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Chapter 59 Extra Story: Years in the Mountains

Kuang Huaiye is a romantic person.

So he had a lot of thoughts about the first birthday he could spend with Gao Xun.

But now none of these ideas can be realized.In this small village thousands of kilometers away from their city, he accompanied Gao Xun on Gao Xun's first birthday after they were together.

Knowing that today is Teacher Gao's birthday, the branch secretary's daughter-in-law prepared enough dishes, and asked her children to call Gao Xun to eat at home as soon as school was over.When Gao Xun and Kuang Huaiye opened the door and went in, many other folks from the village gathered inside to celebrate Teacher Gao's birthday.There was no place to buy cakes, and the village didn't like them. A few sisters-in-law made small peach-shaped buns for Gao Xun, and served a bowl of longevity noodles with minced meat and vegetables, and a poached egg on top.Most of the villagers came with wine, and after Gao Xun ate the longevity noodles, they filled up their cups one after another, and came to respect Gao Xun one by one.Gao Xun's drinking capacity is average, but he didn't want to spoil everyone's happiness in this atmosphere, so he drank cup after cup with his head raised.Feeling a little dizzy after a while, Kuang Huaiye stretched out his hand from the side.

"Stop drinking." Kuang Huaiye said softly.

"It's okay, it's okay." Gao Xun lowered his eyes and held his hand under the table.

"I'll help you drink."

"Don't." Gao Xun raised his head, smiled at Kuang Huaiye with some drunkenness, and approached Kuang Huaiye as if he wanted to share some secret, and said, "Don't drink, don't drink later Only then can you carry me back."

It was past nine o'clock when they walked out of the village secretary's house.

There are no street lights on the dirt roads in the village. Although the sky is full of stars, only the outlines of the surrounding mountains can be vaguely seen.Gao Xun leaned softly on Kuang Huaiye's body through the drunkenness. He was already light on his feet after drinking too much, and when he pressed more than half of his weight on Kuang Huaiye, he immediately felt as if he was about to take off, and he just kept laughing.

This is really drunk, Kuang Huaiye regretted not insisting on stopping him just now.

The branch secretary and the branch secretary's daughter-in-law were also very worried when they saw Mr. Gao like this, and said that we should take you back. We know the way here, so it would be safer to send you back.

Before Kuang Huaiye had time to express his opinion, Gao Xun tried his best to stand up straight and shook hands with them, politely and persistently declining their kindness.

The couple couldn't resist the drunk Teacher Gao, so they gave him a flashlight, at least there would be a light on the road.

Kuang Huaiye squatted down, patted Gao Xun's leg and said, "Come up."

Gao Xun immediately climbed onto Kuang Huaiye's back with hands and feet: "Somersault Yun, let's go back!"

With his boyfriend on his back, Kuang Huaiye still walked steadily on the dirt road... Of course, if his boyfriend could stop laughing and dancing wildly with a flashlight on his back, he could still walk more steadily.

Gao Xunyuan drank in front of him twice, and transformed every time.

"Aye, Aye, look!" Gao Xun raised his right hand holding the flashlight straight to the sky: "Look above, there are so many stars!"

Kuang Huaiye hummed and lifted him up again to prevent him from moving and falling.

"You didn't look up!" Gao Xun hugged Kuang Huaiye's neck in dissatisfaction and said, "You have to look at the stars, I can talk to you only when you look at the stars!"

Kuang Huaiye stopped in his footsteps, turned his head and kissed Gao Xun's face: "Look, tell me."

"Well...every time the second hand moves sixty times, I miss you for another minute..."

"...Didn't I write this?" Kuang Huaiye laughed.

"Ah, yes, yes, it was written by Ah Ye... Ah Ye is very romantic..." Gao Xun put his arms around Kuang Huaiye's neck and laughed along with it, then patted Kuang Huaiye's shoulder as if remembering something and said: "You put me down."

Kuang Huaiye was afraid that he would fall, so it took a lot of effort to let him land slowly and safely: "What's wrong?"

Gao Xun held the flashlight in one hand, stroked Kuang Huaiye's face with the other, and shouted Ah Ye.

"A Ye, I don't know how to talk about love."

Kuang Huaiye kissed his gentle fingers, and kissed his cheeks that were too hot due to alcohol: "Well, it's okay."

"I'm not as romantic as Ah Ye."

"You're fine now..."

Gao Xun took the initiative to kiss him.

"A Ye, I'm sorry for making you feel so uncomfortable before."

"I don't remember anymore, and you are not allowed to remember either. We don't talk about the past anymore." Kuang Huaiye wanted to hug him and coax him, but he squeezed his arm to finish talking.

"I will never lie to you in the future, I will always like you, love you, and spoil you."

He had the courage to finish these words only through his drunkenness.

He doesn't want to protect himself anymore, and he doesn't want to be self-righteous anymore.He and Kuang Huaiye are in love with each other, and only when they are together can they really treat each other well.

What is the age difference of eight years, and what is the teacher-student relationship?

In this huge world, under this starry sky, only this boy with gray-green eyes in front of him is what he really wants, what he really looks forward to.

For the first time in his life, he had the lonely courage to promise forever: "Kuang Huaiye, I want to be with you forever, even when I am about to die, I want you to be the last thing I see before I die." man, okay?"

Kuang Huaiye sighed deeply, pressed his forehead against his forehead, and said after a long time: "I also want to say that I don't know how to talk about love, and I'm not romantic. These are the most beautiful and romantic love words I've ever heard."

We will always be together.We live together, die together, become a handful of ashes, and we will melt together.

Gao Xun was awakened by thirst.I opened my eyes and struggled to get up from the bed to find a sip of water to soothe my burning throat.But when he sat up halfway with his arms propped up, he felt dizzy and dizzy as if his head had just been beaten by a sap.

Gao Xun leaned on the side of the bed trying to slow down, but he didn't slow down, but woke up Kuang Huaiye who was sleeping next to him.

"What's wrong?" Kuang Huaiye put his hand on the back of his head, put him half in his arms and asked, "What do you want to do?"

Gao Xun held his hand and put it on his Adam's apple: "... thirsty."

Kuang Huaiye immediately went down and poured a glass of warm water and handed it over: "Drink slowly."

Gao Xun felt much better after drinking two cups of warm water.The wine is almost completely awake, leaving only the head-heavy softness.

Kuang Huaiye put the cup back and returned to the bed, and transferred the boyfriend who was leaning against the bed into his arms: "Open your mouth."

Gao Xun opened his mouth obediently.With the sound of tearing the wrapping paper, the mellow sweetness can be tasted on the tip of the tongue in a second.

"...Chocolate?" Gao Xun's voice was a little surprised: "When did you buy it?"

"Last time I went to town and bought it when you weren't paying attention." Kuang Huaiye was quite satisfied with this reaction, and lowered his head to kiss Gao Xun's neck: "I also bought wine heart, but you will drink so much today Let's eat again."

"It's okay, the wine is gone, I want to eat now."

Unable to resist Gao Xun's craving to eat it, Kuang Huaiye took out those chocolates with wine hearts from under the pillow. After thinking about it, he decided to take a bite first, drink a little of the wine inside, and then feed it to Gao Xun.

After feeding and feeding, they changed their purpose and kissed together.

In the end, I couldn't tell whether it was kissing while feeding chocolate, or feeding chocolate while kissing.

"I originally thought that there would be a lot of programs on my first birthday with you." Kuang Huaiye said with some regret, "In the end, I didn't even have traditional events such as blowing out candles, making wishes, singing birthday songs and eating cakes."

Gao Xun smiled: "It's good to have chocolate. I'm very happy, thank you."

Kuang Huaiye didn't say anything, he still seemed disappointed, as if he didn't enjoy his birthday to the fullest.

Gao Xun felt that there was no cuter person in the world than his boyfriend, so he hugged him and kissed the corner of his mouth, "If it's possible, you can sing me the birthday song now, and then I'll make a wish."

Kuang Huaiye sang the song Happy Birthday close to Gao Xun's lips.

Gao Xun closed his eyes and made a wish, Kuang Huaiye's long and thick eyelashes touched his eyelids lightly, and a tender joy rose in his heart.

"A Ye, may I ask you for a birthday present?"

"Of course." It was rare for Gao Xun to take the initiative to ask for something, and Kuang Huaiye was afraid that there would be no store to show him after passing this village.

Gao Xun smiled and kissed him: "You can go back next week."

"Gao Xun." Kuang Huaiye's voice dropped once.

"Go back to school. Review well, and then take the college entrance examination." Kuang Huaiye took his hands off his body, Gao Xun pulled them off again, and put them back on his body: "Will you give me this gift?"

"...a long-distance relationship as a gift? You can figure it out. Do you know how high the break-up rate is for long-distance relationships?" Kuang Huaiye was still not angry, but he was not willing to let go of Gao Xun's hand.

"We won't. I trust you, and you trust me, don't you? And..."

"And what?"

"And I just made a wish."

I don't know who used to call him childish.

Kuang Huaiye stared at the person in his arms, and it took a long time before he said, "Then what should I do if I miss you. What should I do if the second hand moves sixty times and I miss you for a minute?"

"Then every time you miss me for 60 seconds, I miss you for 1 minute, okay? Now I have a mobile phone again, we can contact every day."

"You're supposed to be in touch with me every day."

Seeing that Kuang Huaiye showed signs of loosening, Gao Xun hurriedly hit the iron while it was hot and continued his efforts: "I will go back soon, there is only one and a half years left. When I go back, you are already studying in college, and you have a high degree of freedom in time. We can always be together."

Kuang Huaiye still didn't nod.

Gao Xun thought for a while, changed his posture and sat down on him, and suggested softly against his ear: "We will live together when I go back."

"……real?"

"real."

It's done, Gao Xun pursed his lips and smiled.

Gao Xun stopped in this dark and windowless passage that he had been walking for more than ten years.

He had finally come to the end, to the door.

He no longer needs to be cautious, nor does he need to feel like he is facing an abyss.

Because he knows that besides the vast world outside the door, there is also the person who has been waiting for him under the sun, who has been waiting for him for too long.

Ah Ye.

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