nyslfriends Chapter 63 Letter
Chapter 63 Letter
Song Enyu kissed the back of Jiang Zhixu's hand in this gesture: "Yes. Go on, I'm fine."
Jiang Zhixu withdrew his hand and put it in the pocket of the windbreaker: "There is nothing to say, Xiaoyu. Later in the story, the mother's physical condition has been getting worse and worse since then. In contrast, Jiang Wenzou's research on Fan's I made more and more breakthroughs and achievements until the day my mother died. When I heard the news of Jiang Wenzou’s death yesterday, my first reaction was that if he had any regrets for my mother before he died, I would I will choose to forgive him."
Jiang Zhixu shook his head with a wry smile, "But you heard what he said before he died."
Song Enyu cried sadly: "Ah Xu..."
Jiang Zhixu still had a smile on his face: "It's okay, I don't mind his cruelty to me like a curse, what I mind is that he owes my mother an apology until he dies."
After finishing speaking, Jiang Zhixu looked at the sunrise in the distance, he felt the warmth, and said slowly: "It's dawn, isn't it?"
Song Enyu embraced Jiang Zhixu's waist at the moment when the golden light sprinkled on the water, and kissed his lips that were condensed with morning dew.Jiang Zhixu cupped his face with both hands, closed his eyes and kissed him gently.
Song Enyu's trembling eyelashes were covered with water mist. This kiss carried the hope of sunrise and swallowed up the morning sun.He replied in a low voice: "Yes, it's dawn."
Jiang Zhixu laughed: "I wish I could see it."
After losing his sight, Jiang Zhixu has been forcing himself to accept the darkness, but now he suddenly has an impulse in his heart, he wants to see the light again.
Jiang Zhixu stroked along Song Enyu's thin nightgown from his forehead to his neck, and slid across his waistline: "My Xiaoyu, so beautiful, must be better than the first ray of sunrise on the Thames. Unfortunately, I But can't see it."
Song Enyu choked up until his old age. If he said when he loved Jiang Zhixu the most, it must be now, with his arms around Jiang Zhixu's neck.At this time, Big Ben rang, and the two counted silently in their hearts, a total of six.
Song Enyu smiled and said: "It doesn't matter if you can't see it, the bell you hear is the voice of my heart. It will always move for you. Jiang Zhixu, those bad memories stopped at last night and passed away. He touched the corner of Jiang Zhixu's mouth, and then said, "Do you remember the game we often play? Let's change the game today to test the other party's literary level."
Jiang Zhixu didn't expect him to change so quickly, so he nodded, "Okay. How do you test?"
"One person talks about a book. In order to take care of you, the turtle, the scope is all foreign masterpieces. One person talks about the title of the book, and the other talks about the sentences in the book. If you can't tell, how about a secret?"
Jiang Zhixu didn't read as many books as Song Enyu, but he still complied: "I'll leave it to you, you go first."
"800 Million Ways to Die"
Jiang Zhixu hooked his lips: "If I was born drunk, I would forget all the sorrow."
Song Enyu nodded: "It's your turn."
""Les Miserables""
Song Enyu smiled: "Are you just taking advantage of me?"
Jiang Zhixu said helplessly, "You don't have to give me a chance to take advantage of you."
Song Enyu whispered in his ear, "If you are a stone, you should be a magnet; if you are a plant, you should be a mimosa; if you are a human being, you should be the person you like." He gave him an advantage Chance.
After Song Enyu finished speaking, he said again: "If you give me three days of light."
Jiang Zhixu frowned slightly and shook his head: "I haven't read it. Let me tell you my secret. What you want to hear about you is still my own."
Song Enyu cheated: "I want to hear it."
Jiang Zhixu let him: "Okay. The thing about you is that from your third year of high school to your graduation from university, all the expenses, including tuition fees and accommodation, are all paid by your Mr. Jiang. It's not a lot, the money is, So is love."
Money is worth a penny, and love is also a penny.
Song Enyu looked at his dull eyes and was stunned.He murmured and asked, "No, isn't it charity? What is 'Operation Candlelight of Love'?"
Jiang Zhixu scratched the tip of his nose with his fingers: "This is not charity, Xiao Yu, you can treat it as a transaction, after all, when I am old, I need you to support me until the end of my life."
Song Enyu laughed at him deeply: "You didn't fall in love with me at first sight, did you?"
Jiang Zhixu generously admitted: "Yes. Is there anything wrong with this? When you first stood in front of me with timidity, I wanted you to sit on my lap and hook my neck, just to tease You, but your blush is like cinnabar imprinted in my heart in an instant. For so many years, every time I think of your panicked appearance that day, I feel like I have found a treasure. "
Song Enyu laughed out loud: "Well, I will give you my secret for free. The first time I saw you, I thought you were a pervert. I sent the money back in the heavy rain. It was not because I was not greedy for money, but because I was afraid it was a trap. Wait for me. After taking the money and leaving, you called the police and arrested me. But since I fell into your arms with a fever, it seems that I have a different mind."
Jiang Zhixu exaggerated "Oh", and suddenly realized: "I thought you liked me only because of my face."
"Narcissist." Song Enyu said angrily, "What about your secret?"
Jiang Zhixu thought for a while, and suddenly his face turned sad: "My name is Jiang Wenzou."
Song Enyu didn't understand what he said suddenly.When the two returned to their "home", Jiang Zhixu had already calmed down. He asked Song Enyu to take him to his mother's room. This is not the real home of their family of three, but Xu Yueyin and Jiang Wen After Zou separated, he brought Jiang Zhixu to live here.
Jiang Zhixu opened the cabinet and began to search for things.Song Enyu pulled him aside: "What are you looking for? Let me help you!"
Jiang Zhixu said, "An iron box."
Song Enyu began to look for the iron box in the cabinet full of sundries: "What are the characteristics?"
Jiang Zhixu recalled: "There is a double happiness character, which is a dowry gift from my mother. It contains all the letters she wrote to Jiang Wenzou, but none of them have been sent. Now that they are both gone, I will bring them back to China. Burn it to them!"
Song Enyu rummaged for a while, and finally found this iron box in the corner.He showed it to Jiang Zhixu: "Touch it, don't you?"
Jiang Zhixu took it, and sat on the bed to open the box. It was indeed full of letters. As soon as he opened it, the letters fell to the ground.Song Enyu bent down to pick it up, and was about to hand it to Jiang Zhixu, but when he saw the signature on the envelope, it was Xu Yueyin.
He curiously took other letters, all of which were signed by Xu Yueyin.Song Enyu sat by the bed, tossing from the box in Jiang Zhixu's hand, the envelope under the box was written Jiang Wenzou.
Jiang Zhixu thought that Song Enyu was going to open the letter to read it, so he smiled: "There's nothing to see, my mother didn't want to read it, so I threw it in the corner."
Song Enyu said in amazement: "No, Ah Xu, these letters are not only from your mother to Jiang Wenzou, but the ones above are from Jiang Wenzou to your mother!"
Jiang Zhixu's pupils dilated, and he blinked quickly, recalling Song Enyu's words: "What do you mean?"
Song Enyu separated the letter belonging to Jiang Wenzou from the letter belonging to Xu Yueyin in the box, and he took Jiang Zhixu's hand and covered it: "These, the ones you touched are all written by Jiang Wenzou to your mother, and the other Half of it was given to Jiang Wenzou by your mother."
Jiang Zhixu still didn't believe it, he asked Song Enyu to open the letter and read it to him.
What Song Enyu dismantled was not only the letter, but also the past of mutual torture between lovers.
"Yueyin, I'm going to the United States for a business trip tomorrow. I'm going to ask for two weeks' leave. You won't have my class for two weeks. But don't miss your homework. I'm going to have a final exam when I come back. It's..."
"Yueyin, you confessed your love to me today. I didn't say anything, and you ran away in embarrassment. But I didn't have the courage to chase you. I knew you deserved better people, but I was so scared. They knew you were carrying If you have the genetics of Fan syndrome, you will be discriminated against. I will not, I will never discriminate against my patients, let alone you..."
"Yueyin, tonight is our wedding night. I promised to give you the grandest wedding, but because of the long-term consultation, it was too hasty. When I put the ring on you today, I dare not look at you, you are too beautiful Yes, my bride. Whenever I walk on the street with you, I am afraid of the voices behind me, because I feel that they are accusing me of ruining such a beautiful girl. Tonight is our bridal chamber time, but you Tired and fell asleep..."
"Yueyin, it's 36:[-] p.m. in M country time. It should be early morning over there! You emailed me today and asked if I needed to see a feng shui master when I named my child. This is too feudal, I I think it’s good for you and me to pick it up, if you can’t think of it for the time being, then let me pick it up! It’s called Jiang Zhixu, Yue Yin, do you know what it means? It’s Jiang Zhixu!”
"Yueyin, my research has reached a bottleneck period, and I can't break through the most difficult problems. I have to seek your help. It is my fault for not discussing with you first. However, I am just such a selfish person. You, Yue Yin, don’t selfish people deserve love? Well then, you take A Xu away, I won’t stop you. But I still have to say, I can’t let you die. I never explain to others, I I can only write all my thoughts in the letter. This is the 135 letters I sent to you. I haven’t sent them anyway, and no one else will know what I think. You take Ah Xu away, I didn’t say anything, I’ll wait for you to get angry I should come back after the cancellation! I don't know, I only know that even if you don't come back, I won't go to you..."
"Yueyin..." Song Enyu read a letter to Jiang Zhixu, but the other party suddenly grabbed Song Enyu's wrist and interrupted him, "Okay, there's no need to read any more, I understand."
Song Enyu put down the letter and looked up at Jiang Zhixu. The mist in his eyes seemed to be filled with unspeakable thoughts. He stood up and walked out of the bedroom in the dark.
Song Enyu didn't follow, he knew he needed a quiet space.He stayed here to finish reading the letters.
Xu Yueyin was moved by his knowledge and earnestness in research. Every time she went to Jiang Wenzou's class, she would always sit in the first row. At the age of early love, she couldn't hide the light in her eyes. , Jiang Wenzou quickly noticed the girls in the first row.
As for what Jiang Zhixu found out later, Jiang Wen and Zou Ming knew that Xu Yueyin had Fan's syndrome and wanted to marry her only because of research, and it was also the angry words of countless disputes between the two after many years of marriage.All of this suddenly became a big joke, and the two of them wrote the most tender side into the letter, leaving the harsh and sharp side to each other.
Jiang Zhixu got off the plane, received the bad news in the early morning, and discovered the secret of the letter after returning home. This birthday is really special.He didn't rest or eat much all day, and Song Enyu was also starving with him.
In the evening, Song Enyu saw that he still hadn't come out, so he pushed the door open and went in. The eyes of the person on the bed were red and swollen, even the tails of the eyes were bloodshot.
Song Enyu climbed onto the bed, and gently hugged Jiang Zhixu from behind: "Let's go, get up and let's go out for a stroll, shall we?"
Going out and leaving this place, breathing fresh air, and forgetting the sadness in my heart, this is Song Enyu's way to relieve sadness.
Jiang Zhixu didn't answer, just turned sideways, meditating in the dark.Song Enyu was a little sad. Seeing Jiang Zhixu like this, his heart felt like a boulder was blocked. He half propped himself up and kissed from the earlobe to the red eyes. Song Enyu didn't mean to comfort him. Kiss the person next to you with sultry desire.
The buttons of the shirt were unbuttoned one by one, and Song Enyu was as careful as uncovering a work of art.In his opinion, the current Jiang Zhixu is a precious and fragile item.
Song Enyu's hand was placed on Jiang Zhixu's heart, and there were hot marks on his waist and even his ribs.
The blood is warmed by the kiss, and the heart is alive by the kiss.
Jiang Zhixu finally had a reaction. He turned around and lay flat, wrapped his arms around the person on his body, closed his eyes and began to respond.
People can't be born drunk, and naturally they won't forget sorrow.But love can, it can make people forget the pain and heal the rest of their lives.
This love lasted until the night, and the London Eye became a magic circle of illusion again, standing on the Thames River, like a mysterious entrance to an unknown world.
The autumn night wind blows the romance on the river, bringing this room full of love.
Without closing the window, the white gauze of the curtain was blown and covered the overlapped body of the two.Song Enyu was swallowed bit by bit with an ambiguous voice, and the little gems on the spine were gently sucked one by one.Jiang Zhixu suddenly laughed.
Song Enyu opened his eyes suddenly, afraid that the chuckle was his own illusion, he frowned, and tried to keep his tone normal: "Ah Xu, you, what are you laughing at?"
Jiang Zhixu hugged the person tightly and turned over, letting the person lie on top of him, Song Enyu suddenly exclaimed in pain.
"Because I suddenly realized that it's not enjoyable to hear your voice without seeing your expression." Jiang Zhixu said.
The connection became tighter. Song Enyu bit him hard, sweat dripping from his face like crazy: "Are you all right? Do you know that I'm worried about you?"
He's asking if he's pulled out of that deep quagmire?
Jiang Zhixu didn't answer this question, but said with a smile: "Xiao Yu, I want to see it. I don't want to hold you all my life but not see you. I have no scenery to miss."
A smile appeared on the corner of Song Enyu's lips, which was a pleasant feeling.He fell on Jiang Zhixu's body and fell into a deeper frenzy, and overflowed in confusion: "Okay!"
The next day, Jiang Zhixu woke up early in the morning Song Enyu who had turned into a handful of water due to exhaustion last night.Take him to breakfast, to his alma mater, to all the places he remembers.
What is more important than taking him on a trip is that Jiang Zhixu is willing to embrace the past, he is willing to accept his past.
Song Enyu wore a high-necked sweater to cover up the traces of love, and went out with Jiang Zhixu holding hands.Before leaving, the two packed up their things.Song Enyu put all the letters in the iron box into the suitcase without telling Jiang Zhixu.
Leave, to embrace the light that belongs to them.