Chapter 99 Past 2
Chapter 99 Past 2
How big can a person's world be?
Jiang Ping doesn't know how other people are, she only knows that her world is so small that it can only accommodate one person.
That person's name is Jiang An, his elder brother.
Darkness filled the field of vision, coldness, and despair, but Jiang Ping did not feel hopeless, because her world supported her actions, making her revolve around the core without stopping.
Brother, brother, brother, brother, how perfect do you have to be to attract you?How many people do you have to exclude before you can really get close to you?What else can I do to you to truly own you?my brother, brother...
When she was very young, Jiang Ping only had Jiang An in her mind.
A busy mother, and a father who always follows her, comforts her brother with a bright smile every day. These simple elements constitute Jiang Ping's life before she was seven years old.
There are often only her and her elder brother in an empty home. The elder brother will tell her fairy tales about princesses, princes, knights, dragons, and brave men. The elder brother will teach her to know various things and how to hide them Jiang Ping gradually became obsessed with this feeling when her mother found out that her brother would do anything for her that she couldn't do.
On the day of her seventh birthday, my mother suddenly had free time, saying that work had finally come to an end, and she wanted to take the child out to play.Dad looked indifferent, and brother was so happy that he was going crazy, only she saw the unbearable look in her mother's eyes when she was looking at her brother, that kind of impatient, passionate, burning eyes.
Brother is mine!
Jiang Ping couldn't help shouting out this sentence, in exchange for Jiang An's smiling expression.
"Sister, be good, don't make trouble."
I didn't make a fuss, my brother is mine!Jiang Ping had to bury this sentence in her heart under the interruption of the other three people. She didn't miss Jiang Xueru's eyes at that time, which were cold and inorganic, completely looking at the goods, and even implied a warning.
This woman is in danger.
It was difficult for the young Jiang Ping to sort out her emotions at that time, and she just gradually became unbearable.
Why does my mother always interrupt whenever my brother wants to show her a smile?Why does my mother always show up every time my brother reaches out?Why does my mother always stand in front of her whenever my brother is smiling happily?
This was a difficult problem for young Jiang Ping to understand, so Jiang Ping chose the simplest way to solve it.It is said that people will disappear below the horizon after landing from a high place. Jiang Ping doesn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but she knows that if she pushes her useless mother off the tall building, her brother will be able to live smoothly. Finished the story for her.
Yes, she just wanted to finish listening to her brother's story.On the top floor of the department store, when Jiang Xueru whispered something she couldn't understand, Jiang Ping implemented the simplest method.
But the effect was not as good as she had planned. My brother's face was pale, and he seemed to have forgotten the story. Gradually, he even forgot how to speak.It must be dad. If dad didn't move so frequently, brother would definitely be able to remember the promise he made in a familiar environment.
How to get her father away from her brother was a very difficult problem. Jiang Ping spent two full years and still couldn't solve this problem, so she went directly to find the person who had the problem.Jiang Ping asked Jiang Ruiwen, "Dad, how can I make you leave?"
Jiang Ruiwen seemed to be in pain, but finally gave the answer.He said, "I'll help you do that."
Jiang Ping intuited that "you" did not refer to herself, but it didn't matter, no matter who it referred to, as long as her brother was still by her side was enough.
Things are still not going well.
Jiang Ping found to her annoyance that even if Jiang Xueru and Jiang Ruiwen disappeared, she still couldn't really be alone with her brother.
never mind.Jiang Ping thought, if there is no way to live alone with her brother, then let me be the only one in his life.
Rejection, bullying, wounds, pretending to be pitiful, tears, crying, pity, all weapons that can come in handy, Jiang Ping has not let go of a single one.What satisfied Jiang Ping was that she was the only one left in Jiang An's life. There were no boarding children, no new deskmates, and she was the only one.
The only fly in the ointment is that my brother never smiled again.
So one day, when Jiang Ping suddenly found out that Jiang An was smiling, what came to her heart immediately was not excitement, but fear.
who is it?Who left traces in Jiang An's heart, who was supposed to be alone, and who wanted to abduct my brother?
Pretending, following, investigating, and insinuating, Jiang Ping saw the boy named Jiang An.Just by you?Jiang Ping gritted her teeth, don't think about it, my brother belongs to me alone!
People who use Jiang An's body to make a good impression on themselves, set up a good situation at home, put medicine in the teacup that can weaken the body's strength, and hold the knife tightly in their hands.Jiang Ping said with a smile, "Jiang An, brother?" and sent the knife out.
When the knife was taken away, Jiang Ping broke out in a cold sweat. She stared blankly at the boy with a sunny smile. The boy told her, "Be careful, the knife will hurt your hands. If you get hurt, Jiang An will feel bad." The last sentence brought back Jiang Ping's sense of astonishment. At that moment, she thought that her brother from childhood had returned, but now, she understood that the one in front of her was a fake.Without hesitation, Jiang Ping grasped the knife again, and stabbed hard at the position that had been calculated long ago.
The blood splashed out, with a slightly warm temperature, symbolizing the joy of victory.
Jiang Ping couldn't wait to share this joy, she looked up at the brother who was thinking about it day and night, "I will kill him."
Her brother was shocked, and finally turned into calm, almost doting, "Well, go take a shower, I will take care of this, no one will find out."
Her brother trembled, but still turned to her, assuring her, "I won't let you leave me."
Because of this sentence, her brother became her whole world.
How big can a person's world be?
I will become better, I will be so strong that you cannot look away, I will help you accomplish all the things you cannot accomplish, just like the second Jiang An did.Jiang Ping squatted in the tidy cell, covering her face with her hands.
Brother, brother, brother, brother, brother, brother, brother, brother, brother, brother, brother, brother...
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