have hidden illness

Chapter 11 We can't be boyfriend and girlfriend, let's be good friends

On the Friday before the monthly exam, the school usually does not arrange evening self-study, and the students are sent home after the last class in the afternoon.

Gao Xun took all the clothes to be changed and returned to his small apartment on the other side of the city.

When I saw the fluffy pillow, my willpower was a little bit insufficient, and I didn’t bother to eat. Anyway, I don’t have to go to class tomorrow, and I don’t even think about whether my stomach will hurt by then. Nevermind.He wants to cherish this rare drowsiness that comes naturally without orgasm. He hastily took a shower and threw himself back on the bed, wanting to sleep until dawn.

Shame as any bad third-rate joke.

The natural drowsiness that had finally come to him was lost along with the bath water that washed over him.

Gao Xunqian lay on the bed in a daze.

The fluffy pillow under his head was now a dishonest liar, watching his inability to fall asleep.

After thinking about it, Gao Xun was still not reconciled, and tried to catch up again, scratching at the fleeting tail of sleepiness.

In the end, after ten minutes of rushing, I didn't catch it, and there was even a thin layer of sweat on my forehead.

Teacher Gao, who had no way to deal with his own body, struggled to fall asleep and failed, so he had to repeat the same mistakes and pick up his special night mobile phone.

Anyway, it's all like this, let's just have a good time, tomorrow is Saturday again...

Teacher Gao disassembled the lubricant he bought and only took it out once. He didn’t use the lubricant properly because he had to go to the police station to bring the troubled boy home. .

At ten o'clock in the morning of the next day, Mr. Gao, who had had a good time with him the night before, was woken up by the urgent ringtone of the mobile phone.

"……Hey?"

"Little Xun! I ran into my aunt in the city center just now."

Luo Xuege is the only girl who can call him Xiaoxun and call his mother Auntie in Gao Xun's life so far. Gao Xun's brain, which was still confused for a second, immediately turned on and put into use.

"Did she see your belly?"

"I see, she seems quite angry... I'm sorry, Xiao Xun, I... all blame Wan Ling for insisting on pulling me out to go shopping." Luo Xuege muttered an apology on the other end of the phone, when she volunteered to be Gao Xun's pawn She was the shield, and she met her husband, fell in love quickly, got married and got pregnant, and she was also the one who threw Gao Xun's graduating class of the third year of high school.

"What silly things are you talking about? I was planning to tell her, but I forgot about it because there have been many things going on recently."

"Well...but I think her complexion has become really bad..."

"Don't worry, it's okay." The pregnant woman was emotionally sensitive, Gao Xun in turn comforted her and hung up the phone as soon as possible.

It's nothing to say to Luo Xuege, he knew in his heart that within an hour, his mother would definitely come to the door as an uninvited guest.

He has to race against time to hide all the "indecent" things in the house before she airborne, for example, the new lubricant that made him play with it last night.

The sheets are to be changed too...

"Axue, is Xiaoxun all right?" Wan Ling watched his wife hang up the phone worriedly and took a sip of pearl milk tea, fearing that she would choke, so he immediately helped her with it.

"Should... hope it's okay."

Luo Xuege and Gao Xun are college classmates.

One Chinese department and one English department.

During the military training at the school, students from the two departments stayed together 1234 all day long. There were not many boys in the liberal arts department. If you look at the two departments, there are even fewer good-looking students. attention of the girls.

It's a pity that after observing for a period of time, this person not only cherishes words like gold, but also has a kind of indifference that rejects people thousands of miles away.

His indifference is not the kind of impoliteness, but he keeps a certain distance from everyone quietly and naturally, like a transparent cover to protect his body. No intention of going out.

Oil and salt do not enter, and the world is unstained.

The girls are very sorry, Gao Xun is good-looking, but he still has the energy to cover up.Then, choosing a boyfriend must be the caring and warm type, right?

They got acquainted with each other only after they were put into a group by the teacher because of public electives.

Luo Xuege was very nervous at the beginning, always worried that what he said or did not do well would make this Gao classmate who was full of aura who could only see from a distance disgusted, but the more he wanted to be more cautious, the more he was in a hurry, and because of this, he was in the company. There have been some minor problems in homework, all of which were caused by Gao Xun.

Perhaps sensing her nervousness, Gao Xun suggested that they could complete the homework together online.

Luo Xuege gradually felt that although Gao Xun was not very enthusiastic, he was actually very careful and patient. He was not as cold as he appeared on the surface, but these parts of him were so hidden that it was difficult for people to find them.

Seeing that the school year was coming to an end, and there would be no chance to be in a group with him again, Luo Xuege mustered up the courage to confess for the first time in his life.

At that time, Gao Xun directly rejected her, but he didn't even have a decent reason.

Didn't it say that women chase men's spacer yarn?At the instigation of her roommate, she decided to try again.

Therefore, Luo Xuege happily worked hard on delivering breakfast, pretending to meet by chance, making chocolates on Valentine's Day, and did not notice Gao Xun's complex expression that could not be explained in words.

Until Luo Xuege shyly handed him a wallet made by himself, Gao Xun finally pulled her away from the classroom door and came to a dead corner in the corridor.

She couldn't help but look forward to it secretly, is it true that sincerity is as good as gold and stones, a love story is about to be staged?

However, Gao Xun told her: I don't like girls.

That night Luo Xuege hid under the quilt and cried secretly.

For myself, and for Gao Xun who had a calm and indifferent expression when he confessed his sexuality to him.

Luo Xuege, who woke up with swollen eyes the next day, cheered up, checked a lot of relevant information on the Internet, and even browsed some gay dating platforms, and then found Gao Xun openly and told him, we are male and female friends. No, let's be good friends, it's pretty cool to have a gay honey like you.

Her words were beyond Gao Xun's expectation.

Xue Ge is a very good girl, he doesn't want her to waste time and energy on him, simply refusing is useless, in desperation, he can only directly tell her the reason of the impossibility.

He thought that the best result would be that Luo Xuege stopped chasing him, so he just pretended that he never knew him, that he never thought about being a good friend.

Gao Xun was stunned for a few seconds before smiling and shaking Luo Xuege's extended hand of friendship.

Luo Xuege felt that although he lost a chance to fall in love, it was quite a bargain to gain a good friend who didn't talk much but was actually a nice person.And anyway, there is no need to chase him, and there is no need to worry about image issues in front of Gao Xun, and it is easy and happy to eat together occasionally.

Gao Xun's mother met when they went to buy books in the biggest bookstore in the city.

She is a well-dressed, very temperamental woman.Because she had something to do, she greeted them and left quickly.

Luo Xuege and Gao Xun have been friends for a long time, and he can roughly guess his mood from his calm tone and indistinguishable expression.

After he saw his mother that time, he was in a bad mood.

In the days that followed, Luo Xuege only heard Gao Xun briefly mention that he was a single-parent family, and his mother was a middle school teacher. From his limited words, she could vaguely feel that his mother seemed to have a strong desire to control and treat him All aspects of the requirements are very strict.

As soon as Gao Xun graduated from university, his mother started arranging blind dates for him.

Luo Xuege could see Gao Xun's troubles and irritability. It was impossible to confess his sexuality to his mother. She suggested that she and Gao Xun go to his mother's place to show off. She didn't have a boyfriend at the time. Gao Xun has helped her a lot in school for several years, and now that her friend is in trouble, she should also step forward to help Gao Xun solve his urgent needs.

Gao Xun did not agree.

Until his mother met them outside together for the second time, this time she didn't leave in a hurry, but asked Luo Xuege to have dinner together.At the dinner table, she asked, "Xiao Luo, are you and Gao Xun good friends?"

Luo Xuege nodded.

She continued as if complaining: "Then you have to persuade Gao Xun for me. I have introduced so many good girls to him and he doesn't like any of them. I don't know what went wrong."

Hearing this, Luo Xuege was terrified, as if the unqualified test papers that he kept from his friends when he was a child were exposed in front of his parents, and Gao Xun didn't care about his previous proposal. Now, I’m actually his girlfriend.” The words popped out of his mouth.

When Gao Xun's mother heard this, her frowned eyebrows relaxed a little. After looking at her again, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she picked up the fish in front of her and put it in her bowl: "That's no wonder. Gao Xun, why don't you Tell mom sooner."

Luo Xuege silently said Xie and lowered his head to eat the piece of fish in the bowl.

When his mother saw this, she only thought she was shy. In fact, she really didn't want to avoid his mother's probing gaze, but wanted to avoid Gao Xun's death stare.

When Luo Xuege and Wan Ling fell in love, Wan Ling didn't know Gao Xun's sexual orientation, so he was often jealous.

Later, Luo Xuege found out that this person always saw Xiao Xun unhappy and guessed a thing or two. With Gao Xun's consent, he basically told him about these things before.

Wanling's crisis alert was lifted. Not only did Gao Xun feel very pleasing to the eye, but he also lamented to Luo Xuege several times that Gao Xun was not easy. After all, the current domestic social environment is still relatively difficult for homosexuals. We must have more friends care about him.

Luo Xuege smiled and gave her husband a slap angrily, don't let us, when did Xiao Xun become your friend.

Of course, Gao Xun would not blame Luo Xuege. Although he was against Luo Xuege's suggestion at first, he was the one who actually benefited from the misunderstanding. After all, his mother never forced him to meet different girls every rest day. child.

In fact, he may not be so busy that he didn't even have time to call his mother to tell his mother that he had "broke up" with Xue Ge, but he was very clear about the consequences of this call, and it was precisely because of this that he I always think that it takes only a few seconds to be easily distracted by other things.