he knew that the four years he had been wanting to know for a long time were like this, but he didn't have the courage to see that person again.

I don't know when, the coldness on the neck and the tip of the nose disappeared, and there was a figure in front of him. He Mingsheng moved his body slightly. I don't know if it was because of sitting for a long time or because of the cold weather. He seemed to lose consciousness in his legs, and the numbness was not there. Strong in imagination.

He Mingsheng raised his eyes, Xingheng was holding a coat on top of his head, but his eyes stopped on the photo of the tombstone.

"Brother, are you going home?" Xingheng said.

"En." He Mingsheng's voice was very soft, but he could hear it clearly in the dark night.

Xingheng leaned over, patted off the snow that fell on He Mingsheng's head and shoulders, and put his coat on He Mingsheng's shoulders.Then he stared at He Mingsheng for a moment, as if sucking people into his eyes in this dark night.

The kiss fell between He Mingsheng's eyebrows, and he touched it lightly.

"Brother, let's go home." Xingheng said again.

"it is good."

He Mingsheng said yes, but didn't leave.

"Brother, if you don't leave, I won't be able to resist even if you are frozen."

Xingheng squatted down, pretending to be relaxed and joked, trying to ease the heavy atmosphere a little bit, but Xingheng's thoughtful joke tore He Mingsheng's heart sorely.

This person who strives for perfection in front of the person he likes, even if the bad past is shown before his eyes, he still only has He Mingsheng in his eyes.

His heart throbbed violently, He Mingsheng arched his back slightly, the pain seemed to spread to all his limbs, making him unable to move.

"sorry."

It seems that there is only one sentence left to say.

"sorry."

Xingheng replied with a sentence.

I'm sorry, if I came to you earlier, wouldn't you be happier.

I'm sorry, if I came to you earlier, wouldn't you be a little less sad.

"I looked for you. I went to Xiamen. I have traveled back and forth so many times and never met you." He Mingsheng's tone was choked up, as if he was trying to endure his emotions: "But I'm so stupid, how could I I have never suspected that you are not here, and I only found out when I was about to graduate that you are not in Xiamen."

Xingheng paused because of He Mingsheng's words.

He Mingsheng went to look for him, which he never thought about.In other words, if He Mingsheng hadn't told Gao An that he liked him for a long time that day, he wouldn't even be sure about He Mingsheng's feelings for him.

He has always known that He Mingsheng took good care of him, it's not that he didn't expect love, but in the end it was only an extravagance.

The warmth from the neck burned Xing Heng's skin and spread all the way to his heart.

He rarely saw He Mingsheng's tears. When Grandpa Feng passed away, this man shed tears because of a letter, but now this He Mingsheng, whose face was full of tears and whose words were full of remorse, was something he had never seen before.

He Mingsheng rested his head on Xingheng's neck, and the hand on Xingheng's back trembled slightly, cautiously, but he only repeated one sentence: "I'm sorry."

"Brother, I'm not sorry, I'm willing."

Knowing your liking, I resented you for abandoning me, even though from your point of view, that approach was for my own good, but I still feel resentful, but I am always willing to do so, because I love you.