God, I'm tired

Chapter 15

The floor of Su Yan's house is really quite high, with a full five floors. Su Yan silently looked up at the height, looked at the people around him, and said, "Ah Han, the squad leader's house is on the first floor, we can borrow it."

"No need." Lin Han squatted down and patted his shoulder, "I'll carry you up."

"Is your hand alright?" Su Yan looked worriedly at the bandaged arm that had just gone to the hospital.

"no problem."

Su Yan finally climbed onto Lin Han's back, and his legs automatically clamped around Lin Han's waist, making it easier for Lin Han to hold his hands. Lin Han's steps were not as steady as Zhao Yuan's, but for some reason, he felt that Lin Han It was very touching to be able to step on the stairs and carry him up the stairs step by step after being injured. Except for the forced kiss, Lin Han was really kind to him.

Thinking about it, Lin Han's grudge in Su Yan's heart suddenly loosened, and his head, which he was trying to lift up, leaned against Lin Han's neck as before.

Feeling the change in Su Yan, Lin Han felt the pain in his hands, and his steps became more steady. He couldn't even breathe when he reached the fifth floor. After putting down his luggage, he went downstairs to get his luggage. After putting the luggage away, Lin Han rolled away silently. Going to the hotel to pick up his own things, Su Yan raised his eyebrows, but he didn't object.

Su Yan dragged the luggage to the room by himself, and arranged the things. Because the layout of the room was not complicated, he arranged it happily and didn't feel uncomfortable at all. Finally, he plugged in the network cable, and the pure white photo frame was still upside down on the table.

He picked up the photo frame, the young man in the photo was still smiling warmly, but for some reason, Su Yan felt as if it had been a long time, and his feelings towards the young man seemed to have changed.

From the moment Lin Han kissed him, he felt as if something had changed. He liked Qingyuan for five years, but now he couldn't remember why he liked him, time was too easy to wash things away.

He was 12 years old that year, the first day of junior high school, and had just moved from his father's house to his mother's house. He was rebellious, self-willed, beat his classmates, made friends with bad boys, did all kinds of bad things, and even stole money from his mother.

At that time, he hated the world, he hated his parents, he hated his own birth, he couldn't accept being a child, why should he be different from other children, and suffer so much pain.

Once again by chance, he entered a novel website, and then read Qing Yuan's first book, which was still small and transparent. The story of an ordinary country boy climbing to the top step by step.

The story is almost the same as all the cultivation streams, but he just read it, witnessing a little person step by step, relying on the indomitable heart and persistence to reach the top.

Seeing him in the test, his legs are bloody and bloody, watching him fall off the cliff and desperately trying to survive, watching him struggling step by step, advancing step by step.

Gradually, that little person appeared in his life and in his dreams, and he had an inexplicable thought and emotion about this person.

Until the ancestor of the enemy family kills the protagonist's family, draws the souls of the protagonist's family members and parents and refines them in the soul-refining streamer, and when he persecutes the protagonist, he is out of control. on him.

That night, Su Yan, who had been rebellious for many years and had never shed tears until his bones were broken, covered his mouth and buried himself in the pillow, crying bitterly, crying out all his grievances.

Then he started chasing each of Qing Yuan's books, every protagonist and every supporting role in the book seemed to fill his emotional void.

He began to control his emotions, he began to study hard, and he began to sever the relationship with bad boys. Qing Yuan's book was like salvation, giving him a new life.

Because he likes the main characters, he likes Qing Yuan. Su Yan realizes a question, would he still like Qing Yuan without those main characters?If Qing Yuan in reality doesn't touch his soul like the people in his book, would he still like Qing Yuan?

For the first time, Su Yan questioned his feelings.

He put the photo frame in the drawer, lay on his back on the bed, covered his eyes with his hands, could it be that the five years of relationship were just his own embezzlement of the feelings that he could not get in touch with the characters in the book...

So what has he been chasing all this time?

A person came into Su Yan's room, and that person sat on the bed, covering Su Yan's hand covering his eyes, and instantly Su Yan's restless emotions were calmed down.

"What are you thinking?" Lin Han asked, the boy's aura just now was like that of Su Rong. Lin Han knew Su Yan in the fifth grade. At that time, Su Rong appeared very frequently. Whenever he wanted to get close to Su Yan , Su Rong would look at him defensively, like a city wall, separating him and Su Yan firmly.

Lin Han thought Su Yan was strange at the beginning. One second he was docile, but the next second he was domineering. Later he realized that this was called dual personality.

Behind the multiple personalities is a strong inferiority complex and fragility. The closer Lin Han gets to Su Yan, the more distressed he feels. Gradually, he finds that he likes Su Yan.

The two parties with dual personalities have no perception or memory of each other, but Su Rong knows everything about Su Yan.He secretly kissed Su Yan once before, and was directly sent to the hospital by Su Rong the next day.

Until Su Yan entered junior high school, Su Rong seemed to be suppressed. Su Yan would not suffer excessive injuries and strong emotional fluctuations, and Su Rong would hardly appear.

These days, it's a little more frequent.

He understands too many multiple personalities, disharmony in family relationships, and severe cases can lead to multiple personality disorders in children.

He doesn't know much more about Su Yan's family background than Zhao Yuan. Except that his parents divorced and the two gave birth to new children, he doesn't know anything. He has been classmates with Su Yan for many years, and he has never met Su Yan's parents. .

"I'm not thinking about anything." Su Yan patted Lin Han's hand away and stood up, shaking his head.

"Xiaoyan, I want to ask you something." Lin Han still couldn't help it, "I don't seem to have heard you mention your parents before."

"Parents..." Su Yan read these two words softly, looking at the window, as if recalling, "Ahan, do you really want to know? The head teacher said that he wanted to help my parents before the college entrance examination, and accompany me home on Labor Day , okay?"

"it is good."

Su Yan's cooking is delicious, Zhao Yuan's cooking is delicious, Lin Han... cooking is very technical.

So when Lin Han suggested that he cook, Su Yan immediately picked up his mobile phone and dialed the takeaway number.

Lin Han looked at the sky in disappointment.

The two went back to their rooms after dinner. Su Yan sat on the bed and looked at his dirty clothes, slightly sad. Is this the rhythm of having to wear this clothes to sleep!Itchy, uncomfortable, humming.

Su Yan had the rhythm of rolling around on the ground and crying bitterly. Suddenly, his ears moved, and he seemed to hear footsteps coming from outside the door. The next second, the door was knocked, and Lin Han's voice was heard. Come in: "Xiao Yan."

"Yes, come in." Su Yan shouted, and then continued to think about rolling around on the ground.

Lin Han opened the door and came in with the corners of his mouth curled up. As expected, Xiao Yan must be uncomfortable wearing dirty clothes. He pretended not to know and walked over: "Xiao Yan, what's wrong?"

"Hmm, my clothes are so dirty, I can't take them off by myself, my body is itchy." Su Yan raised his head.He looked at Lin Han with tears in his eyes, as if he was coming to bully me, ah no, come to help me.

"Do you need help?" Lin Han walked and rubbed Su Yan's hair cooperatively.

Su Yan bit his lip, nodded, humming, anyway, it was not the first time Lin Han helped him change clothes, Ahan changed his clothes after fights when he was a child.

Lin Han first asked Su Yan to get his uninjured arm out of the sleeve of the school uniform, and then he carefully supported Su Yan's head, trying not to touch the gauze tied to the head, and tossed for a while before pulling his head out of the collar out, and then get the other hand out.

The light in the room was not turned on. Su Yan sat on the bed with his upper body bare, facing the window, bathed in the moonlight. Lin Han's eyes were a little deep, and he felt a surge of anger pouring into his abdomen. The boy's skin was very white, and the blue blood vessels were faintly visible. The two spots on his chest are pink. At this time, the boy raised his head undefended to reveal his white and slender swan neck, and stared at him with a pair of clear eyes. Lin Han had the urge to directly press the person in front of him on the bed. .

He squatted down and patted Su Yan's leg: "Lift your leg up."

Su Yan was stunned for a moment, his face turned red, and he stammered, "I can make the pants myself, really." Asking others to help take off the pants... blah blah.

"Lift up." Lin Han repeated in an irresistible tone.

Su Yan had no choice but to raise his legs obediently. Lin Han clasped the waistband of his trousers with his hands, and took them off at an extremely slow speed, carefully avoiding the broken and sprained calves and ankles that were hit by wooden clips. The hot hand brushed the cool thigh inadvertently.

Su Yan trembled, cursing himself that it was enough, looking at the man kneeling between his legs, raised his head uncomfortably to the ceiling, and warned himself not to think about it, Lin Han is a good brother...a good brother... .

The corners of Lin Han's mouth were slightly raised, it seemed that Su Yan still responded to him, it's okay, the future will last forever.

Throwing the school pants that he took off aside, Lin Han put his hands on the underwear. Su Yan was startled, and hurriedly pressed his hand, saying, "I can do this myself!"

Lin Han didn't insist, after all, it's not good to scare people away, so he went to the bathroom to fetch water.Taking advantage of this gap, Su Yan quickly took off the underwear, the movement was too big, accidentally pulled the wound, and grinned in pain, he swore that he would overcome his cleanliness addiction in the future, blah blah.

When Lin Han came back from the clothes room, he saw Su Yan clutching the quilt, huddled into a ball, with only one head exposed, looking at him with eyes that shot out: Lin Han, hello, Lin Han, goodbye message.

Lin Han "..."

Lin Han walked over and patted his head and said, "Don't make trouble, come out quickly."

Su Yan didn't move when he heard the wind, and a voice came from under the quilt: "Leave the water basin, I can do it myself."

Lin Han didn't object, picked up the towel and wrung it dry, handed it to Su Yan, then turned his back, hey, why did he turn his back!

Su Yan wiped his body indiscriminately, rolled himself into small balls again, and poked Lin Han: "I'm fine."

Lin Han casually threw the towel into the sink, climbed onto the bed and took out a set of clothes, then looked at Su Yan.

The two looked at each other with big eyes.

"I can do the clothes myself, really." Look at my sincere eyes.

Lin Han raised his eyebrows, and the corners of his mouth curled up: "Don't think I didn't hear you crying for pain."

Su Yan "..."

The two confronted each other, and Su Yan was completely defeated. He muttered to himself that we are all men, and we are all men, so why don't we just help our brothers change underwear, pants, and clothes!But my good brother likes him!fall!Mu Guanxi, Mu Guanzi, Lin Han Tongzi has always followed his word, he promised, it should be fine... right?

Su Yan let go of the quilt obediently, Lin Han lifted Su Yan's legs first and put the white underwear inside. When he pulled Su Yan's thighs, his hands paused, and the pink little Su Yan was lying there softly, looking at him. .

Lin Han finally knew what it means to not die if you don't die, and suppressed the restlessness in your abdomen. Fortunately, the room was not lit.

Quickly put on Su Yan's underwear, and then carefully put on a loose vest and big pants, Lin Han quickly got up and waved, Su Yan, hello, Su Yan, goodbye!

Hey, Ahan, what are you doing running so fast?

Ahan, the water basin is still not upside down!

Ahan, are you in a hurry to pee?

Congratulations to Su Yan for guessing half right~

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