nyslfriends Chapter 27
Chapter 27
Seeing this, he eagerly flipped through the diary, wanting to be sure of something, he gradually held his breath, his mind froze, and he couldn't care about anything.Afterwards, Du Ruolan seemed to come back to life, she quit her job without telling her family, packed her bags and went to find Fu Yingsheng.When she set foot on that small town full of joy, her heart suddenly fell silent again.Grabbing the detailed address that she spent a lot of effort to inquire about from her classmates, she searched for it step by step.Standing in front of the green brick house, she hesitated to go in, when suddenly a woman came out, and the woman was about to feed the chickens.Seeing her, ask her who she is looking for.She wondered if this was Fu Yingsheng's home, the woman smiled and answered yes, Fu Yingsheng is still in school and hasn't come back yet.She plucked up the courage to ask the woman if she was Mrs. Fu Yingsheng. Her words were already very abrupt. The woman nodded in surprise and asked her what she wanted to do with Fu Yingsheng. She turned around and ran away without saying anything.After rushing directly back to the bus station and on the way back, she was again speechless and weeping.After all, it was too late, and she couldn't destroy his stable life again.
Back at her alma mater, she walked through all the places the two had been to, and finally went home, and found Dong Qian's contact information, and the two made an appointment to meet.When they met again, the two still had nothing to say.Dong Qian took out a piece of paper from her bag and pushed it over, stood up and turned her back to her, and said softly: "Ruolan~ Are you too stupid~ Is it worth it?" She held the piece of paper, tears streaming down, Is it worth it?Is it worth it?She didn't know, she stuck the piece of paper to her heart, she only knew that she wanted to live, grabbed a straw, and struggled to the death!
On August 1993, 8, it was raining heavily, and I rushed in. There were a few large characters on the door - XX Children's Welfare Institute.Finally found.
Under the leadership of the dean, I saw the little child in a room full of children.At the age of five, he can already walk and is fighting for a dirty toy with another little girl.I walked over, smiled at him, stroked his hair, light brown, soft hair, his skin is very fair, very thin, very similar to his father.I hugged him gently, and I couldn't help crying.I brought him home, named him Fu Lin, registered for household registration, and Fu Lin~Fu Lin~ will be my son from now on, and I will be my mother.
Is this the truth?He couldn't help trembling all over his body, his fingers trembled so much that he couldn't hold the paper, his breathing was short of breath, and a bad breath was stuck in his chest.Repressed, he continued to flip, almost tearing it.The following records many of her daily life in taking care of children, many of which overlap with his memories.Turning to that page, he stopped and stared.
On April 1995, 4, a few days ago, there was a phone call at home. My mother was suffering from cancer, and it was like a bolt from the blue.My father had a stroke a few years ago, and he was unable to farm for a long time, and had been recuperating at home.The family couldn’t afford several people to study at the same time. The elder brother went out to work after graduating from junior high school.The burden of the family was suddenly reduced, and my savings have been used up in the past few years in raising Lin Lin.what to do?what do I do?My parents have raised me for so many years, can I not honor them in the end?Now my mother is still in the hospital, and the operation is imminent, but where can I get so much money?
On April 1995, 4, I knew I couldn't do this kind of thing, and once I did it, I couldn't turn back!But I can't help it, Lin Lin is about to go to school, I can't let him suffer.
It rained heavily on August 2003, 8. I didn't expect Yunfeng to come to me. I took him out of the workplace and sat down to talk in another quiet place. I thought something happened at home and he needed money.But Yunfeng actually said that he would take me away, where can I go?There is nothing I can turn back, and I have long since lost my way out.We drank a lot and on the way back it started to rain heavily.Yunfeng kissed me suddenly, I was terrified, I am his own sister~ how could he do this!I just didn’t expect that Lin Lin saw all of this, Lin Lin misunderstood, and ran out like crazy, I was terrified to follow, but Lin Lin ran too fast, I quickly lost it, I looked around, it was almost dawn Just came back and waited.After Lin Lin came back, he took a shower and packed his luggage. I begged him, but Lin Lin refused to turn back. I had no choice but to let him go.I am so heartbroken, how could this happen, who can tell me what to do!