my crazy lover

Chapter 17

Since Xu Mingxin came that day, Xu Mingxin would come to visit every few days, and Xu Yanxin also went from being subconsciously wary when facing Xu Mingxin at the beginning to finally being able to chat with Xu Mingxin in the living room.

And when Xu Yanxin was willing to chat with Xu Mingxin, Han Chengguang would always be distracted by Xu Mingxin's eyes every time, either to make tea or to cook, he was simply a servant of the two brothers.

As for Xu Yanxin's mother, Han Chengguang actually cared a lot about it, and after talking with Xu Mingxin that time, Xu Yanxin also began to recall his mother, but he couldn't remember it all the time, Xu Yanxin felt a little anxious a few times.

After Xu Yanxin was agitated five or six times because he couldn't remember, Han Chengguang hid in the bathroom at night and quietly called Xu Mingxin.

"I want to know about Xu Yanxin's mother."

After Han Chengguang finished speaking, he noticed that Xu Mingxin was silent for a while.

"Is there something... bad about Xu Yanxin's mother, because I can't remember that Xu Yanxin has been in a hurry several times. I hope you can tell me in advance so that I can be mentally prepared."

There was another silence. If it wasn't for the display on the phone that the call was in progress, Han Chengguang would have thought that Xu Mingxin had hung up the phone.

But Xu Mingxin was silent for 5 minutes before speaking in a low voice.

"...You should already know that Xiaoyan and I are half-brothers!"

"Well, I know that."

"Xiaoyan is my father's illegitimate child, and my mother actually died when I was eight years old, that is, when Xiaoyan was three years old, and Xiaoyan's biological mother died when Xiaoyan was four years old."

Han Chengguang felt that this time was very suspicious. One year after Xu Mingxin's mother died, Xu Yanxin's mother died, how could it be such a coincidence.

"Xiaoyan's mother committed suicide."

"Huh? Why?"

"Xiaoyan's mother is my father's mistress, and her biggest wish in life is probably to be able to get her right, so when my mother died, Xiaoyan's mother began to pester my father, asking my father to marry her to give Xiaoyan an official identity.

But how did things go so well?Not to mention that my mother has only been dead for a year, even if I correct a mistress, I will be ridiculed by other families. Even if my father recognizes Xiaoyan as an illegitimate child, he will not be able to correct Xiaoyan's mother.

And Xiaoyan's mother quarreled with my dad for a whole year, and even threatened my dad with Xiaoyan's life in the end, but at that time, my dad didn't believe it, because he had no patience to deal with an unreasonable woman, so he just disappeared , he has plenty of means to never see that woman again.

But what my dad didn't expect was that the woman was completely crazy. When she couldn't find my dad, she actually committed suicide, and she still... took Xiaoyan with her. "

"What!!!" Holding the phone, Han Chengguang was shocked by Xu Mingxin's words.

"That woman, who is Xiaoyan's mother, cooked a table of sumptuous meals one afternoon, with medicine in them. Maybe it's God's eyes, Xiaoyan should have eaten snacks at school that day, so he didn't eat much at night. , and because of this, the neighbors passing by heard the cries after the poisoning and rushed in to save him. Unfortunately, when the neighbors entered, Xiaoyan's mother had already died of poisoning, and Xiaoyan probably watched his mother die.

After my father found out what happened, he took Xiaoyan back to his family. When Xiaoyan came back from the hospital, he was terrified and kept crying. He kept crying every day and night until the third day when he suddenly He fainted and sent to the hospital, and when he woke up again, he didn't cry or make trouble, and even forgot about his mother.And my dad also took the opportunity to tell everyone not to mention Xiaoyan's mother. "

"Then June 24th is actually the death day of Xu Yanxin's mother."

"That's right, although Xiaoyan has forgotten about his mother, every year on June 24th he will feel that Xiaoyan will feel particularly insecure, fearful, and even cry at night.

In fact, Xiaoyan's persecution paranoia was also caused by this incident. After forgetting about his mother, we all thought that as long as we didn't mention it, this incident would be buried like this, but Xiaoyan left it in his heart because of that incident. up the shadows.

Since Xiaoyan was very young, he couldn't trust people, and always thought that someone was going to kill him, but he was still young at that time. We asked the doctor quietly, and the doctor said that as long as the family took care of him, he would gradually get better, but who knew that five years ago, probably Was it Dad's death or something that stimulated him again? Since then, his symptoms have become more and more obvious. After a year, I finally realized that Xiaoyan's spirit has really gone wrong. Think of a way, first stay with him at home, trying to get rid of his thought of being hurt by others.

Who would have thought that he would become more and more serious, and in the end even the servant who had been taking care of him at home could not believe it. He hid in the room all day long except me, and did not see anyone. I don't eat the rice.Then it happened that he committed suicide suddenly on June 24th, so I had no choice but to lock him up, and completely made me no longer believe in the only thing he believed. In those two years, I hardly dared to let him wake up , because the sober Xiaoyan looked completely different, either yelling in fear or constantly self-mutilating, until I finally invited Dr. At that time, he ran away from home. "

"...Then if Xu Yanxin really recalled about his mother, what would happen to him?"

"Actually, I don't want Xiaoyan to think about his mother, but Dr. Martin asked me to remind Xiaoyan that he thinks this incident is the cause of Xiaoyan's illness. Only by healing this injury can he gradually recover."

"It turned out to be Dr. Martin's suggestion..."

"Otherwise! And if Dr. Martin hadn't asked me to tell you about it, you thought you would!"

"Ah? So that's how it is..." Touching his head, Han Chengguang just said!He asked Xu Mingxin to tell him, and Xu Mingxin just said it after being silent for a while.

"Han Chengguang... Don't you think you already know a lot!" Xu Mingxin said the last three words slowly and with deep intentions, and Han Chengguang on the other side of the phone gave a jolt.

"Hehe, big brother... I know it's because of Xu Yanxin, I swear, I promise, these things are absolutely wrong, um, no new people will know." Originally, I wanted to mention the third one, but Dr. Martin knew it all. Well, if Xu Yanxin thinks about it in the future, there will be no more than the third person to know about it.

"I'm not your elder brother!" After Han Chengguang promised, Xu Mingxin frowned because of Han Chengguang's address, feeling uncomfortable for a while, and just said this sentence in a deep voice and hung up the phone with a bang.

"..."

Han Chengguang, who was hung up on the phone, instantly felt that his emotional road in the future would be very difficult, and Xu Yanxin's elder brother would definitely not be able to handle it.

After picking up the phone and walking back to the room, Han Chengguang decided to go back to sleep without anyone noticing, but when he walked into the room, he saw Xu Yanxin, who thought he was asleep, sat up and stared at him in a daze. Looking at the front corner.

"Xiaoyan, what's wrong with you?" Han Chengguang, who wanted to explain, rushed over after seeing Xu Yanxin's strange expression.

"...Cheng Guang, why weren't you here just now?" Han Chengguang's voice pulled Xu Yanxin back to his senses.

After taking off his shoes and going to bed, Han Chengguang got under the covers and wrapped his arms around Xu Yan's heart.

"I went to the bathroom, why did you wake up, and you were still in a daze just now?"

"I remembered, I just had a dream, and I dreamed of my mother!"

Xu Yanxin's words startled Han Chengguang. He had just heard about Xu Yanxin's mother's deeds from Xu Mingxin, which made Han Chengguang a little afraid that Xu Yanxin would think of his mother, and he was even more afraid that Xu Yanxin would not be able to bear it.

"Ah? Then, what did you dream about your aunt?" Xu Yanxin was stuck to his whole body from behind, and Han Chengguang carefully wrapped Xu Yanxin into his arms.

"I don't know, I forgot what it was, but I feel like I just dreamed about my mother." With a thoughtful expression on his face, Xu Yan frowned, obviously trying hard to recall the scene in the dream.

"So I forgot..." He breathed a sigh of relief, but when Han Chengguang saw Xu Yanxin trying to remember, he was startled again, and pushed Xu Yanxin onto the bed with all his strength.

"If you can't remember it, don't think about it. It's so late, go to bed quickly!"

Being held down on the bed by Han Chengguang, Xu Yanxin also lay down by the way, but she still had a look of reminiscence, obviously not ready to give up yet.

"It's so late, if you think about it again, you might have a headache tomorrow." I was afraid that Xu Yanxin would suddenly think of something bad. Han Chengguang was really afraid that this would happen at this time. He is not prepared at all now, just in case Xu Yanxin After thinking about it, he couldn't accept the collapse again, and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to handle it.

"Well... yes, I remember in the dream, my mother made me a lot of delicious food, and then... and then..."

Feeling cold, Han Chengguang listened to Xu Yanxin's words, stretched out his hand and hugged Xu Yanxin tightly. Seeing that Xu Yanxin was still trying hard to remember, he was anxious and afraid. Finally, a flash in his mind turned over and pressed on Xu Yanxin. She lowered her head and kissed Xu Yanxin's lips again.

"Um...Cheng...um..." Surprised, Xu Yanxin just opened his mouth to ask questions, but Han Chengguang took the opportunity to stick his tongue into it, and he couldn't say anything immediately.

In the past, when Han Chengguang kissed Xu Yanxin, he just lightly kissed Xu Yanxin's lips. This was the first time that he stuck his tongue in. Xu Yanxin was shocked when he was surprised, and his entire cheeks turned red immediately. Han Chengguang's mind was fragmented, and he almost forgot what he was thinking just now, let alone a vague dream.

Originally, Han Chengguang wanted to stop Xu Yanxin from recalling, but this deep kiss also brought him in, and made him addicted to love, so deeply trapped that he couldn't extricate himself.

The author has something to say: the update time will be changed to 07:30 pm after the update, and the update will be suspended for two days on New Year's Eve and the first day of the new year, because I want to play ^_^

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