After I was reborn, I became my sister-in-law

Chapter 57

Zhao Xiangyan can still pretend to be indifferent after saying it once, but he can't say it the second time anyway. After all, falling in love with one's brother is not something ordinary people can accept.

"..." Xiao Liyang gestured back and forth, "What do you mean?"

"literal meaning."

Xiao Liyang inhaled, "You—"

"Can you skip the digesting phase as soon as possible? I have other questions for you."

Xiao Liyang exhaled, "Ask."

Zhao Xiangyan didn't expect him to talk like jumping off a cliff, but he was a little uncomfortable, cleared his throat and started from the beginning.

When the world thinks you're dead, even if you're alive, you're still alone.

Probably the side of being Zhao Xiangyan is always covered up. When he and Xiao Liyang talked about all the things between him and Zhao Wei, it was like a diver who finally surfaced to breathe fresh air.

He didn't care what Xiao Liyang thought of such feelings, and he didn't care if Xiao Liyang thought he was long-winded. He even ignored the other party's attempts to interrupt him from asking questions several times. He just wanted to find someone to hold back those things that belonged to Zhao Xiangyan. Thoughts, emotions, and feelings are all spoken out, he needs someone to listen to him seriously, but the person who should listen to him the most says he is not worthy.

"That's it." Zhao Xiangyan talked too much at once, and suddenly stopped and the surrounding was a little weird, "Tell me what he thinks, my brother is not such a fickle person."

"Your brother is so patient..."

"My throat has been smoking for a long time, can you say something useful?" Zhao Xiangyan picked up the water glass and drank it down, put down the glass and completely let go of the embarrassment of talking about forbidden love, and went all out.

"I really don't understand. Does he know how hard it is to break someone like me from his own brother! How can you turn your face against him?"

Zhao Huan loved him since he was a child, so that Zhao Huan ignored his feelings when he was still having a fever, which made him unbearable.

"is it hard?"

Zhao Xiangyan glared at him, feeling that his pride had been hit.

"After listening to it, I think he didn't do anything, and you bent yourself."

Zhao Xiangyan wanted to refute, but after thinking about it carefully, since he knew Zhao Wei's thoughts for him, his brother really didn't do anything earth-shattering. He just took out the matter of loving him from a corner and spread it out in front of him, like a long scroll. A love letter, he received all his heart when he read the last word.

"Why haven't you left yet?"

Xiao Liyang turned his head, Xiu Ming looked at Ke Yan with dissatisfaction, he was going to kick him out.

Zhao Xiangyan regretted that he had said too much useless just now, he didn't hear anything from Xiao Liyang, at least a few words of comfort would do, he didn't want to leave.

"" You go to bed first, I'll talk to him later. "

Xiao Liyang didn't notice anything, Xiu Ming gritted his teeth: "Did you forget something?"

Later, Zhao Xiangyan watched Xiao Liyang push Xiuming back to the room like air, and stayed there for more than ten minutes before coming out.

"Is Xiu Ming so fast?" Zhao Xiangyan felt that he had been left alone for too long, so he deliberately raised his voice towards the door: "Be careful of kidney deficiency!"

"I just asked Xiu Ming about your brother."

Seeing Xiao Liyang's serious explanation, Zhao Xiangyan stopped, "What did you ask?"

"Don't be in a hurry, I was interrupted just now. Zhang He received a call from your brother. He said he would go to your ward to see you soon, but he didn't?"

Zhao Xiangyan nodded, "Zhang He said that what he said on the phone was different from what happened afterwards."

"Didn't anything happen in between?"

"No, I have a fever and I can't run around."

"Could it be that he has actually been to your ward?"

"Of course not, why don't you come in?"

After a few sentences, Zhao Xiangyan realized one thing. Although Xiao Liyang always gave people the feeling of lack of roots and worrying about his emotional intelligence, he was able to be admitted to the same university as Xiuming, and his IQ was never low.

"Could it be that he heard what you said?" Xiao Liyang just asked ordinaryly, and Zhao Xiangyan quickly recalled it.

As he thought about it, he murmured: "We have said so much, which sentence hit his sore spot? What is his sore spot?"

Xiao Liyang tilted his head while hugging the pillow, "Is it you?"

Zhao Xiangyan pursed his lips tightly, feeling a lot of uncertainty in his heart, so he had to give a rough outline of what he had talked with Zhang He, and Xiao Liyang listened silently.

I have said almost everything I can think of. Zhao Xiangyan seems to have no more energy to analyze. It is too difficult to figure out what a person is thinking. They say that you don’t guess what girls are thinking. He has talked with so many girlfriends. Which girl is more difficult to guess than the mind of a big man like his brother.

"You say it doesn't matter if you live or not." Xiao Liyang grasped the key point and was very sensitive to the concept of 'suicide', "If he really heard your words, it would be really cruel."

Zhao Xiangyan tried to explain that he had very good reasons to defend himself, and he didn't really want to die, but he opened his mouth and said nothing.

"You don't care about life or death, but you don't care about him."

"Of course not! I didn't know he was at the door!" Zhao Xiangyan was already sure that Zhao Wei changed his mind after hearing what he said.

"So he thinks you are telling the truth."

"This—" Zhao Xiangyan was very anxious, and knew that there was no need to explain to Xiao Liyang.

"If I were him, I would have PTSD." Xiao Liyang's eyelids drooped. He seldom has real feelings for other people's affairs, but he really felt that Zhao Wei was a little pitiful.

"Living people are the hardest, especially Zhao Wei. I remember the time you asked Xiuming to meet him back in China. Xiuming didn't make up any complicated reasons. He really only said one thing about you, and he flew back by plane overnight. Yes. He thought you left some words, and he rushed back without hesitation just because of this sentence that might have nothing to do with him. One can imagine how happy he is to know that you are alive. Zhao Xiangyan, this is the same as my situation Totally different."

Zhao Xiangyan was terrified when he heard it, and was relieved by the last sentence.

"When I was lying in the hospital, Xiu Ming still had a chance to pray that I was alive. You are really dead."

Zhao Xiangyan understood what he meant, how precious is the hope born of despair.

"I used to envy you very much. You have a good family and a good personality. I can hardly find any faults in you. Everyone is willing to be friends with you. You have never lost, and you don't understand this kind of suffering. You I just said that your brother has a heart problem, as far as I know, if the ventricular fibrillation is serious, you need regular defibrillation, if this is the case, if your brother says that it doesn't matter, the heart will let him go, and he will die, what will happen to you?"

Zhao Xiangyan refused a hundred times, and became angry just thinking about it.

"The man by the sea said that your brother wanted to commit suicide countless times, but he didn't. Why did he persist? Isn't it easier to die?"

"Because he cares about your mother."

Zhao Xiangyan felt the belated pain.

Xiao Liyang relaxed and leaned back on the sofa, "So he feels that you don't care about him at all."

"No..." Zhao Xiangyan was speechless, how could he not understand such a simple truth, he really didn't know that Zhao Wei would hear what he said, maybe he was right?When he said this, did he think about what would happen to Zhao Wei if he really had a bad situation?

What Xiao Liyang said was right, it sounded too cruel to Zhao Wei.He really "doesn't deserve" the love Zhao Wei gave him.

"But...Xiu Ming told me before that you brothers are very different, but I think you two are exactly the same in hypocrisy, so it's easy to do."

"No, who are you talking about?? You saying we will do it???" Zhao Xiangyan stared at him in disbelief, the depression and soreness in his heart were dispelled by Xiao Liyang's words.

"That's right, don't waste your life, it's too late to get under the covers and have fun." After speaking, he yawned and blocked Zhao Xiangyan's next words.

In the end, Zhao Xiangyan was kicked out, because Xiu Ming didn't sleep at all, and couldn't bear it anymore, probably waiting for Xiao Liyang to do exercise before going to bed.

Leaving Xiao Liyang's house and being blown by the cold wind outside, Zhao Xiangyan felt a lot more awake.

What he said, the water that was thrown out, it is useless for him to rush to Zhao Wei to admit his mistakes now, not to mention that Zhao Wei will not believe it, and he himself may not really be just talking.But these are not important, the important thing is that he knows what Zhao Wei cares about, then it will be easy to handle, it's just a matter of time.

He took out his mobile phone and sent a very normal text message to Zhao Wei: I have to go to class during the day, if mom wakes up, tell me as soon as possible.

The other side replied in seconds: Yes.

Yo, this is staring at his chat box in a daze.Zhao Xiangyan suddenly felt a little complacent, isn't he worthy?Then I will work hard to be worthy.

Su Shaoyun woke up earlier than expected. She is recovering from the trauma and her mental state is not bad, but her memory of the moment before the fall is scattered. The doctor said it was only temporary and she would recover within a month at most, so don't worry.

Zhao Wei took Su Shaoyun home, and hired a professional nurse to take care of her. With Qin Peirong, the house suddenly became lively. The nurse was only there during the day, and it was Qin Peirong at night. She was originally careful and thoughtful. After this incident, she became more cautious, which made Su Shaoyun a little embarrassed.

Zhao Wei sent a message to Zhao Xiangyan saying that Su Shaoyun had been discharged from the hospital as agreed, and asked him to come over whenever he was free.

In a few days it will be winter vacation, other senior high school students will delay their self-study at school no matter what their grades are. Only Zhao Xiangyan disappeared after school in the afternoon. Several exams have proved his strength. Not only did he not cheat, but he may be the only student in the school who has been admitted to a prestigious school in the past few years. This will become the key to the change of Yanli Middle School's word-of-mouth. I don't know how to get used to him.

Zhao Xiangyan stepped on the meal and entered the door, first took a look inside, Zhao Wei was at home, very good.It's just that Zhao Huan went back to the room as soon as he entered the door. Zhao Xiangyan caught the difference of his brother from that figure - Zhao Huan hadn't worn glasses for a long time.

But a few months later, with the same four people at the dinner table, the atmosphere was completely different.Although Su Shaoyun and Zhao Yan didn't talk much, the atmosphere was quite relaxed. There were only so few people in the family, and it didn't matter what table manners were.

Zhao Huan ate in silence, taking his time. Zhao Xiangyan didn't often stare at his brother before, but the more he looked at him like this, the more he liked it, especially after Zhao Huan put on his glasses, it was as if time had gone back and his brother was still the same old brother.

He suddenly realized a problem, which was purely a personal guess. It seemed that Zhao Wei only wore glasses when he was his younger brother?But this doesn't stop him from committing a nympho towards Zhao Wei.

He poked a hole in the middle of the rice, and he didn't eat a few bites of the food.The glasses blocked Zhao Huan's sight, and he didn't restrain himself until Zhao Huan raised his head and gave him a warning look.

After the meal, Qin Peirong brought medicines to Su Shaoyun after finishing her work, and after Su Shaoyun took them one by one, she asked her to sit down and rest quickly.As a result, after a while, Zhao Yun called Qin Peirong away alone, and Qin Peirong went downstairs without knowing what to say.

Zhao Xiangyan looked towards the door inexplicably, and behind him Zhao Wei took the initiative to talk to him: "Ke Yan, come here."

In the middle of the living room, Su Shaoyun glanced at Zhao Wei, and then at him.Zhao Xiangyan went over to sit down, and Zhao Wei sat next to him a short distance away, and said, "Mom, there is something I want to tell you today."

Zhao Xiangyan had a bad feeling.

"I know this matter sounds very unacceptable, but it is indeed the truth, Ke Yan is actually um—"

The following content was knocked out by a kiss.Two patches of Zhao Wei's lips were soft, his body was thrown back, and he froze in place.

Zhao Xiangyan grabbed his brother's collar to deepen the kiss, for fear that Su Shaoyun would not see what they were doing.Sure enough, Su Shaoyun let out a small exclamation, but it didn't sound like disgust.

After the kiss was over, Zhao Xiangyan winked at Zhao Huan slyly, then turned to Su Shaoyun and said, "It's Zhao Huan's boyfriend."

He clung to Zhao Wei's arm tightly in an inescapable posture, and smiled brightly: "Auntie, I love him so much, didn't you ask me if I liked him last time, I didn't dare to admit it at the time, now I have to face my own heart. I love Zhao Wei to death. Without him, my sky is gray, the air is bitter, and every second is like a year! I know that I am not worthy of him now, but he has promised Give me a chance, I will work hard. Since you also saw my thoughts last time, it will be a matter of time anyway, so I will change my words first, Mom! Just promise to let us be together!"

It feels so good to be shameless!Zhao Xiangyan thought to himself.