nyslfriends Chapter 187 Nostalgia and Reluctance (Subscribe)
Chapter 187 Nostalgia and Reluctance (Subscribe)
Although Song Hongli didn't say it, he kept it in his heart.
"Ali got up." One morning, Song Hongli was woken up again by Su Zhaoxue. I don't know when he had gotten used to Su Zhaoxue's unusual coldness.
Feeling the kiss on his lips, Song Hongli smiled, got up and went to the bathroom.
Looking at the person in the mirror, he was slightly in a trance.
The person inside was clearly himself, but it made him feel a little unrecognizable.
He didn't go to work at home these days, but his complexion seemed to be a lot worse. His face was pale and bloodless, his forehead was faintly black, and his body seemed to have lost more than a circle.
Looking at the bruises on his arms, Song Hongli smiled nonchalantly and soaked his body in the hot water.
Someone once said that love is not blindly accepted, but also paid. Song Hongli once thought he understood the meaning of this sentence, but now, it is a complete epiphany.
He couldn't deny that he fell in love with Su Zhaoxue, and even though he knew that he was dead and they shouldn't be together at all, he still couldn't help falling in love with her.
Song Hongli often thinks these days, if he hadn't rejected the old woman at that time, would he be better off?
Without the ghost by his side, he will no longer be corrupted by yin, and he can find other lovers and spend this life peacefully.
However, will such a self still find true love?
In order to love Su Zhaoxue, Song Hongli gave up a lot at the moment of decision, paid a lot, and even things that many people dare not think of.
Health and life are lost in this effort, but he is enjoying himself.
Just because the person he loves is Su Zhaoxue.
He is also regretting why he didn't find this person earlier, even if it were a little earlier, their lives would be different.
However, many things are just coincidences. Meeting the right person at the wrong time.
When Su Zhaoxue was alive, she kept waiting for Song Hongli, but she waited for Death.
And Song Hongli never looked back to pay attention to her, to the person who had been chasing him.
Death is pain, but it brings unexpected harvest, that is love.
"Ali, we don't seem to have taken a photo together"々.
Sitting in the living room after breakfast, Su Zhaoxue said with some regret that apart from their high school graduation photos, they really didn't have a single photo of the two of them.
Thinking of this, Su Zhaoxue smiled bitterly.
It used to be that she didn't dare and couldn't do anything, but now, she couldn't.
Seeing the disappointment in Su Zhaoxue's eyes in his heart, Song Hongli suddenly laughed, he pulled him to do it, went to the drawer to get a pencil and a piece of white paper, and sat across from him.
"Who said it can't be made up now, sit down and we'll take pictures now.
Song Hongli smiled lightly and saw the pen and paper in his hand.
Su Zhaoxue also understood his intention. Song Hongli once learned to sketch, although he couldn't do it if it was a little more difficult, but he could manage it by drawing Su Zhaoxue and himself.
Su Zhaoxue sat upright, asked Song Hongli to draw herself, and then watched Song Hongli draw herself in.
On a piece of white paper, it was the two of them. Song Hongli took a picture of the painting with his mobile phone, and it became a veritable group photo.
"Ali, thank you.
Su Zhaoxue looked at this precious photo and hugged Song Hongli tightly.
She's not blind, and she's more sensitive than Song Hongli.
She could see that Song Hongli's body was being affected by herself, and there were some signs of corruption that were too yin and qi.
It was not a good sign, and it reminded her.
Must leave as soon as possible, can't stay any longer.
Looking at Song Hongli's smile, God knows that Su Zhaoxue wants to be by his side all the time, but how could she...how could she hurt Song Hongli in order to satisfy her greedy desire.
So, it's time to say goodbye, I don't know if I can remember you when I say goodbye.
Trapped on the soft bed, she hugged Song Hongli tightly and looked at the man in front of her.
In the past, Su Zhaoxue never expected such a thing, but now she has achieved everything.
A Li wanted him, A Li said that he liked him, and A Li didn't want to let him leave.
These were all things Su Zhaoxue wished for, and now they have become reality.
Even if her body is dead, she has no regrets.
Watching Song Hongli fall asleep, Su Zhaoxue knelt beside the bed and watched him quietly for a long time. She turned around, took out a small iron box from the drawer, entered the password, and opened it.
There was a ring lying there, the ring that she kept putting on Song Hongli before and was taken off by him.
Slowly putting the ring on his hand, Su Zhaoxue smiled and kissed Song Hongli's lips.
""Ali, I'm leaving. "Song Hongli didn't fall asleep, and he was extremely thankful that he didn't fall asleep.
Su Zhaoxue's voice was very clear in her ears, and the sadness hidden in it was so obvious.
He wanted to sit up and hold her and ask her what she wanted to do, but Song Hongli knew that even if he did it himself, it wouldn't help.
Song Hongli continued to pretend to be asleep, listening to the quiet noise in the room, he could feel Su Zhaoxue packing some things, and every time the other party left for a few minutes, he would come back to look at him again.
That kind of nostalgia makes people sad, and Song Hongli doesn't understand why Su Zhaoxue clearly doesn't want to leave, but still wants to leave.
Until the movement in the room gradually disappeared, Song Hongli hurriedly got up and saw the door closed and closed, but the familiar figure disappeared.
Song Hongli hurriedly changed his clothes and followed, and he went all the way out of the community and into the elevator.
He knew that Su Zhaoxue generally didn't like to use elevators. He was afraid of being seen as a supernatural event, so he chose the elevator without hesitation. After all, the elevator would be faster than taking the stairs.
After leaving the community, Song Hongli found a white figure flashing across the road on the right, he hurriedly followed, the farther he followed, the more clearly he knew where Su Zhaoxue was going.
Going further, it's Yin Street... It's a place that belongs to ghosts. Although Song Hongli had a lingering fear of going there at night, in order to figure out what Su Zhaoxue was going to do, he still followed.
Seeing that Su Zhaoxue entered the shop she was familiar with, Song Hongli even more did not understand what she was doing with the old lady.
Ask for a monthly pass.