please let go

Chapter 19

"country."

Jiang Chen woke up and wiped his moist eye sockets.How could he dream of someone calling him by his former name?The name is really a bit earthy...

The voice in the dream was vague, and there were not many people who knew the name, but he couldn't remember who it was, and tried to recall it to no avail. After calming down, he got up, had breakfast, and went to school.

"Morning." Jiang Chen bumped into He Chuan again when he entered the teaching building, and found that he came quite early today.

He Chuan replied weakly: "Morning."

"Didn't sleep well last night?" Jiang Chen could hear his exhaustion.

He Chuan directly nodded and admitted, "A little bit."

"I think your hair is also good. It can cover dark circles." Jiang Chen stared at He Chuan's hair for a few seconds, and then asked, "Don't you need a big checkup?"

"Ah."

Jiang Chen: "You really don't want to cut it? Why do you ignore you if you are so strong?"

He Chuan pondered for a while, "Maybe others are gentle?"

Jiang Chen: "..."

It really didn't look gentle.

As a result, a surprise inspection came in the afternoon. One point was deducted for sticking on the wall, one point was deducted for too much chalk dust on the podium table, and one point was deducted for He Chuan's hair that was too long.

Everyone originally thought that He Chuan would be scolded or punished by the teacher in charge, but there was no trouble in the office.

Jiang Chen took advantage of the evening self-study class to go to the office to ask the teacher math problems, and happened to bump into the head teacher talking with He Chuan.

"I also know the situation in your family." Brother Qiang, the class teacher, said earnestly: "You are not young anymore, and you should also understand the painstaking efforts of being a teacher or a mother. Our original intention is for your own good."

"Hi teacher, I don't know how to do this question, so I want to ask." Jiang Chen secretly glanced at He Chuan while showing the test paper to the teacher.

"Ah, let me see." The math teacher picked up the paper and began to read the questions.

"He Chuan, you are going to be a third year of high school soon. You have violated school discipline and rules many times. We mentioned this matter last time. You slept in class, left school without permission, etc. You don't get along well with your classmates, do you? Society, what do you think you should do?"

Jiang Chen looked at He Chuan's back, wondering what his expression was.

Brother Qiang was still saying: "I asked you to sit next to the podium in the hope that you could concentrate on your studies. You are withdrawn, and you were not forced to sit at the same table with other students."

"Ah, this question...To be honest, the question type is not common, so it's not a big deal." The math teacher's words drew Jiang Chen's attention back.Although what he said was unimportant, he patiently explained to Jiang Chen the idea of ​​solving the problem.

Jiang Chen understood immediately, "Okay, I understand, thank you teacher."

"And He Chuan, I think your personality is a bit withdrawn, and it's not a bad thing to make more friends. You can also know Jiang Chen next to the podium! He just transferred here not long ago, and he doesn't have many friends." Brother Qiang over there is still there Teach carefully.

Jiang Chen really didn't want to leave the office, but he had no reason to stay, so he had to slow down and walk towards the door.

"What do you think of Jiang Chen?"

This was the last sentence Jiang Chen heard from the teacher when he exited the office door. He didn't know how He Chuan answered, and he was a little curious but he could guess.

It is estimated that He Chuan still said with a very embarrassed expression: "A nosy person."

After evening self-study, Jiang Chen followed He Chuan to the dormitory again.

"To be honest, are you afraid that someone will see you?"

Several lights on the road leading to the men's dormitory were broken, and the surroundings were a little dark. Even if the bustling teenagers got together, they couldn't see each other's faces clearly.

He Chuan: "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that someone will know that you are afraid of the dark, so you sleep with the lamp on every day." Jiang Chen leaned over and said in a low voice.

He Chuan asked heavily: "Can you speak?"

"I don't know how to do it." Although Jiang Chen loves to be in charge, he has never been that big mouth that everyone hates. He added, "Shen Chong is the only one."

Shen Chong, who was the first to rush back to the dormitory in the evening self-study, took a shower, sneezed into the shower, and said narcissistically, "Which beauty is thinking of me?"

"If you don't tell, who will know?" He Chuan was actually not at all worried about being discovered by the dark.

"Tsk, but I'm always in and out of your dormitory, so it's hard to explain." The two of them didn't communicate much in class, and the only time they had a conflict was.Jiang Chen continued: "In everyone's eyes, our relationship is not very good."

"Is it okay to fight in the dormitory?"

Jiang Chen: "Huh?"

He Chuan didn't mean to be joking at all, and he didn't care whether the reason was convincing or not, after all, he never minded other people's eyes.

On the other hand, Jiang Chen just eats radish salty and doesn't worry about it, always worrying about some messy things.

"Okay, go to your bedroom and fight." Jiang Chen smiled.

When the two arrived at the dormitory, they bumped into their classmate just before entering the door.

"Eh? Jiang Chen, are you living in school?" A classmate came to talk to him. Jiang Chen played ball with him once, but he couldn't remember the name, so he smiled and said, "Not yet. I'll take a look at the dormitory environment."

Boy: "It's a pity that my dormitory is full and there are no free beds."

Jiang Chen shook his head with a smile and said, "It's nothing, just take a look." Then he entered He Chuan's bedroom and closed the door behind him.

"Transfer students are very welcome." He Chuan had already consciously pulled his hair up again, and he added, "The desk lamp is in the cabinet."

Jiang Chen went to the desk lamp in the cupboard, "Then why don't you welcome me?"

"How else can I welcome you?"

Jiang Chen thinks about it, forget it, and doesn't expect He Chuan to show much enthusiasm.

The conversation between the two is like a pair of normal friends, and the subtle feeling during the day no longer exists.

Jiang Chen looked around again.

The light bulb in the dormitory seems to have been used for many years. Even if it is on, it will coat the room with a layer of gray, giving people a dark and gloomy feeling.

The big wooden table is also very old. Some kind of substance has been stained on the tabletop. Black, gray and other colors are mixed, as if these colors have penetrated into the wood because it has not been washed for many years.

There is no air conditioning in the bedroom, only two fans hanging from the ceiling.

Jiang Chen thought: With such a small fan, can you feel the wind on the bed?

"Borrow a toilet." After he finished speaking, he walked towards the balcony.

Only He Chuan lives alone, and there are not many clothes to dry on the balcony.The countertop of the sink is fairly clean, but the corners are not easy to clean, and there are yellow-brown dirt.

Forget it, why are there two pits in the toilet... Although people are anxious and can't wait, he still can't imagine such a scene...

When he came out again, he found He Chuan lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone again.

Jiang Chen glanced at the rusty bed frame, "How do you feel about living here?"

"not so good."

Jiang Chen looked at the wall, luckily it wasn't very dirty, "Then I'll live in..."

He Chuan put down his phone and asked, "All the students who live on campus want to go out, why do you want to live in?"

"convenient."

"Your house is at the back gate of the school, so it's only a few steps longer."

"A few steps are the way." The lunch break is too short, and I can only have a meal when I get home, and there is not even enough time for a nap.

He Chuan looked indifferent, "I didn't build the dormitory, you can live there if you want."

"Well, okay." Jiang Chen checked the time, feeling that if he didn't go back, he would be scolded by his mother again, "Let's go."

"OK Bye Bye."

"See you tomorrow." Jiang Chen returned to the lively corridor as usual. Although he bumped into a few classmates, he didn't say hello because he was unfamiliar.

When he was about to step out of the iron door of the dormitory, the two aunts sitting at the door stared at him.At first he thought it was the aunt who found out that he was not a resident student here, and then he heard the conversation of the two aunts behind.

"The lads are too skinny these days."

"Male dolls are also smug, don't some of them wear makeup?"

Jiang Chen: "..."

It wasn't too late when he got home, and he wasn't pressed by his mother.He was going to take a shower and read a book before going to sleep. Standing in the bathroom, he took off his clothes and looked at himself in the mirror, touched his face, and pinched his waist again.

really thin?

He touched the front of his body, there was only a thin layer of muscle, did it feel like it hadn't grown yet?

Why is He Chuan's waist more comfortable to the touch?

Did He Chuan feel that he was too thin last time he touched his waist?While thinking, he turned on the shower, and went to charge the lamp after taking a shower. Before reading a few pages, he felt sleepy.

The most taboo thing about studying is that you force yourself to learn when you are not in a state, so you simply close the book and go to sleep.

The next day, Jiang Chen got up to go to school as usual. He glanced at the desk lamp on the table and felt that he had already regarded charging the desk lamp as a daily routine.

He personally thinks that he has barely integrated into He Chuan's life, but it's a pity that the two of them can't talk in class.

One class after another, he went to the bathroom between classes, and he was in a hurry to go home for dinner at noon, so he had no chance to talk to He Chuan, so the evening self-study time was not so tight.

Jiang Chen noticed that He Chuan left the classroom every night between self-study classes, at first he thought he was going to the toilet, but there is no need to go every night for self-study, right?

Kidney deficiency?

This time Jiang Chen went out with him, only to realize that he was going upstairs to the roof.

What are you doing upstairs?Curiosity drove Jiang Chen to follow, pushing open the iron gate, he saw He Chuan's back.

He Chuan turned his head when he heard the sound, and Jiang Chen saw the cigarette in his mouth.

There is no light source on the roof except for an incandescent lamp at the door, so the light is relatively dim.

He Chuan was still standing within the range illuminated by the light, and the light elongated his shadow, making him look very lonely.

When Jiang Chen approached him, standing to his left, seeing the figure reflected on the balcony wall, he felt not so lonely again.

Where there is light, there is shadow, and there is companionship, not to mention that Jiang Chen is by his side now.

"Are you here to smoke?" Jiang Chen asked first.

He Chuan took the filter out of his mouth, exhaled and said, "Is there any place where I can smoke?"

"There is no place to smoke in schools."

"Three good students." He Chuan was used to Jiang Chen's seriousness, he was too lazy to reply, and instead started to tease him.

When the wind blew, the outline of He Chuan's waist was blown out.

Jiang Chen stared at that place, "Hey! Do you have something here?" Before He Chuan could react, he took the opportunity to wipe his oil and touched He Chuan's waist.

Through the school uniform, I could feel the firm waist, which was more muscular than my own.

After such a comparison, Jiang Chen also felt that he really had bones left. In order to prevent He Chuan from discovering his deliberate actions, Jiang Chen frowned and patted his school uniform again, "Ah! Is it a moth? It has already flown."

He Chuan's waist was rubbed back and forth several times, and the back of his hand was slapped, and he grabbed his wrist to prevent him from touching it, "Bad hands?"

Jiang Chen spread his hands, trying to pretend to be innocent.

The two looked at each other for a while.

He looked at He Chuan's eyes and felt that he couldn't lie, so he explained truthfully: "No, some people say I'm too thin, I'll touch you to compare..."

After He Chuan heard his words, he laughed twice, let go of Jiang Chen's hand, lifted the school uniform for less than two seconds, and then put it down again.

In just two seconds, Jiang Chen could clearly see the muscles under He Chuan's clothes.

The abdominal muscles are not from starvation, they must be from exercise, but they are not exaggerated. It can only be said that they are really trained just right.

"What are you showing off?" Jiang Chen hadn't seen enough, so he could only swallow secretly.

He Chuan's tone was full of pride, "You didn't, of course I'm showing off."

"How can you be sure I don't have it?" In terms of abdominal muscles, Jiang Chen really doesn't have He Chuan's. He is purely hungry ribs.

"I touched you a long time ago, you are too thin." He Chuan stared at his waist and smiled.

That smile is so contemptuous!

Jiang Chen felt embarrassed, and frowned, "That's why you touched my waist? Are you bored?"

He Chuan: "That's not true."

"What's the reason?" Seeing that no one answered, Jiang Chen continued to ask, but He Chuan still refused to say the reason.A bold thought came to him, could it be that He Chuan also had feelings for him?

The preparatory bell for class reminded the two of them that it was time to go back.

He Chuan extinguished the cigarette butt and prepared to throw it away.Jiang Chen stopped him and said, "Don't litter."

"...does it smell?"

"what?"

"Smoke."

As soon as He Chuan finished speaking, Jiang Chen came closer and sniffed, "Yes, it's quite heavy." He looked disgusted again, "It smells so bad! Can I die if I don't smoke this?"

"Why are you like a dog?" Facing Jiang Chen's approach, He Chuan didn't back down, and he wasn't angry when he was questioned.

"Grass, you let me smell it!" Jiang Chen distanced himself and fanned the air in front of him, "My mouth is full of smoke."

"Who told you to get so close?" He Chuan waved his hand, motioning Jiang Chen to go downstairs first, "I'll wait until the smell of smoke subsides before going back to the classroom."

"Oh." Jiang Chen was about to go downstairs with his hands in his pocket, but he felt something hard at the bottom of his pocket. Thinking it was wedding candy, he took it out and gave it to He Chuan.

He Chuan looked at the little yellow thing in Jiang Chen's palm and asked, "Huh?"

"Candy, isn't it good to eat something sweet?"

The author has something to say:

感谢在2021-07-1914:29:30~2021-07-3002:28:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Buahua;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!