Chapter 36】
Chapter 36】
On a sunny afternoon, Tang Shaoning and Xiao Ran sat in the corner of a quiet coffee shop.Neither of the two silent people planned to speak first to break the loneliness.The waiter served the prepared coffee one by one, and said concisely and rationally, "Please take your time, both of you."
"Thank you." The corner of Tang Shaoning's stiff mouth slipped out at an unnatural angle.Picking up the coffee, he took a sip.The bitter and mellow flavor permeates the taste buds.
Xiao Ran looked at the busy traffic outside the window, and never touched the cup of hot coffee.Tang Shaoning put the diary he brought in the middle of the table, and said calmly, "This is Weiwei's diary."
Tang Shaoning's words drew back Xiao Ran's sight, and he was about to touch the diary with a black hard cover, but was stopped by Tang Shaoning's hand.
"Listen to me, it's not too late for you to read."
"I heard that Chu Zhiluo lost his memory?"
Xiao Ran was stunned for a moment, an embarrassed expression flashed across his handsome face, and after a long while, he responded softly, "En."
"Xiao Ran, stop getting involved with Chu Zhiluo. Leave him."
This was the decision Tang Shaoning made after being tossed and turned in the past few days.It is said that people are selfish, and Tang Shaoning is just an ordinary person.There was a look of astonishment in Xiao Ran's eyes, which turned into confusion.He didn't understand why Tang Shaoning would make such a sudden request.Tang Shaoning to Chu Zhiluo is just a stranger who met on a strange road.
"Chu Zhiluo is my younger brother. He and Weiwei are twins." Tang Shaoning's words solved Xiao Ran's confusion.
This news was like a bolt from the blue to Xiao Ran.Are Tang Weiwei and Chu Zhiluo twins?How could there be such a coincidence in this world.Although the appearance of the two is very similar, there are so many similar-looking people in the world.
"How is this possible?" Xiao Ran asked subconsciously.
Tang Shaoning just curled his lips and said, "Xiao Ran, how long have we known each other?"
Xiao Ran was stunned for a moment, familiarized himself with it in his mind, and replied mechanically, "20 years. From my eighth birthday party to now, exactly 20 years."
"My greatest wish was that you and Weiwei could live happily ever after. I never doubted that you are the best destination for Weiwei. I owe you once about Weiwei, but can you let Chu Zhiluo go?" Tang Shaoning never asked for help, this kind of humble and silent attitude made Xiao Ran suddenly at a loss.
"If there is no 100% evidence for Chu Zhiluo's affairs, I can't believe that he is my brother. The evidence is solid, and I can't deny it. He is my only relative in this world."
"I didn't intend to give Weiwei's diary to you. Because there is a secret in it that can untie your knot. At that time, it was because of selfishness. I think Weiwei will always remain perfect in your heart. Now it is also because of selfishness. , but not because of Weiwei, but because of Chu Zhiluo."
"Xiao Ran. There is no regret medicine in this world. You and Chu Zhiluo have completely missed it. His amnesia now is the best ending for the ending between you. He doesn't want to remember you, and you don't want to disturb his life anymore. Maybe he's better off without you."
Maybe he'll be fine without you.
What a deja vu.Chu Zhihuai had also said that to him.
"The diary contains all of Weiwei's memories of you. After reading this diary, the only thing I hope you don't doubt is Weiwei's love for you. He loves you no less than Chu Zhiluo. Maybe it's because of the twins relationship, even they fell in love with the same person.”
"You live in Weiwei's memory. Chu Zhiluo became Weiwei's substitute."
There are some people in this world that once you miss it, it is a lifetime.No matter how much you miss the past, you can't be a big bear with Doraemon, who has the door to go back in time to correct the mistakes you made.
The past is used to remember, but the present is used to cherish.At this moment, Xiao Ran suddenly realized that he had completely lost the young man who once smiled at him like a flower.That boy once looked at him so seriously with his pure and transparent eyes.Through those eyes, it was like seeing the whole world.
Someone said that the person who hurt you the most in the end must be the one who loves you the most.Xiao Ran always felt that he was not a good person, but he was also an upright person.Only when it came to Chu Zhiluo's matter, did he lose his original rationality.Once lost, it is lost forever.
Those eyes that were originally full of love, now only left with deep confusion.You put brilliant colors on that pure white paper, but you threw it into the dark wastebasket with your own hands.Memories that have been sent to the shredder have become fragmented.
After Tang Shaoning left, Xiao Ran began to read Tang Weiwei's diary.Opening the title page, Tang Weiwei's familiar notes appeared on the paper: "To my favorite Xiao Ran".The black pen marks spread out on the yellowed paper, full of memories.
Xiao Ran didn't know how long he had buried his head in the diary.Until the waiter came up to tell him that they were closing.When he looked up, he realized that night had already fallen, and the city was filled with singing, drinking and peace.Rubbing his sore eye sockets, Xiao Ran apologized and left in a hurry.
A city buried in colorful neon lights looks particularly lonely.The co-pilot seat was empty, and not long ago there was a quiet teenager sitting beside him with a shy smile.Unknowingly, he parked the car downstairs in the hospital.Maybe it was Tang Shaoning's previous words that lessened his shock after reading the diary, Xiao Ran inexplicably felt a throbbing and wanted to see Chu Zhiluo.
He stood quietly at the door of the ward, and the teenager in the room was quietly reading a book under the pale yellow light.Chu Zhihuai who was beside him peeled apples for him, saying a few words from time to time.For a moment, the young man smiled contemptuously, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly, looking quiet and beautiful.
Not so long ago.He used to have that smile too.And it's unique.
When Chu Zhihuai looked up and saw Xiao Ran, the smile on his face suddenly faded.Chu Zhiluo looked at Chu Zhihuai's stiff gaze, it was that strange man.Why is he still at the door of the ward so late.
Chu Zhihuai leaned on Chu Zhiluo and said a few words, then walked out of the room.There was no trace of friendliness on the frosty face, "Xiao Ran, I thought we made it very clear that day."
Xiao Ran smiled indifferently, his smile was pale and feeble, "I won't disturb him, just take a look at him."
"You are not qualified. Xiao Ran, you are not qualified. Because you are not worthy." Chu Zhihuai said with a trace of anger, "Have you ever thought that if you appear again and again like this, if Luo Luo recovers his memory one day, you How can he bear the pain of losing a child."
"The child's affairs are all my responsibility, because I don't know..."
"Because you don't know, so you can hurt him unscrupulously, right?" For the first time, Xiao Ran felt that Chu Zhihuai was such a bitter and mean person, so eloquent that he couldn't resist the hatred from a brother I mean, "You and Luo Luo are over. Since you chose to hurt him, you have no future. Whether it is now or in the future, I hope you stay away from Luo Luo. Ever since I met you, Luo Luo has no future." One day went smoothly. He was able to forget you, which is the most fortunate thing for me.”
"Zhihuai...I really won't bother him..."
"I don't care if you will disturb him or not. I hope you will completely disappear from his life. I hope that a person named Xiao Ran will completely disappear from my brother Chu Zhiluo's life. From now on, you will never know each other. Is that clear enough? Do I need to repeat myself?"
After Xiao Ran left sadly, Chu Zhihuai returned to the ward, Chu Zhiluo asked innocently, "Brother, who is that person? Did he come to see me?"
"An insignificant person, you don't need to know him."
Chu Zhihuai's tone was too light, and for a moment Chu Zhiluo also thought that Xiao Ran was irrelevant to him.Without asking too much, I continued to look down at the book.He completely forgot about Xiao Ran who looked lonely at the door just now.
Chu Zhihuai said a word.It easily defined the future of Chu Zhiluo and Xiao Ran.
inconsequential people.
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