have hidden illness

Chapter 28 He Couldn't Tell Kuang Huaiye to Leave

Gao Xun had a dream.

In the dream, he carried his schoolbag and walked into the teacher’s family courtyard where he lived the first time. It had rained the day before, and the ground was covered with blown peach blossoms, like pink toilet paper that was wet and stuck to the ground, crumpled and folded together. , very pitiful.He couldn't bear to step on them again, so he carefully avoided them step by step, like playing hopscotch.

The keys he hung around his neck when he went upstairs made a series of tinkling sounds as he moved. Before he had climbed to the fifth floor, his ears sensitively heard the door of the house opened.

He leaped cheerfully up the last step and shouted inside.

"I'm back."

The man in the plain beige apron stood in the door and took his schoolbag, touched his head and said with a smile, "Xiao Xun is back."

He was lying on the small desk in his room doing his homework, watching concentrating on it, but actually half-focused on going out, paying attention to the movement of the pots and pans in the kitchen, and sure enough, he could smell the smell from the kitchen after a while. The smell of food wafted out there.

What dishes will we have tonight?

Well, he heard the sizzling sound of oil being poured on the fish, there should be perch in scallion oil.There is also the sound of beating eggs. It may be to make tomato scrambled eggs or green pepper scrambled eggs. It is best to make tomato scrambled eggs. He doesn't like green peppers very much.Ah...it smells so good, he can guess the smell!It's fried eggplant with sauce.

The glutton in his stomach couldn't bear the loneliness, and kept asking him when will he have dinner?

Finally, he finished the last problem in the first exercise of each lesson, the sound of spatulas in the kitchen stopped, and his mother just rushed into the house from outside.

"It's time to eat," the man said.

He put down the pen in his hand, stepped on the slippers in a hurry, washed his hands and sat down at the dining table, placing his hands neatly on his knees.

Mom was laying down the bowls and chopsticks, glanced at him and asked, "Did you get the results of the quiz a few days ago?"

He nodded and replied: "Come out, 98 points."

He secretly watched his mother's expression with some unease. He didn't get [-] points in the test. Will he not be allowed to watch cartoons later?

Sure enough, my mother frowned.

"What happened to the two points deducted? Is it because you don't know how to do it or because you are careless?"

"...There is an answer. My calculation in the draft is correct, but when I copied it on the test paper, I missed the decimal point."

"How could you make such a low-level mistake? I told you a long time ago that you have to develop the habit of checking the papers after you finish writing them. Who are you……"

"Okay, okay, stop talking." The man stopped his mother from continuing, and turned on the TV to the children's channel: "Let's eat first."

He bit his chopsticks and winked quietly at that person, and the other person also made a face at him while his mother was not paying attention, then picked up the fish eyes of the scallion oil perch and put them in his bowl: "Eat it."

The mother sighed helplessly: "You just spoil your son like this."

While wrestling with the smooth and round fish eyes with his chopsticks, he secretly pursed his lips and smiled and said, "Thank you, Dad."

Then, after a brief and vague pause, the dream changed scenes.

He knelt in front of his mother and wrote a letter of guarantee in the shredded paper all over the floor.

The corners of mother's mouth tensed into a straight line, asking him to repeat the contents of the guarantee letter over and over again.

"Guarantee, I will never paint again, I won't become gay, I won't make my mother angry, I won't make my mother sad, and I will be a child who will satisfy my mother. The guarantor is Gao Xun."

"Guarantee, I will never paint again, I won't become gay, I won't make my mother angry, I won't make my mother sad, and I will be a child who will satisfy my mother. The guarantor is Gao Xun."

"Guarantee………………"

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Gao Xun woke up from the dream and opened his eyes, sweating all over his body, the sky had already darkened, and he probably slept a lot this time.

He sat up and rubbed his eyes, and slowly buried his face between his legs and knees to adjust his breathing.

He remembered every detail of the dream, whether it was the way the peach blossoms were soaking in the puddle, or the fringe on the lace of the apron his father was wearing, or the fact that he didn't turn on the light when he knelt in front of his mother. The room, and the gloomy sky outside the window.

I remember everything clearly.

That's why he wakes up with a fright.

It wasn't just a dream.

That's all what actually happened.

After Gao Xun recovered, he got up from the bed and went to the living room to find water to drink. When he passed by the kitchen, he thought that he was burned too much and his eyes were blurred. Why is there someone cooking in there?He cooks bad food in the same strain as his mother, so the kitchen in this house is basically useless except for boiling some hot water.

Gao Xun pushed open the door, and Kuang Huaiye turned around, holding a long wooden spoon that looked extremely inappropriate for him. Gao Xun didn't remember having such a thing in his kitchen.

"Are you awake?" Kuang Huaiye smiled at him.

That's right, why did he forget that Kuang Huaiye was lying next to him when he fell asleep.He also took the initiative to hold Kuang Huaiye's hand and let him "touch" himself.Before "touching" himself, he cried while accusing Kuang Huaiye of playing with him because of his illness. He is a boring teenager... Although these words are not all wrong, but now he is a little better Thinking of it, it is inevitable that there will be a kind of embarrassment that jumps up.No matter how uncomfortable he has a fever, he shouldn't shed tears and lose his temper here at Kuang Huaiye, making it look like he was deliberately acting like a spoiled child with Kuang Huaiye.

When Kuang Huaiye saw Gao Xun pushing open the door and seeing his expression, he was surprised at first, and then slowly retracted it. His lowered eyes could no longer see any extra emotions, and he felt bad.

He was familiar with Gao Xun's appearance.

It's kind of like this every time they've gone to bed for a few minutes and tried to tell him to fuck off and let him go and don't forget to close the door.

Kuang Huaiye turned his head to turn off the gas.

"I'll leave right away. The food is still hot now, so wait until it's a little cooler before eating. Remember to take the medicine on the table after half an hour."

As he spoke, he dug out a small bowl from the cupboard and filled it with food.

After Gao Xun stood at the kitchen door for a while, he felt that his body was still weak and his head was dizzy. He was still in a fragile state at this time, and it was the most correct thing to let Kuang Huaiye leave his house as soon as possible.But the smell of the food in the kitchen was very fragrant, and the smell of fireworks was the same as the place he had just dreamed about, which made him nostalgic.

He couldn't say what he wanted Kuang Huaiye to leave, so he just leaned against the door frame and asked softly, "What is that?"

"...Congee, you have a fever, you should eat something light." Kuang Huaiye didn't expect that Gao Xun's mouth would not tell him to leave immediately, so he replied a little too late.

When the porridge was finished, Kuang Huaiye took it out: "Come and eat."

Gao Xun didn't object, and sat down at the table obediently.

Kuang Huaiye handed the spoon to him, he stirred the contents of the bowl, pointed to the red diced pieces and asked, "What is it?"

"carrot."

Gao Xun curled his lips: "The taste of carrots is very strange."

"I cut it very finely, and I can't eat anything strange."

Having said that, it does look quite broken, but Gao Xun just stirs it back and forth and doesn't put it in his mouth.

Kuang Huaiye took the spoon from his hand, scooped it up, blew it a few times, and handed it directly to his mouth: "Open your mouth."

"..." Gao Xun tried to take a sip.

The breath-holding and cautious look doesn't seem to be trying to see if there are carrots in it, but more like trying to see if there is poison in it.

When Kuang Huaiye looked at him like that, he found it a little funny and cute.

"Does it taste strange?" Kuang Huaiye asked.

Gao Xun ate a few more mouthfuls before shaking his head after appraising it.While eating, he felt that his head was heavy and he couldn't support it, so he lay softly on the table, rubbed his heavy eyelids and asked Kuang Huaiye: "Aren't you going to eat?"

"You can eat after feeding."

Gao Xun tried his best to eat half a bowl, and then waved to Kuang Huaiye to express that he couldn't eat any more.

Kuang Huaiye didn't persuade him anymore, picked up the bowl and drank the rest of the porridge.

During this period of time, their bodies have been used to seeing each other honestly, and they have done a lot of shameless things, but they are not as good as what they are seeing now. Kuang Huaiye ate without hesitation. He was embarrassed when the finished things came.He suddenly remembered a time when Kuang Huaiye clung to him and asked rudely if he wanted to have a date with him...

Gao Xun stopped looking at him with some awkwardness, and reached out to reach for the medicine on the table.

"Don't worry, take the medicine half an hour after the meal." Kuang Huaiye stopped him.

Gao Xun put his hands back under his head.

"But I'm starting to get sleepy."

Kuang Huaiye quickly finished his remaining half bowl of porridge, cleaned it up and put it in the sink: "Then let's chat for half an hour."