we are all idiots

Chapter 86 It's All You Like

Lu Qiulin didn't eat anything at night, only drank some wine, besides, he couldn't really vomit by the bedside, he retched a few times, but couldn't vomit anything at all, just wrestled with Qin Lei all night, and then Suffering from physical torture really made him extremely exhausted. Now being suppressed by Qin Lei, he couldn't produce any strength to resist.

Qin Lei pressed his head, his voice was frighteningly cold, "Lu Qiulin, who gave you the courage to disgust me!"

Lu Qiulin closed his eyes and said calmly, "I'm not disgusting you."

He doesn't disgust Qin Lei, he just can't accept Qin Lei touching him, just like a person who has quit drugs and can't help the desire to erode people's will when he sees drugs. hate him.

Qin Lei is the drug in his heart.

He must quit him.

The most unbearable thing in Qin Lei's life was not that Lu Qiulin was arguing with him, but that he was like a stranger without any emotion or expression.

"Lu Qiulin," Qin Lei lowered his head and whispered in Lu Qiulin's ear, "Even if you hate me, you have to bear it. When I take back everything you owe me from you, I will let you You will never forget me again."

Lu Qiulin's head was in a daze, and he didn't know what Qin Lei was talking about at all, so he just replied instinctively: "I don't hate you."

Qin Lei pinched his chin, pressed his lips heavily on his cheekbones and grinded repeatedly, "Lu Qiulin, I'm fine if you're disgusting, it's better than you forget me."

Qin Lei picked up Lu Qiulin and put him on the pillow, got out of bed and turned off the headlights, leaving only the dim wall lamp, then crawled to his side and lay down, hugging him tightly like an octopus.

Feeling the scorching heat on his neck, Lu Qiulin closed his sore eyes, obviously very tired, but couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

He very much hoped that he would fall asleep immediately, so that he would not have to feel Qin Lei's breath and temperature. These long-standing but extremely familiar perceptions made him feel deep sadness in his heart, and he felt that his heart was about to break.

He wished countless times that he could forget Qin Lei, the past, the tenderness and hurt that Qin Lei brought to him, and the feeling of despair that made him want to die, but people are so strange, the more they want to forget, remember The stronger it is.

It's like he wants to fall asleep more and more now, but he can't fall asleep no matter what.

Behind him, Qin Lei pressed against his chest, which was as hot as fire, like a ball of flames, burning his rotten heart riddled with holes.

I don't know how long it took before his consciousness gradually sank, and then he fell into a long sleep.

Lu Qiulin's breathing gradually calmed down, Qin Lei opened his eyes, and looked at the profile face close at hand, his gaze was almost greedy.

"Lu Qiulin..." He murmured, leaning against Lu Qiulin's face, pouring all the affection of his life into this name, his voice filled with breathless grief, "Lu Qiulin ……I miss you so much……"

When Lu Qiulin woke up the next morning, the genius had just dawned. He moved his body and found that his body had been suppressed for a long time. He turned his head, and Qin Lei's face just appeared in front of him.

At that moment, it seemed like a lifetime away.

There used to be so many intimate days and nights, waking up every morning just like now, Qin Lei hugged him, he leaned in Qin Lei's arms, they felt each other's breath and temperature, tender and tender.

At that time, no one thought what would happen next.

No, probably Qin Lei thought about it.

Everything is in his plan, isn't it?

It's just that he really didn't understand how far Qin Lei would torture him before he would give up.

Thinking of this, Lu Qiulin's heart trembled uncontrollably again.

He turned his eyes away, stared blankly at the ceiling, and looked at everything that was once familiar in the room, his heart was barren.

Qin Lei opened his eyes, and what he saw was Lu Qiulin's indifferent face, he sighed secretly, he tightened his arms, wrapped the person in his arms tighter, and said against his neck: "What are you thinking about? "

Lu Qiulin blinked and said, "I'm hungry."

Qin Lei stuck out his tongue, licked the skin under his ears, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, "I'll make breakfast, you go wash up first."

Seeing Qin Lei disappear at the door of the bedroom, Lu Qiulin closed his eyes. What was the difference between this scene and what happened before he was imprisoned?These so-called warmth obviously no longer exist, so why can Qin Lei act so naturally?

Qin Lei, what are you thinking?

Lu Qiulin thought that it would be enough for Qin Lei to cook something to fill his stomach, but he didn't expect it to be very rich, both Chinese and Western styles, and everything was eaten when the two of them were together before, obviously they were prepared for a long time .

Lu Qiulin was imprisoned for three years, and he almost forgot the taste of many things. Now that he saw it again, his eyes were a little sore.

"Don't look at it, eat it quickly," Qin Lei put a bowl of vegetable porridge in front of him, "It's all what you like."

Lu Qiulin picked up the spoon, scooped up a spoonful of porridge, blew it cold, and put it into his mouth, took a few sips and swallowed, his eyelashes trembling slightly.

"Is it delicious?" Qin Lei looked at him.

It's delicious, how can it be bad, this taste used to be his favorite, he will never forget it, but now, how can he eat it?

Seeing that Lu Qiulin didn't speak, Qin Lei was a little anxious. What he made was obviously Lu Qiulin's favorite. He had practiced these flavors all these years. He was afraid that whenever he forgot that Lu Qiulin would not be able to eat them when he came back. , how could it go wrong?

"Average," Lu Qiulin said, after thinking about it, he added, "It's not bad."

good?How can it be okay?He put in so much effort to do it, how could he be dismissed by saying "it's okay"?

Qin Lei's face quickly darkened, he took the bowl in front of Lu Qiulin, took a big mouthful from the spoon that Lu Qiulin had eaten, put it into his mouth, chewed it twice and swallowed it, but his brows frowned even more tight.

"What's wrong?" Qin Lei knocked on the bowl, "I remember that's the taste."

Lu Qiulin didn't know what Qin Lei wanted to do, but he subconsciously didn't want to have any more conflicts with him, so he followed him and said, "Well, it's what you say."

"Are you perfunctory?" Qin Lei threw the spoon into the bowl and made a "ding" sound.

"No," Lu Qiulin really didn't know why Qin Lei was going crazy again, but he really didn't want to continue the fight with him. He took the bowl of porridge and said softly, "It's delicious."

After speaking, he started to gulp down the porridge, and within a few gulps, he drank the cold porridge upside down, and then pushed the bowl to Qin Lei, "That's the way to go."

Qin Lei seemed to be satisfied with this, and pointed to other things on the table, "There is more, eat quickly, and follow me to the institution after eating."