love too early

Chapter 56

His current tone seemed to let me see that ignorant and shy kid again, standing in front of me, calling me brother cautiously.

But after all, he is not the boy he was when he was a child, and I am no longer the teenager me.

"Remember what I told you at the beginning?" I asked.

Shen Nanyu froze for a moment, then remained silent for a long time, and said, "I remember."

"Now that you remember, don't ask this kind of question again." I sighed softly, "The relationship between me and Zhiheng is not simply about being together or not."

After I finished speaking, I broke free from his arms, took a step back quietly, turned to look at the tombstone, and said, "Besides, before Grandpa passed away, he was also very satisfied."

"But he looks like..."

"He's not always like this." I glanced at Shen Nanyu lightly and said, "I don't mean to excuse him, but I really don't think he's at fault."

"He's not wrong..." Shen Nanyu lowered his head and smiled softly, "How could he be right? Just because you don't care doesn't mean he's not wrong."

"Do we have to discuss this here?" I asked.

After a moment of silence, Shen Nanyu looked at me again and said, "I'm sorry..."

His eyes were red, as if trying to endure his sadness.Seeing him like this, I couldn't say anything serious to him, so I said helplessly, "It's okay. It's time to go back."

"Wait a minute." Shen Nanyu held me back, "...I have one last question to ask."

I looked down at his hand, "What?"

The air was quiet for a few seconds, and he asked, "Do you love him?"

……Love who?

Fu Zhiheng?

Before Shen Nanyu asked me, at some point, I also asked myself this question.

But even when Fu Zhiheng and I were the closest, I didn't seem to have any feeling similar to love for him.

After a long time, I raised my head, looked at Shen Nanyu, and said, "I don't love you."

Before he could speak again, I said, "To you too."

I don't love any of them, and there is a high probability that I won't love others in the future. I don't know if this is the answer Shen Nanyu wants to hear, but I can clearly see that the light that was about to ignite in his eyes is extinguished again.

"Don't love anyone..." He smiled lightly, "I knew it."

A gust of wind blows and rolls up scattered fallen leaves on the ground, the sun gradually sets, and the temperature also drops.

The sky in autumn is like this. After a short period of warmth, the sun falls into the horizon, and there is only a bitter cold at night.

I thought this topic should end here, but I turned around and saw a familiar figure standing under a tree not far away.

——The man's eyes are dim, holding a thick cashmere scarf tightly in his hand, and the orange sunset spreads across the ground, standing there, wearing a long brown trench coat, looks like a silent tree .

Meeting my gaze, the corners of his lips tried to raise a shallow arc, and he hesitated to step forward, but he stopped a few steps away from me as if he didn't dare to move forward.

I don't know how long he stood there, or if he heard what I said.

"Little Heron..." His lips moved, but no sound came out.

I turned around to look at Shen Nanyu and asked, "Did you see it?"

Shen Nanyu lowered his eyes and did not answer.

After a stalemate for a long time, Fu Zhiheng finally walked towards me again, holding the scarf, his knuckles were slightly white, until he walked in front of me, looked at me, showed a gentle and bitter smile, and said hoarsely: "I knew you I forgot to wear my scarf again."

As he spoke, he seemed to want to help me wrap up the scarf, but just as he raised his hand, the person next to him grabbed his arm.

"Fu Zhiheng." Shen Nanyu's voice was indifferent.

Fu Zhiheng originally only looked at me alone, but at this moment he finally gave Shen Nanyu a look, and said lightly: "Let go."

Unmoved, Shen Nanyu looked at him coldly and said, "How long will you tie him by your side?"

After speaking, he took a step forward, stood in front of me, and looked at Fu Zhiheng without retreating, "Didn't you hear, he said he doesn't love you."

"The matter between the two of us has nothing to do with you." Perhaps because I am here, Fu Zhiheng's tone of voice to Shen Nanyu is not unpleasant, "It has nothing to do with you whether you love me or not."

"If you think that you are the person who likes him the most in this world, so you are entitled to care who he is with, then you are wrong." Fu Zhiheng's voice was very low, but he could not deny it, "I love him no less than anyone else ,including you."

"Do you love him?" Shen Nanyu sneered, "How do you love him? Lei Yutian left him alone at home and went out to date other people? Or did he catch you flirting with different people again and again? ? Almost forgot, how did I have the opportunity to appear in front of him, do you need me to remind you?"

It was the first time I saw Shen Nanyu looking so aggressive, I couldn't help frowning.

"Shut up!" Fu Zhiheng finally couldn't stand this kind of questioning and provocation, and grabbed Shen Nanyu's collar, his voice was piercingly cold, "Don't think that you have sex or something, you are special Yes. Let me tell you, the only person who will be with him in the end can only be me!"

Stimulated by the last sentence, Shen Nanyu also lost his composure, "Why are you? How can a rotten person like you be worthy of him?"

"I'm a rotten person, what are you? Do you think you have hidden those tricks well? Do you think Xiaolu doesn't know? Ask yourself, will you spend your whole life with a double-faced liar?"

After saying this, Shen Nanyu seemed to be crucified in place, his pupils constricted suddenly, and he turned to look at me with disbelief in his eyes.

I knew what he wanted to ask, but he just opened his mouth without making a sound.

The air was stagnant for a long time, and amidst the bleak autumn wind, the setting sun finally put away the last light stingily.

After the fury passed, Fu Zhiheng also gradually calmed down, slowly loosened Shen Nanyu's hand, pushed him aside, and looked at me again.

My eyes were still on Shen Nanyu, and I saw the bangs hanging down on his forehead, covering his eyebrows and eyes, his thin lips tightly pressed into a line, gritting his teeth and refusing to speak.

"Little Lu..." Fu Zhiheng called me.

I glanced at him lightly, walked up to Shen Nanyu, and said, "You don't have to do this."

"I'm sorry..." Shen Nanyu was finally willing to speak, "I didn't mean to lie to you... I just don't know, I don't know how to get you to notice me... In the beginning, I just wanted you to see the truth clearly. Then leave him, I didn't think that you don't care about these things at all, so I... I'm sorry, I don't want to lie to you..."

As he spoke, his eyes became more and more red, and self-blame and guilt seemed to overflow his eyes.

"I know." I raised my hand and touched the corners of his eyes, and my fingertips felt a little wet, "You didn't lie to me, so you don't need to apologize."

"But me," Shen Nanyu raised his head, held my hand and pressed it against his face, "The more I fear that you know the truth and don't want me, the less I dare to tell you...Don't want me, please..."

Until now, I finally realize how important I am to him. An indifferent and alienated person who is difficult to approach in front of others, begging me not to leave him with red eyes, it is impossible for anyone to be indifferent.

"You can pretend I don't know," I said.

"Xiao Lu." Fu Zhiheng who was left alone finally couldn't help but speak.

I turned my head to look at him, looked at each other for a moment, and asked, "Why don't you tell me you're here?"

"I..." Fu Zhiheng choked, "I'm sorry."

He looked dejected, with loss and frustration mixed in his eyes, he handed over the scarf carefully, and said, "It's my fault, wrap this around first, the temperature is cooling down today."

I looked down at the cashmere scarf in his hand, without moving or speaking.

It was getting dark and the air was getting cooler and colder. Fu Zhiheng took a step forward, seeing that I didn't resist, he tentatively raised his hand to wrap the scarf around my neck.

The warm fabric instantly blocked the cold around me, I let him put on the scarf for me, then took my hand, and stood between me and Shen Nanyu quietly, saying: "Let's go back..."

"The driver is still waiting outside." I said, "I'll take Nanyu back to school first."

"No need..." Shen Nanyu spoke again, his voice became much calmer, but still with a muffled nasal tone, "Just let the driver take me off, you guys go back, it's too late, it's cold outside."

I didn't refuse his offer, in fact, it was the best way.

However, it rained suddenly on the way back. The car that Shen Nanyu was sitting in was driving in front of Fu Zhiheng and me. When we passed a certain intersection, the tail lights suddenly turned on a few times, and then slowly stopped on the side of the road.

"What's the matter?" I turned my head to look out the window, because it was raining and it was dark, I couldn't see what was going on with the car.

Fu Zhiheng had no choice but to stop the car, took out his mobile phone and dialed the driver's number.

"Mr. Fu," the driver's voice sounded apologetic, "The engine suddenly failed, and I can't go for a while."

Fu Zhiheng showed impatience, "Then what should we do?"

"You and Mr. Shi go first, I'll call the trailer, it'll be soon."

Remembering that Shen Nanyu was still in that car, I turned my head to look at Fu Zhiheng, with just one look, he understood what I meant.

"..." He took a deep breath and said reluctantly, "You tell that Mr. Shen in your car to let him sit in our car."

Half a minute later, a figure pushed open the door of the car in front, and walked towards us in the rain. Fu Zhiheng unlocked the car, and another minute later, Shen Nanyu opened the door and sat in, feeling wet and cool. .

"I'm sorry," he apologized softly, "for getting the seat wet."

This sentence was obviously addressed to me. I turned my head from the front seat to look back, handed him a prepared towel, and said, "It's okay. Wipe your hair and be careful not to catch a cold."

The towels were originally prepared for me by Fu Zhiheng, and each of his cars has everything I need.Seeing me give Shen Nanyu my own towel, he frowned, but didn't say anything.

Shen Nanyu took the towel, held it in his hand, and said softly, "Thank you."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier on the road. Fortunately, Fu Zhiheng drove an off-road vehicle with a high chassis today, otherwise he might be trapped in the rain like many small cars.Driving in this kind of weather can't help but make people nervous, Fu Zhiheng focused on the road ahead, Shen Nanyu and I didn't speak.

University A and my family are at opposite ends of the city, Fu Zhiheng is going to send me back first, and then send Shen Nanyu to University A further away.

When I was about to get home, I looked at the deepening water on the road and the unrelenting rain. After hesitating for a long time, I said, "It's better not to drive so far in this kind of weather...I'm worried."

——I went back and forth for more than an hour, and I was very worried about what happened to Fu Zhiheng on the way.

He took the time to turn his head to look at me, frowned imperceptibly, and said, "It's okay."

As soon as he finished speaking, another car stalled on the road ahead.

I naturally know what Fu Zhiheng is thinking, but with the current road conditions, it's hard for me to let him take risks.

"Okay, don't be brave." I sighed slightly, and looked back at the back seat, "Nanyu, do you mind...staying at my house for one night?"

Shen Nanyu didn't know what he was thinking at first, but he came to his senses when he heard my voice, and after reacting for a long time, he finally shook his head in a daze, lowered his eyes and said, "I don't mind...thank you."

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There is something to do today, so it should not be updated. It will depend on the situation tomorrow.

After that, there is a high probability that there will be two rests and one rest. If you have time, you can add more.

(I want to finish writing earlier than anyone else, but the three-dimensional is too busy, so sorry woohoo