easy love

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Zhuang Muku sat in front of the door all night without closing his eyes. This night he thought a lot, from his acquaintance with Rococo to their life together.

A little reconciled, these are not all his faults at all, why did things happen like this, isn't the other party responsible?

He smoked one cigarette after another, and he, who always loves to be clean, threw the cigarette butts all over the floor, but even so, he still couldn't drive away the restlessness and anxiety in his heart.After one night, the whole person was extremely decadent.

"click"

The sound of the door opening made Zhuang Mu jump up.

"Xiao Ke..."

Rococo looked haggard, his eyes were red and swollen, and he was sleepless all night.

After thinking about it all night and brewing it all night, I blurted it out.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? You can tell me that you care and that you will be jealous. As long as you tell me, I will know what to do."

Rococo was a little weak for such an argument, and he didn't want to continue.

"Don't you even have this self-awareness?"

Zhuang Mu smiled wryly.

"I thought and analyzed all night yesterday. To be honest, I was still a little happy in my heart. I finally realized that you care about me so much. I have lived with you for so many years, but I feel that I I have never really entered your life. When you encounter things, you solve them silently. I am by your side, but you don’t discuss with me. I have entertainment, and you always look very understanding, whether it is Under no circumstances, you would never act like a baby to me and ask me to stay, as if you never needed me. Sometimes even I myself feel that you are so indifferent. Why do you always look like you want to push me away It looks like it's all your fault!"

"This is what you've been thinking about all night? Lawyer Zhuang! You haven't reflected on yourself at all! You're changing concepts secretly! Talk about him!"

"I just want to ease our relationship."

"These are not the main contradictions, you should be clear."

"..." Of course he knew it well, but he really had nothing to explain about Du Zhibin. He was indeed tempted at that time.Even to this day, he still can't figure out why he was so emotional that day, and even regarded Du Zhibin as Rococo.

"I'm sorry, Xiao Ke, forgive me this time, okay, I swear there will never be a next time."

"Zhuang Mu." Luo Keke raised his eyes and looked at him with some pain, "I can't believe you. You bring him to our house, and I will treat him as a younger brother just like you, and love him just like you He and take care of him. But you guys do so many things behind my back, you make me feel like a big fool, a big joke."

"Do you know what I was thinking yesterday? I was thinking, in this family, you two may be flirting like lovers when and where I can't see it. Just thinking about it makes me... You'll feel cold all over."

"Don't do this." Zhuang Mu rushed up and hugged Rococo, who was crying, and saw the suitcase packed behind him, and panicked, Zhuang Mu grabbed the suitcase and packed the things one by one The pieces were thrown out.

"I won't let you go!"

"We both need space for each other to calm down."

"No." Zhuang Mu pressed Rococo on the bed, restrained his hands, and tore his clothes. His fiery lips and tongue crazily absorbed the other person's body temperature, and felt the other person's existence forcefully, as if not Doing so will make the other party disappear forever.

"Slap!" A crisp slap hit the man's face.

Luo Keke stared blankly at the red marks on Zhuang Mu's face, and the two fell into a brief silence, just looking at each other.

"If you hit me to relieve your anger, hit me. As long as you can forgive me, it doesn't matter." Zhuang Mu grabbed Rococo's arm like a life-saving straw.

"Don't leave me, please, you don't know how much I was worried and scared all night last night, it doesn't matter, please forgive me, please don't leave me. It was all my fault before, I know my past is full of bad things, But, only that time, really, the only time since I met you, I really regarded him as you. Forgive me, don't leave me. I can't live without you." Zhuang Mu was a little incoherent, his voice trembling.

"Zhuang Mu, what I care about is that you lied to me. You treated me like a fool, and you lied to me for three years. During these three years, I treated A Bin as a younger brother just like you. Do you always The first time you cooked for you, you were snickering in your heart! Laughing at me for being an idiot! I couldn’t even see the eye contact between you!”

"No! No! Never! How on earth do you want to believe me?!"

"I don't know, I can't convince myself to believe you at all."

Zhuang Mu hugged him tightly, buried his head on his neck and murmured "I love you" affectionately over and over again, but the other person remained stiff and said nothing.

"Say it! Say you love me too!" Zhuang Mu almost cried out.

Tears slid into the clothes, hot, Rococo closed his eyes and clenched his fists.He loves him, but what if he loves him?

"Zhuang Mu, I can't forgive betrayal."

"..."

Luo Keke left the place where he lived for three years, hid in Luo Xiaoxiao's house, and was locked in the guest room alone.

Luo Xiaoxiao was really worried, but no matter how much he asked him, he didn't answer. In a fit of anger, Luo Xiaoxiao threw the two children to Zeng Ting and found Zhuang Mu's house.

After learning the whole story from Zhuang Mu, Luo Xiao trembled pettishly, jumped up, and pointed at the haggard and slovenly Zhuang Mu, crying and cursing.

"You are really not a thing! I could vomit blood with anger when I heard it. Think about it, how painful is Xiao Ke's heart when she finds out about this! How dare you hide this kind of thing? You treat him as Idiot, still treat him as a fool! You think you can hide it for a lifetime. You still bring that kid home every day, what do you make Xiao Ke think? If I encounter such a thing, I can kill you with a knife. "

Luo Xiaoxiao stomped her foot hard.

"What the hell is all this, you deserve it! You think you can hide it! If you want people to know about it, you have to do it yourself. You, a senior intellectual who has studied, want me to teach you these things? !I'm furious!"

"sister……"

"Don't bully me, I'm not as old as you!" Luo Xiaoxiao picked up the photo on the ground and gritted her teeth when she saw it, "You really shouldn't hide it from him, anyone is good, how can it be him What! Aren’t you slapping Xiao Ke’s face?!”

"I really can't remember the situation at that time. I just remember that my head was groggy, and my consciousness was blurred. When I woke up the next day, I was dumbfounded. I couldn't remember the memory of the previous night at all. gone."

"Could it be that you were drugged?"

"..."

"Is what you just said true?"

"How dare you hide it? I remembered it when you reminded me, but why did he do that?"

"Who knows? Only you know about the bastards of the two of you!" Luo Xiaoxiaobai glanced at him, shook the photo, got up and wanted to leave, but Zhuang Mu grabbed his arm.

"Xiao Xiao, help me take good care of him."

"You don't need to tell me about it, I will do it too. I am his sister, and I will always stand by his side. When the time comes... If something really happens then, don't blame me."

"I know what to do. Thank you."

When Luo Xiaoxiao came home, Luo Keke was sitting on the sofa in a daze, and Xiaonan and Xiaobei were playing obediently beside him.

"Zeng Ting, you watch the child, I'll cook." Luo Xiaoxiao took off the apron on Zeng Ting's body, turned around and said softly, "Xiao Ke, my sister will cook carrot rice for you."

carrot? !Don't think about it!Don't want to think about it!

"Don't eat!" The cold words scared the two children into tears, Luo Keke lowered his eyebrows, got up and went back to the room, "I'm sorry."

Zeng Ting grabbed Luo Xiaoxiao who wanted to catch up.

"Let him be alone, no one else can intervene in the affairs of the two of them."

"What other people? I'm his sister!" Luo Xiaoxiao yelled in dissatisfaction, seeing Zeng Ting's insistence, she had to give up, and said with red eyes, "It's all to blame for that bastard! How could I have imagined that he would hide so many things from him. "

"Don't cry, don't scare the child." Zeng Ting gently hugged Luo Xiaoxiao into his arms, "Everyone will pass through all kinds of disasters, think about us, they will also survive. "

"Yes." Luo Xiaoxiao sniffed, "If I can be happy, so can he."

The words of the two fell into Rococo's ears. He sat on the bed and touched the key in his trouser pocket, thinking of many things.

"Xiao Ke, I'm actually a little worried about gains and losses. I often wonder if you will leave me."

"Why did I leave you?" Rococo asked with a smile.

"I'm afraid I'm not as good as you think."

"How do you know that you are good in my heart?"

"Ah! Then you think I'm very bad?" Zhuang Mu turned over and pressed Luo Keke under him, with his hands stuck around his neck, "Quickly tell the truth, or I'll kill you."

Rococo didn't answer, just laughed.

"I remembered, there is a saying that goes like this, men are not bad, women don't love."

Rococo flew up and put his foot on the man's belly.

"Fuck you, I'm not a woman."

"Then I don't care, eat first and then talk!" Zhuang Mu jumped up and gnawed and bit.

Luo Keke shoved and shoved away, but suddenly the opponent's movements stopped, but the person who raised his head was staring at his eyes, hesitating to speak.

"If...I mean if...you find out that something is different from what you think, will you be angry?"

"It depends on what. You won't do anything to be sorry to me, right?" Luo Keke pushed Zhuang Mu away, sat up and looked at Zhuang Mu seriously.

"Haha... how is it possible..."

These fragments made Rococo's head a mess, he stopped thinking about it, and dialed the phone number of the unit.

"Hey, Mr. Lin, I have thought about the matter you mentioned about going abroad for further study."

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