Long-awaited double lover

Chapter 41】

Why a person likes to keep the old things.As the years go by, we get older and our memories get weaker.Until later we no longer dared to look at such things.I am afraid that if you glance at it, the black box of memory will be easily opened, and all the laughter and heartbreak will come to you together.But even though that thing is tormenting you so much, you still hold it like a treasure.Because through that thing, you can see that person lives in your heart forever.Even if you can't get that person, having something that belongs to him will become the most important support in your life.

The necklace in the palm of the hand is wet with the sweat in the palm of the hand.Struggling in the dream, the young man smiled innocently, and the laughter echoed in his mind.Chu Zhiluo's white and smooth forehead was constantly sweating thinly, and he closed his eyes tightly, unable to escape from the tide of memories.With his cool and mellow voice and his faint smile, who is that guy?He stuffed the necklace into his hand and said to him, 'You have to wait for me. 』

Suddenly opened his eyes.Tears fell hastily.Why is the position of the heart so painful.

"Luo Luo, what's wrong with you? Does it hurt?" Chu Zhihuai saw Chu Zhiluo who opened his eyes and burst into tears, and grabbed his hand nervously, hoping to relieve his pain.

"I do not know I do not know……"

Chu Zhiluo didn't know why he was crying.He obviously didn't want to cry, but the tears fell by themselves as soon as he opened his eyes.With trembling hands, he slowly lifted the necklace, and looked at the anxious Chu Zhihuai with tears streaming down his face, "Brother... the necklace, where did this necklace... come from? Why can't I remember?"

Chu Zhihuai froze for a moment, then lost his voice.Because he didn't know where the necklace came from.He only remembered one time when he was a child, when Chu Zhiluo went out to play with them, he got separated. It was not until dark that he found Chu Zhiluo under a cherry blossom tree.When I saw him, there was a shiny and valuable silver necklace around his neck.At that time he asked where Chu Zhiluo came from, but Chu Zhiluo just didn't speak.After returning home, Chu Zhiluo hid the necklace, and he never saw the necklace again.Now this necklace that he thought had disappeared a long time ago reappeared, what exactly did it signify?

"I don't know. You got separated from us once when you were young, and you had it on your neck after I found you. I asked you, but you didn't tell me. Did you remember something?"

"Brother, have I forgotten a very important person. I dreamed of that person several times, but I couldn't see that person's face clearly. As long as I dream of that person, I will feel terrible pain here."

Chu Zhiluo pointed to the heart with trembling fingertips, Chu Zhihuai felt as if his heart was being tightly grasped, and he couldn't breathe for a moment.Through Chu Zhiluo's cold palm, Chu Zhihuai wanted to pass on the warmth to him, "Don't think about it anymore, we don't want to."

Chu Zhihuai's words are equivalent to admitting that Chu Zhiluo has indeed forgotten a person in his life that he misses so much.

Xiao Ran tortured Chu Zhiluo like this.When Chu Zhiluo loved him, he was all in his heart.Chu Zhiluo forgot about him, but the indistinguishable blurred face in his memories still haunted him.Chu Zhihuai started to panic, he didn't know whether he should tell Chu Zhiluo everything about Xiao Ran.Because the memory about Xiao Ran was tormenting him so much.He originally thought that as long as Chu Zhiluo forgot about Xiao Ran, everything would be fine.But nothing gets better, because memories can be erased, but the instinctive reaction to loving that person can't disappear.No matter how many times it is repeated, as long as the heart that loves Xiao Ran does not stop, one day Chu Zhiluo will still find everything.About Xiao Ran, about the child who died before seeing the beauty of this world.

Recently, everyone in Xiao's feels that the atmosphere in the company is full of darkness. Of course, the reason is their president Xiao Ran.Many people don't understand why their president doesn't seem happy at all, isn't he about to get married?Careful people discovered that since Chu Zhiluo left, the position of secretary to the president has been vacant.In fact, many senior managers of the company have suggested to Xiao Ran that he needs a new secretary.But they were all coldly rejected by li xuan, and no one mentioned this matter in front of him after a long time.

Xiao Ran would often stare at the documents and be distracted, and would turn to the desk outside the door countless times a day, as if one day Chu Zhiluo would appear there.Say "good morning" to him as before.For the first time, Xiao Ran felt that he was so greedy.

Xiao Ran, who was immersed in memories, was awakened by Yan Yuerong's breaking in.The ferocious expression spread on the delicate makeup, Yan Yuerong held a deformed white envelope in her hand, Xiao Ran darkened her eyes, "Mom, what's the matter?"

"What did you say to Xuehan?!" Yan Yuerong's sharp question seemed to be able to penetrate the walls of the office.

Since Tang Weiwei's death, the relationship between Xiao Ran and Yan Yuerong has become more tense than ever.In Yan Yuerong's eyes, the well-behaved and obedient son from a young age has now turned into those minors who are in the rebellious period.She didn't understand why everything she did was for Xiao Ran, but why she was so hated and resisted by her only son.

"What can I say?" Compared to Yan Yuerong's raging anger, Xiao Ran was as cold as a calm lake that couldn't stir up any waves.

"Didn't say anything?" Yan Yuerong threw the white envelope in front of Xiao Ran, "Why did Xuehan leave without saying anything?"

"The legs are on her own body. If she wants to leave, can I stop her?" Xiao Ran easily blocked Yan Yuerong's questioning.It seemed that Wen Xuehan's departure was insignificant to him.

"Xuehan is gone, next month will be your wedding, without the bride's wedding, how will you let the Xiao family explain to the mass media!? Do you know that the Xiao family can't afford to lose this person!" Yan Yuerong roared angrily.Xiao Ran remained motionless.

"Without a bride, naturally there will be no wedding. I am the one who wants to get married, and I am the one who will not get married. Why should I give an explanation to others about my wedding?" Xiao Ran's indifferent attitude completely angered Yan Yuerong.

"Xiao Ran, who do you think gave you the position of president of the Xiao family that you can sit now!" Yan Yuerong reprimanded in a hurry.

Xiao Ran snapped and threw away the document in his hand, as if what he discarded was just a ball of paper in the wastebasket.

"The position of President Xiao, whoever wants to do it."

Yan Yuerong looked at Xiao Ran with wide eyes in disbelief, as if looking at a stranger.She felt that Xiao Ran must be crazy, otherwise how could he say such a thing.The title of President Xiao is like a heavy shackle that makes Xiao Ran suffocate all the time. This shackle is tightly wrapped around him and Chu Zhiluo, because with this title, he can't love the person he wants to love openly. , he has had enough.

Seeing Xiao Ran's figure about to leave, Yan Yuerong shouted to Xiao Ran hoarsely with a trembling voice, "Xiao Ran! You really have to leave Xiao's house because of Chu Zhiluo? If you dare to step out of this door, you will lose everything. You Think clearly."

Xiao Ran turned around and looked at Yan Yuerong with a sad look, "My departure has nothing to do with Zhiluo. It's me who wants to leave, the heavy shackles of the Xiao family. Mom, aren't you tired? You don't care Do everything under the banner of my good, have you ever asked me what I want? Is it wrong for me to love Chu Zhiluo? Just because he is not a woman, I can’t be with him? Why do I If you insist on spending the rest of your life with a woman you can’t even say you like, do you think I’ll be happy? You’re willing to let me marry Weiwei because we’re well-connected, right? That’s ridiculous. Why does my love become a success in your eyes? The existence related to interests.”

"I'm leaving. You take care of yourself."

The last quarrel ended sadly when Xiao Ran turned and left.Yan Yuerong was crying in the office, this was not the ending she wanted.Losing Xiao Ran was the last thing she wanted to see.