nyslfriends Chapter 28 Chapter Family
Chapter 28 Chapter Family
Song Enyu booked the ticket alone, and left Tianyiyuan on foot. The route was the same as the first time he came to Tianyiyuan. He still remembered the route he took when he fled.Didn't tell Jiang Tian, didn't tell anyone, just left like this.
When we got to the train station, Weng Yaxin called. She knew he was leaving and wanted to see him off.Song Enyu looked at the big clock outside the train station, and it was still early before the departure, so he agreed.Because if nothing else happened, this would be the last time they saw each other, and he also wanted to bid farewell to this good friend.
When she saw Song Enyu again, Weng Ya was stunned. It was only three days since she finished the exam. She had already lost a lot of weight and looked haggard like a patient recovering from a serious illness.Weng Yaxin knew how much this incident had hit him, and his current state of mind was the same as Weng Yaxin's state of mind when Lin Xiaozhou passed away.
The two found a cafe next to the train station to sit and chat.Song Enyu moved his pale lips and said, "I'm leaving soon, what do you want to drink. I invite you."
Weng Yaxin did not refuse, and replied: "Black currant is fine."
Song Enyu didn't order anything, just a glass of water.Weng Ya knew that he was not in the mood, so she didn't say anything more.
Seeing Song Enyu's large bags and two suitcases, Weng Yaxin laughed and teased: "I know that you are on winter vacation, but those who don't know think you have to move."
Song Enyu smiled awkwardly: "They are all books, not many sundries."
"Got it, got it, college bully, you can't go anywhere without books. This time the grades are out, have you read it?" Weng Yaxin reminded.
Song Enyu shook his head: "I didn't read it, it doesn't matter anymore."
Weng Yaxin frowned and asked, "What do you mean?"
Song Enyu raised his slightly swollen eyelids, met Weng Yaxin's beautiful eyes, and said seriously: "Yaxin, I don't plan to come back after I leave. This time I go back to discuss with our school, and I will be in the second half of the third year of high school in the local area. Semester, anyway, we have to go back to the local area to take the college entrance examination, so I don’t want to trouble you.”
Weng Yaxin was speechless, she just looked at Song Enyu like this, until her eyes were filled with sadness again, and she choked up and asked, "So, I will never see you again, right?"
Song Enyu quickly took out a tissue from the paper box and handed it to Weng Yaxin, comforting: "Chen County is not far from Shanghai, and the train is only a few hours away. If you miss me, come and see me. What's more, maybe there is a destiny , and can be admitted to the same university. The time will be faster in the second half of the third year of high school, just like flying."
Weng Ya laughed through tears: "I know, if it's your well-thought-out decision, of course I would choose to support it." She suddenly remembered something, "Then does your brother agree?"
When Song Enyu heard her ask about Jiang Zhixu, the uncomfortable feeling came again: "I agree, how could he, how could he not agree?"
Weng Yaxin nodded: "That's fine. Just communicate well. En Yu, if you really want to leave, I think it is necessary to apologize to you on behalf of the High School Affiliated to Shanghai University. You have really suffered too much from it in the past six months. Yes. It’s good to go back, it won’t be worse than it is now.”
Song Enyu picked up the white water, smiled and held the cup with Weng Yaxin. The crisp sound of the collision of the cup walls was like playing the melody of farewell: "Dongwu looks at Yuhang, and the sea of clouds and the sky are boundless. When will you become famous, return home, and accompany your father-in-law drunk and laughing." Thirty thousand games."
With tears in her heart, Weng Ya raised a glass to replace the wine, and said goodbye like this: "Do you remember what I told you? Studying medicine and studying the law are things that others don't learn. Let us be this ascetic monk, and we must do it even in the most difficult situation. Come up with something famous."
Before parting, Song Enyu looked at Weng Yaxin with tears in his eyes, and gave him a warm hug: "You are so beautiful, there will be more and better bosom friends. Yaxin, I wish you all the best."
The sadness of parting will always surge up in an instant and disappear in an instant.Song Enyu got on the train, looking at the railroad tracks outside the window, he didn't seem to be so uncomfortable anymore.Everything in Shanghai City is like a dream, why bother to cling to those illusions now that I wake up from the dream.After the train started, Song Enyu sent a message to his sister what time it would arrive, and then fell asleep leaning against the window.
The slow jolting of the train was the best hypnosis. He was exhausted these few days, and he only enjoyed peace on the way home.In the dream, it is the fragrant Sophora japonica fried rice, the small courtyard of my own farm, and the stream flowing from the mountain stream in the village...
Also, there was a strange man who knocked on the door that evening and asked, "I'm Song Enyu's friend, is he there?"
There is indeed a pungent and unpleasant smell on the train, and there are people and luggage everywhere, and the air conditioner blowing warm air above the head is humming.The noisy environment made Jiang Zhixu feel dizzy as soon as he got in the car, and he didn't have a good rest for several days.
He came to take him home, to be precise, to accompany him back.What the two of them joked at the beginning has come true.
"I'll go home after the exam."
"Okay, then I'll go back with you."
Jiang Zhixu's sadness will never be revealed, no matter when, no matter who he faces, he will only choose one person to resolve it.Watching Song Enyu get out of the car, carrying a big bag and a suitcase, he ran towards his sister excitedly, and then gave him a big hug.This surprised Song Enxue a little.
Jiang Zhixu stood quietly in a corner, and through the crowded crowd, he could hear the conversation between the siblings intermittently.The sunglasses mirrored the familiar figure. Everything happened so fast that Jiang Zhixu hadn't slowed down until now.
When Song Enyu saw his sister, tears burst from his eyes.Song Enxue hit him with a smile: "How old are you, and you still cry, and I'll pinch you if you cry again." While counting, she wiped away Song Enyu's tears, and her own eyes glistened with tears.
"Sister, let's go home. I want to eat your Sophora japonica fried rice." Song Enyu acted coquettishly.
Song Enxue gave him another look: "In this winter, where are there any Sophora japonica flowers? There are fried rice, enough."
When Song Enyu's figure disappeared around the corner of the exit, Jiang Zhixu finally understood that it was true that Song Enyu had left.
All the good things in the past were smashed in front of him like this, love is too insignificant.Jiang Zhixu didn't remember how he came back to Shanghai City. He only knew that for Song Enyu, the future was bright. He could get into the university he wanted, find a good job, meet someone who treats him sincerely, get married and have children. Lived like this for the rest of my life.
But he can't, the moon has experienced tens of thousands of times, and he has faced the wind and waves alone, walked through the barrenness, and the corner of his heart where there is no grass is because of meeting Song Enyu, so that the greenery is like waves.But at this moment, it no longer exists.
I will probably love him all my life in the corner like this!Before Jiang Zhixu became unconscious, he was thinking desolately.
When Jiang Tian found Jiang Zhixu, it was the bar owner who called.The tone was urgent, he had been drunk in their bar for three or four days, every time he woke up drunk, woke up drunk again.Finally passed out here.
Jiang Tian went directly to the hospital and followed the ambulance.When he arrived at the hospital, he was sent directly to the emergency room. Jiang Tian anxiously walked back and forth outside the hospital, circling like a gyroscope. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw an old man walking slowly at the end of the corridor.
Jiang Tian stared intently for a long time before rushing up to greet him: "You, why are you here?"
Jiang Wenzou didn't answer, but asked in a cold voice, "What's going on?"
Jiang Tian could only smile awkwardly: "No, it's nothing serious. Just drink too much, you, don't worry." Then he helped Jiang Wenzou to sit down.
The other party was staring at the door of the emergency room, his eyelids drooped motionless due to old age, and there was no emotion in his eyes.For this uncle, Jiang Tian didn't like or dislike him, but was rather afraid.For example, at this moment, he feels that he is neither standing nor sitting.
As soon as the red light went out, the doctor came out and took off his mask.Jiang Tian hurried forward to inquire.
"The patient fainted due to stomach bleeding. He has a history of stomach problems before. He can't drink alcohol. Avoid spicy food. How can he still drink so much wine?"
Jiang Tian: "Then, is that okay?" He really couldn't understand these technical terms, and he didn't know how serious the stomach bleeding would be.
"Stay in the hospital for a few days to observe."
As soon as the doctor finished speaking, Jiang Wenzou stood up and said, "I'm going back to Europe tomorrow, don't tell him I've been here." Before Jiang Tian could reply, he had already turned and left.Jiang Tian heaved a sigh of relief, at this moment Jiang Zhixu was pushed out of the emergency room——
The winter of this year seems to be extraordinarily long and extraordinarily cold.The thick chill condensed and completely sealed Jiang Zhixu's heart.Every time he stood in the office and looked at the Hujiang River, he felt that he could not survive this winter, he couldn't wait for the spring to bloom, he couldn't see the greenery, his eyes seemed to be covered with black veil forever, and he couldn't see a glimmer of light .
"The universe is meaningful because of the people we love." In the following years, Jiang Zhixu never read Hawking's books again, and he didn't even want to think about it.
Without stars, there is no universe.
Song Enyu returned to Chenxian No. [-] Middle School as he wished. He originally planned to give up the quota for the public welfare project and give it to other students, but the school insisted that even in this school, all the provisions of this public welfare project are valid, and tuition fees are still exempted. until college graduation.
Not long after I got home, I haven't had time to get together with my friends.It has been snowing heavily for several days, and the buses to the city have also stopped.Song Enyu simply reviewed at home with peace of mind, and Song Enxue would also tutor him.
But every time she studied with him, Song Enyu would suddenly lose his mind.He would think of Jiang Zhixu accompanying him to review under the lamp every night.He will correct his pronunciation. Jiang Zhixu's pronunciation is a standard British accent, which is gorgeous and beautiful.Song Enyu reads English with authentic Chinese-style English.
He doesn't like English, especially listening to English, but Jiang Zhixu still insists: "English is for communication, not for getting high marks on paper. It's language, not a tool for exams."
Song Enyu complained that he didn't understand the market of exam-oriented education in China.Two people always argue for a long time.
Jiang Zhixu would also point to Europe in the geography book and tell him that his university is here.I would also ask curiously, the Song Dynasty was so rich, why did it still say that it was poor and weak?Will argue with Song Enyu, if you can avoid war with some gold, silver and satin, in exchange for peace, it is not a loss of power and humiliation to the country.Song Enyu said that he didn't understand that the core of feudal society in 2000 was that Confucianism occupied an absolute dominant position, and the emperor was the son of heaven, how could the emperor compromise?
Every time the two people communicate, Chinese and Western concepts always collide with some interesting sparks.
Song Enxue slightly bent her fingers, and continued to flick Song Enyu's head: "What time is it, you dare to be distracted?"
The burning pain came, and Song Enyu rubbed his forehead and complained in a low voice: "When is it, and you are still so fierce to me?"
He instantly understood the difference between a relative and a lover, and Jiang Zhixu was never willing to lift a finger from him.Even if it was just scratched, Jiang Zhixu would drag him to the pharmacy for a long time.Except when the two of us are in bed...
Thinking of this, Song Enyu blushed again. He pushed the book away irritably, ignoring Song Enxue's gaze, and shouted: "I'll go outside to sweep the snow."
The days seem to have returned to the usual calm, Song Enyu is very motivated to study, once he calms down, he will only focus on reading sage books.Only occasionally when I learn to go to bed very late at night, I feel cold and unbearable, and I miss the warmth of that person.Time will heal all things, and the tormenting thoughts will get over them.
Immediately after the start of school, the province's first mock exam was the first in the school. Teachers and students welcomed him back, and Song Enyu felt more and more that this place seemed to be suitable for him.
The second semester of the third year of senior high school is really fast, and I am submerged in the sea of questions every day. When I open my eyes, there are endless "white flowers" test papers.All students are ranked again and again, and the exam questions are numb again and again, until the college entrance examination has become an ordinary exam.
Song Enyu's birthday is June [-]th, which is the day before the college entrance examination.Before the exam, Weng Yaxin made a special phone call to wish him a happy birthday, and also wished him the number one scholar in high school.Song Enyu also responded with a smile, proud of the spring breeze, and was named on the gold list.
The college entrance examination is not just an exam for every student. It has too many complicated meanings, and it will become extremely important just because it is endowed with such meanings.It is a ladder, a cloud stack, and the fairest competition.
It is midsummer again, and summer is the season when all vitality is the most vigorous, and the blue waves in the wild are blowing the breeze, wishing thousands of students prosperity.In the past, it always rained during the two days of the college entrance examination, but this year ushered in the hot weather for the first time.Song Enxue specially took a few days off to accompany Song Enyu in the college entrance examination.
In the examination room, the students were sweating profusely answering the questions, immersed in it, and indeed did not feel hot.After getting the composition question, the examinee was in a state of confusion for a moment, and the semi-propositional composition was "____ and the tree".
There are always thousands of people in the examination room, Song Enyu thought about it, and carefully wrote down the topic of his composition: Poetry and Trees.
Such a half-proposition is not difficult for him.From Chu Ci to Tang poetry, and then to modern poetry.Originally, he just wanted to write a five-paragraph three-part format step by step. The first paragraph was "Ode to an Orange", "The Empress Jiashu, the orange is admirable." Shu also died nine times without regret.The second paragraph is Bai Juyi's "Meng Weizhi". "Eight Autumns of Xianyang Grass and Trees" was not his original intention. What he wanted to write was the sentence that would make him cry every time he read it. The world is full of snow."
Time can't take away affection, and I will still dream of returning after nine years.It is still being sung thousands of years later.
The third section is "To the Oak Tree", his favorite modern poem.During the half a year with Jiang Zhixu, he always copied this poem to motivate himself, "Don't be a climbing lingxiaohua, use your tall branches to show off yourself." He is writing about his perseverance.
When he wanted to end, he suddenly had a whim and wrote the fourth poem "Vine and Tree".The vine doesn't want anything, it just wants to wrap around the tree thousands of times...
Rattan, never hope, only love the tree hopelessly.
The poem has no author, no origin.
The last full stop drew a circle, and Song Enyu's eyes instantly became misty.This is the end of three years for myself, and also for the lingering affection in my writing.
In 12 years, there are only two days of memorial service.After Song Enyu came out of the exam, he saw Song Enxue waving to him with a bunch of leaflets at the school gate. Song Enyu excitedly ran over to hug his sister, who was his greatest benefactor.
It's over, the college entrance examination is over.That night, Song Enyu sent his sister to the train station and took a ride home by himself. He just wanted to go home, so he rejected his friend's invitation to stay overnight.
Looking at the sky full of stars on the road, with "Treasure" playing in the earphones, he suddenly understood what Jiang Zhixu had said to him, the uncertainty of the future is the biggest bargaining chip.Now that all the dust has settled, Song Enyu is not as relaxed as he imagined. The teachers are saying that it will be fine after the college entrance examination, as if finishing the college entrance examination means that life will get better.He knew he did well in the exam, but so what?
It was just the ferry boat of life that pushed him to another ferry.Tribulations are sad and tribulations, this is life.
More than 20 days after the results were announced, Song Enyu locked himself at home and only did one thing, painting.
He has never stopped painting since junior high school, and he put it on hold intermittently until he was busy with his studies in the third year of high school.From some very basic sketches, he has now started to learn oil painting. He never dared to learn oil painting before because the cost was too high. Now it is different. Waiting for him to go to college, he has already thought about "painting" through work and frugality.
He loves colors so much, and loves painting so much.In such painstaking study, the level has improved, and the inexplicable miss for that person has also weakened.Also waited until the day of the results.
When he was still sleeping in the early morning, Weng Yaxin called, announcing the good news to him and caring about his grades.Song Enyu was happy for her: "It's all right now, I finally got my wish, and I can apply for the law school."
Weng Ya asked excitedly: "How about you? How are you doing?"
Song Enyu yawned and said calmly, "I haven't checked yet."
Weng Ya laughed that he could hold his breath, and then asked: "You must have no problem, I just want to know, where are you going to apply for?"
When Song Enyu was asked in this way, it was Huda that popped up in his subconscious mind.He asked back, "Where are you going to study the Fa? Or stick to Nantah University?"
Weng Yaxin saw that he was playing tricks, and her voice was a little coquettish: "You tell me first, I asked you first."
Song Enyu smiled and replied: "Shanghai University, the medical school of Shanghai University is one of the best in the country, and this is based on the fact that I can perform exceptionally well."
Weng Yaxin was a little surprised: "You, do you really plan to come back?"
"Is there any problem? I can't blame a city for my bad memories. I quite like Shanghai. It's my honor that Shanghai University is willing to take me in." Song Enyu is not thinking about this question now, he really Putting aside personal feelings, I carefully studied the "Guidelines for Entrance Examination", and after several comparisons, I decided to choose Shanghai University, but the premise is that I can pass the exam.
"Shanghai University's medical school should be a combination of undergraduate and master's degree, or direct Ph.D. In short, it will take many years. Thinking about it makes me afraid." Weng Yaxin teased: "You won't be topped after you finish reading it!"
Song Enyu smiled: "Then why don't I shave my head before I read it, so as not to throw it away. After reading it for a few years, I'll read it now. Maybe I'm still studying, and you will already be a judge."
The two of them chatted sentence by sentence about their beautiful yearning for the future.Youth is not just being young, it is a "state of mind", a state of mind that is forever young.
The next day, after Song Enyu found out his grades, he sent a message to Weng Yaxin: Shanghai University School of Medicine.
Weng Yaxin only knew four words: Welcome back.
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The author has something to say:
The first volume is over, and this chapter belongs to the transition.Bai Juyi's phrase "Xianyang grass and trees come back eight times in autumn." Also wrote: Sucao.
This is the first time I write an article, there are many flaws and loopholes.In the words of Pessoa: The greatest tragedy of the soul is to write a work and find that the writing is poor.Especially when you find that you can only write something like this despite your best efforts, it is even more terrifying.Then why am I still writing?For I have not yet learned how to let go of my inclination towards poetry and prose.
Me too!So, I still have to write!Jiang Zhixu believed in Hawking, and Song Enyu advocated literature and history.Probably in the process of my writing, only Pessoa supported me, thank you very much!Thank you readers too, thank you that we can communicate in the form of words.
#The belt is getting wider and I will never regret it