Are you in love?the kind of life

Chapter 103

"Do you really want to talk to me like this?" A slightly accusing voice choked out, Li Ao froze for a moment, looked up at the other party's red nose, and lost his words all of a sudden.

Pang Zi sniffed, feeling that he was crying so easily now, it was too unmanly, but he couldn't help it.

"You've been teasing me since we met, making sarcastic remarks. I wanted to have a good talk with you several times, but you got rid of me." Starting with the warm white porridge in his hand, he stirred it with a spoon, and handed a spoonful to Li Ao's mouth.

Li Ao: "..." Things are going a bit wrong... He frowned, looked at the man in front of him calmly, and didn't open his mouth.

Pang Zi raised his hands and saw that he hadn't moved for a long time, and looked up at him with red eyes: "Eat."

The single word alone made Li Ao's body under the quilt tremble. He subconsciously opened his mouth to hold the spoon, his Adam's apple moved slightly, and swallowed the porridge in his mouth. Seeing him take the first bite, Pang Zi continued to eat. feed people.

One fed the other, neither of them spoke, the bowl of porridge was finished soon, Pang Zi lowered his head and blinked his eyes, looked at the empty bowl, put it aside, and then put the bed on the bed The little table was put away.

After watching him finish all this, Li Ao pulled the stool and sat down beside his bed, watching him without saying a word.

"Xiaoxiao said that the two of us need to have a good talk." Pang Zi glanced at the man on the hospital bed with an unclear expression, thought for a while and said such a sentence, Li Ao didn't know what he wanted to do, so he could only grimacing. One sound.

"I also think we need to have a good talk." Pang Zi said.

Li Ao stopped talking, the anger in his heart has passed, he now regrets what he said to Pang Zi before, his lips moved, he wanted to apologize to someone, but he didn't expect the other party to take a step ahead of him.

"I'm sorry." Pang Zi looked at the flamboyant and handsome man on the hospital bed, and said softly.

Li Ao: "..."

"I didn't know that the impulsiveness at the time would bring you so much harm. I am a person with low self-esteem and timidity, cowardly and irresponsible. I will only run away when encountering things. I know that you can't blame you for what happened to grandma back then, but still I took my anger out on you... I'm sorry, it's all my fault, you can punish me, it doesn't matter if you beat me or scold me..." Pang Zi thought of his ignorant self at that time, and wished he could go back and slap himself hard. hand.

"Finished?" Li Ao looked at him and spoke calmly.

Pang Zi looked up at the man in front of him, thought for a while, and nodded: "It's over."

"So you want to talk to me, that's all." Li Ao straightened up slightly, the movement was a little big, and the wound was pulled. He paused, but his expression didn't change at all. The young man with a nose, he asked, "Apart from these, is there anything else?"

Pang Zi didn't understand why he asked such a question, and looked up at him with watery eyes.

"Okay, since you want to talk, let's have a good talk," Li Ao lowered his eyes, his eyes fell on the hands outside the quilt, he paused for two seconds, as if he had made a major decision, and then he looked up Looking at Pang Zi, his eyes were clear, and he said: "The next words, I will only say this once in my life. After I finish speaking, whether to leave or stay, the decision is entirely in your hands."

"Okay..." Pang Zi nodded with some difficulty, "You said..."

"My mother died early when I was a child. My father brought me up. As long as I can remember, he has been working and working every day, non-stop," Li Ao said in a calm voice, as if telling another story. Life came slowly.

"All the year round, the days when I can see him are few and far between. Only the nanny is with me at home. When I am sick or injured, the only one who stays with me in the hospital is the nanny. When I was young, I hoped that he could stay with me more at home. , every time he came back and left, I felt sad and begged him not to leave me alone, but he didn't look back and walked very simply."

"When I was older, I started to rebel and did everything against him. I was very happy to see him jumping and scolding me and worrying about my affairs, because only then did I feel that he still cared about my son. "Li Ao smiled lightly when thinking of himself who was especially in the second grade at that time, Pang Zi didn't speak, but just looked at him quietly, with a distress in his eyes that he hadn't noticed, Li Ao saw it, and raised the corners of his lips , with an indifferent tone: "It's been a long time, you don't have to look at me like that."

Pang Zi came back to his senses, lowered his head in a panic, Li Ao didn't say anything, and continued with the previous words: "Before I came to Qingyang High School, I played with people in the society, and I also got a killing horse. Special, when my dad found out, he was so angry that he beat me up, and then threw me in to let me learn well. I couldn't get angry, and I couldn't understand the good students in the eyes of your so-called teachers, so he bullied everyone everywhere , I challenged the teacher, I just hoped that the school would expel me, but unfortunately, it might be because although I was mixed up, my grades were not bad. In short, the wishful thinking failed, and I was divided into a dormitory with Francis later. , holding the mind of wanting to surpass, so I slowly got used to it."

"At that time, people like you were what I hated the most," Li Ao suddenly changed the topic to Pang Zi in the middle of speaking. , fat and ugly, but still able to live such a positive life. Everyone around me likes you. At that time, I was thinking, why?... The happier I see you smiling, the more I want to bully you, Seeing that scared look on your face every time you see me gives me a morbid sense of satisfaction."

Listening to what Li Ao said, Pang Zi's face became a little ugly, but the other party continued to say: "...But later, things started to develop in a direction that I couldn't control. When did it start? What about you?" Li Ao thought, "It should be when I ate your dishes for the first time in your small restaurant that night. You seem to be smiling enthusiastically at everyone, Even in such a poor and backward family, you can do everything perfectly, treat everyone in your life with a smile, without any complaints."

"It was from that day on that I really started to notice you."