The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman

Chapter 1405 Return of the Old Days (11)

"Carcosa...Aldebaran Star Lake Harry...the dark sun is high in the sky..."

A deep female voice echoed in the dark space, she looked up at the stars, and then felt a vague response.

She thought, maybe this ancient man is really different, that kind of call came from nowhere, maybe it sounded in her own heart, just like before.

Wearing a magic robe, Gu Yi settled down his thoughts, and pursued the dark voice of the universe until it reached the bottom of his heart. Before the fog dissipated, he took a step to the deepest part of the spiritual world, and then came to the corner of the huge city. above.

Is this Carcosa?

Gu Yi stood on the edge of the empty island and looked down. The phantom of the huge city below was both majestic and abyss-like. The same wreckage seen on the planet.

Some strange patterns appeared in the surging mist, with a kind of Gothic beauty but not completely the same. Ancient One did not feel darkness, sadness and contradictions from them, and there was no Gothic core of mysticism, only A sense of tranquility and peace.

When the fog gradually thickened, Gu Yi turned his head and saw the black sun surrounded by countless fogs. He was quietly hanging in the sky without saying a word, and those mysterious patterns and surging particles had already told The ancient one has all the answers.

Gu Yi clasped his hands together and saluted, and said: "I know you won't respond, but as the supreme mage, I still want to thank you for your warning to the earth, thank you, the ancients, human beings have taken action, and the old days will not come back again." Come."

The black sun will never respond, Gu Yi knows this, maybe he is not a life at all, more like a machine in human understanding, only follows certain logical actions, but Gu Yi firmly believes that he has abundant emotions, can understand order, and has like.

In Gu Yi's long life, she has seen many such gods, not all demon gods are chaotic and crazy, there are many rule-like existences, who truly love their creations, care for them like a father and mother, for Excited for their progress.

Judging from Gu Yi's experience over the years, the more he can understand order and create order, the more ancient and powerful he will be, because there is a price to pay to protect the order they created, if it weren't for them to beat all the invaders and make themselves Paul is no problem at all, and they don't have the energy to love their creations.

"We should talk about you." Gu Yi still kept his palms together, but raised his head and said, "It shouldn't be a coincidence that you called me. Do you want to make a deal with me?"

The black sun didn’t respond, it still hangs quietly high in the sky, like the only darkness condensed from the endless gray, when it is dark enough, it will show that other light-colored places are brighter, which sounds contradictory , but it is extraordinarily beautiful when viewed.

"What do you want?" Gu Yi asked again, and she patiently listed what she could offer: "Energy, soul, door to the real world, pain and blood, willpower, beautiful character... "

Gu is very familiar with this process. When she puts her chips on the table, she can judge what kind of existence they are based on the opponent's choice.

Neutral gods prefer things related to the soul, not soul energy, but the meaning of soul existence and the authenticity of life in the universe. They will hope that their contractors will offer their souls after completing the contract, but they will not absorb souls , just want them to be by their side so they can listen to the pulse of the universe.

Gods who tend to be kind like the peace and tranquility born from a long test, so they often provide tests to the contractor, perhaps to find some fragments, or to explore some kind of knowledge. The power of calm, that is their tranquilizer.

The chaotic and evil gods often ask for blood, pain and screams. They will drive believers to destroy, or simply ask powerful beings to open the door for them to invade the real world, so that they can kill special people. kill.

As long as the gods put forward conditions, Gu Yi would be able to see through them, and then decide how to deal with them. Of course, she would not stop destroying them just because the gods were kind enough, everything only depends on her own needs.

The black sun still didn't respond, and seemed to completely reject Gu Yi's transaction request, but Gu Yi didn't lose his patience, she just stood here quietly, like a statue, as if she could spend thousands of years like this.

Suddenly, a gust of wind blew, and the fog became thicker. Gu Yi raised his head, narrowed his eyes slightly, and stared intently at the huge black sun. There was no light, no sound, only the flow of the sun particles changed slightly.

The black sun showed a different pattern to Gu Yi, and other knowledge flooded into Gu Yi's mind. After gradually understanding these obscure knowledge, Gu Yi showed a slightly puzzled expression.

emotion?

Gu Yi lowered his head and took a breath, then looked up at the black sun with calm and powerful eyes, and said: "Do you want emotion? What kind of emotion? Joyful, painful, peaceful, confused... ...do you want it all? You are too greedy."

Gu Yi didn't seem to have heard such a request, but she still exhaled, looked at the black sun and said: "The passionate emotions in my youth have long since left me. There are emotional swings."

"But you came at a very good time, or I came at a very good time. Not long ago, I did feel remorse. Some of my habits have become natural behaviors. Can this satisfy your request?"

The black sun didn't respond, and the sun particles still surged silently according to the previous law, but Gu Yi knew that this was a gesture of accepting everything, and she still had a question to discuss.

"So, what can you give me?"

The answer appeared in Gu Yi's mind, there was still no sound or picture, it was just a concept, like Gu Yi's flash of thought, but she knew it was the response.

Knowledge and truth.

"What kind of knowledge? And what kind of truth?"

Then Gu Yi got the answer again, frowned and read out the answer softly: "... all?"

Gu Yi showed a tangled look, the other party didn't look like the kind of arrogant mad god with a burnt out brain, but Gu Yi really didn't know how he was going to give all the knowledge and truth.

Gu Yi decided to take the risk, because this black sun was not like any life she had ever seen, it just quietly hung high in the air, majestic, terrifying and magnificent, like another level of nature.

"I will tell my story first, and then you will tell yours. I will completely open my heart and tell you my happiness, pain and confusion. I don't want much. You should answer my questions and tell me who you are. What, what is in the depths of the stars..."

After Gu Yi finished speaking, she did not hesitate at all. She frowned slightly, lost in her memories, and began to tell the story between her and Jennifer.

"After I arrived in that universe, I started to patrol until I saw a little girl who was completely different from other monsters in the backyard of a house..."

"...Then, Jennifer began to tremble continuously, and I realized what a big mistake I had made, and my empiricism was about to kill her..."

"This was an accident, but I prefer to think that it was a human error, a mistake made by me. I took that little girl away as a savior, but I failed to truly fulfill the duty of a savior... "

"Every supreme mage must firmly believe that they are invulnerable. Once their doubts waver, they may drag the earth into disaster..."

"Yes, you are right. This kind of extreme arrogance is constantly domesticating our spirit and personality, but I don't feel pain. The sense of responsibility is the greatest meaning of existence that human beings can find..."

"No, I don't think it's about being able to make up for it, I've made a lot of mistakes that I can't make up for, but none of them have been as frustrating as this one..."

Gu Yi stared at the changing pattern of the black sun, felt the thoughts that kept gushing out of her heart, and she was surprised that this ancient god was telling her his understanding of her in this way, and he was analyzing her emotions , explaining their origin.

He is providing another kind of knowledge, a kind of knowledge that the ancient one has rarely paid attention to, and it acts on the abstract aspects of intelligent creatures.

At the beginning, the ancients publicized the knowledge provided by the black sun, so that they could be better understood in an orderly way.

"I have always been balancing my own humanity and divinity. When I was the supreme mage, divinity prevailed. The responsibility to all mankind forced me to become a god, and I made one choice after another that was beneficial to most people. "

"Perhaps the change occurred when I had a qualified successor, and the responsibilities on my shoulders were no longer so heavy, so my humanity gradually returned, and I began to no longer be caught in the gains and losses of interests, and I no longer had to worry about which side to preserve, so I started Become greedy and hope that the slightest salvation will not go wrong."

"I used to have a high tolerance for sacrifice. Apart from being willing to sacrifice myself, I was not afraid of sacrificing some people in my ethnic group. I would not feel guilty or frustrated about it, just because the divinity suppressed everything. I will do my best to preserve what I can, so that I can have a clear conscience."

"But when humanity prevails, I will hope that there will be no more sacrifices, neither Jennifer nor all of humanity, and if I don't, I'll feel like I've seldom felt when I've sacrificed my own kind Sad...the pursuit of perfection comes from compassion in human nature, but also from greed in human nature."

After Gu Yi's voice fell, she was silent for a long time, then clasped her hands again, her magic robe fluttered slightly, she said: "I have always regarded the human mind as a mysterious thing, and sometimes I even think that demon gods are easier to understand than humans."

"But I will say, yes, Your Majesty, this is indeed a wonderful knowledge, another way of seeing the world, and if this is what you give me in return, I can accept it without any additional Knowledge, I think, is enough."

But soon, Gu Yi felt that some other knowledge floated into her heart as pages after pages. Gu Yi observed intently, and found that the secrets of the stars were recorded on it.

"Azathoth, Nameless Mist, Shab Nicholas, Yogg Sotos, Nyarlathotep, Cthulhu..."

Gu Yi read the name on each page, and was shocked by the enormity and horror of this mysterious god system hidden deep in the stars.

She looked down at the taking shape of the notebook's cover, which featured a black sun and "Necronomicon" written in cursive Arabic.

And she finally saw a very clear message on the huge black sun, or a warning - "do not circulate".