My reunion with you is a belated confession

Chapter 59

After He Mingsheng left, the living room fell into silence again.

Xingheng looked away, sat back on the sofa, and lit a cigarette.

After a while, the door that was locked just now was knocked again, the fingers holding the cigarette tightened slightly, and the dim eyes were stained with a layer of light again, but he didn't realize it.

He put out the cigarette and was about to get up when he heard Gao An's voice outside the door.

"Brother Xing, have you slept? If you haven't, open the door for me." I couldn't tell whether the unexplained emotions in my heart were disappointment or relief, but there was a slight dull pain in my heart.

As soon as he opened the door, Gao An was choked by the smell of smoke in the room, raised his hand and waved, opened the window, and then smoothly threw the cigarettes and some cigarette butts that Xingheng put on the coffee table together with the ashtray. Put it into the trash can, and made it clear that he didn't want this person to never touch cigarettes again.

"Brother Xing, I didn't mean you. You are a handsome young man who acts like an old smoker all day long. Don't you think you stink?" When you send a message, can you answer me on time, and you ignore me after sending the message for a long time. "

When the smell of smoke in the room was almost gone, Gao An touched the relatively dark environment for him, and ran into the kitchen to heat up the food that someone had already packed in the microwave.

Ever since Gao An came in, Xing Heng had slumped on the sofa, listening to Gao An's non-stop chanting, and when he came out of the kitchen, Xing Heng said: "I've known you for so many years, can't you change a little bit? Are you still thinking so much, aren't you afraid that your girlfriend will kick you away?"

Gao An sat opposite, handed Xing Heng a pair of chopsticks and said, "You don't have to worry about me, she likes me for being so careless, and she said that she feels more cared and valued."

Gao An's words were extremely proud, shameless, Xing Heng didn't bother to answer.

He took the chopsticks with his right hand and opened the lunch box with the chopsticks. His whole life stopped, his back was stiff and he couldn't move.

"What's the matter, the food is not to your liking?" Gao An said, "It shouldn't be, how could it be?"

Xingheng just shook his head, didn't speak, just bypassed the dish, took a mouthful of rice, and watched Gao An quickly click on the phone, he should be replying to the message.

Sensing Xingheng's eyes, Gao An sneered: "I just report, report, report..."

"Yeah." Xingheng deserved to be at ease, as if he really didn't care.

The meal was almost finished, he even ate half more than usual, but the familiar fried pork with garlic sprouts and hot and sour potato shreds on the table, even if he was sitting upright, he could still smell the taste he had always had .

He doesn't like spicy food, but he only likes sour food.

There is no trace of chili in the hot and sour potato shreds, and the sour smell fills the whole room, even overshadowing the smell of smoke.

Xingheng finished eating, but he didn't move. Gao An got up and wanted to help clean up. Xingheng didn't stop him, but when he got close, Gao An let out a sigh: "Brother Xing, this,, is so sour??"

Xingheng looked up and nodded.

"I said why don't you eat it?!" Gao An muttered: "What do you say is what you like to eat, tsk!"

After Gao An said this, he realized that he was relatively close to Xingheng. Xingheng definitely heard this, and was thinking about how to explain it, when he heard Xingheng say: "It's not that I don't like it, it's just..." At this point, he paused before continuing: "Don't dare."

Even in the dark, Gao An could see the expression on Xing Heng's face clearly, the unconcealable sadness enveloped his whole body like an invisible net.

"I, I'm just... He asked me to come over to accompany you, and then gave me something. I thought you must have not eaten, so I... took it." At this moment, he was submissive, as if he had really done something wrong , just about to apologize, Xingheng spoke again.

"I knew it from the moment I opened it." Xingheng didn't seem to care much, and couldn't see any emotion.

"Brother Xing, is it really impossible for you?" Gao An asked tentatively.

Hearing this sentence, Xingheng smiled and said: "Why, what do you hope we can do? Let alone He Mingsheng already has a girlfriend, even if he doesn't have a girlfriend now, then he already had a girlfriend four years ago I have. Even if I really like He Mingsheng very much, if I like it so much, I can't force him to bend him, can I?"

"Then why not?" Gao An retorted, like a lobbyist: "How do you know that He Mingsheng still doesn't like you, and, four years ago, He Mingsheng told you himself, does he have a girlfriend?"

Xingheng chuckled lightly, and joked: "It was you who persuaded me to let go, but now I finally don't want to continue, and you come to persuade me to continue, don't you forget who was the one who scolded people the most? ?”

Gao An was choked, and pretended to be wronged and said, "Isn't it because I saw He Mingsheng because of a medicine bottle, I wanted to see you, and then I almost knelt down for the security guard, so my heart softened."

These words shattered Xingheng's hard-earned armor. In the living room with only two people, it fell to pieces. With trembling lips, he asked, "What did you say?"

The disbelief in the words was clearly visible, Xingheng’s hands were trembling and he wanted to take out his phone, but he searched all over him, but he couldn’t find it. He was a little annoyed, usually he always had his phone with him, but now he couldn’t find it .

Seeing Xingheng's sudden movement, Gao An asked, "Brother Xing, what are you looking for?"

Xingheng didn't answer Gao An's words, but just moved the place he was looking for to the coffee table, sofa and carpet, and groped around, but still couldn't find it. The thoughts in his mind were chaotic, and there was not enough for him to think about.

But at this moment, he hated himself a little bit, why should he be afraid of the lights just because of a scumbag, so much so that he couldn't even find a mobile phone like now.

It wasn't until a bell rang in the bedroom that he regained his thoughts.

That's right, when he got up earlier, because He Mingsheng was by his side, he didn't think of bringing his mobile phone when he came out, and Gao An obviously complained to him when he just came in, why is he so brainless?

The phone rang desperately, and the callers seemed not to feel tired, one after another.

Hearing the ringing of the phone, Xingheng flinched instinctively, and then remembered that he was looking for a mobile phone, and wanted to call He Mingsheng. He felt that he was worthless, as long as it was about He Mingsheng, he would always It's because he can lose his sanity in a moment, like the body of a walking dead, and then only the words "He Mingsheng" are left in his mind.

Only then did Gao An realize that this person must have been looking for his mobile phone after tossing around for so long. He walked into the bedroom in three steps at a time, and handed the mobile phone to Xingheng.

Scanning the caller ID above, it was a string of unfamiliar phone numbers. Gao An thought it was He Mingsheng who wanted to call Xingheng himself to check on his cold and eating conditions, so as to draw in the relationship between the two.

Xingheng deleted He Mingsheng's phone number, which was something Gao An knew all along, but felt vaguely wrong.He only recently found out about He Mingsheng's phone number. Although he didn't have a photographic memory, the first three obviously didn't match up.For some reason, Gao An instinctively didn't want Xingheng to answer the call, and didn't want Xingheng to touch the phone at this moment.

This idea has not been driven out of the mind, the mobile phone has been in Xingheng's hands.

There is no you and me like you imagined, and the love is deep and rainy. What comes into view is Xingheng's pale face, curled up in a corner of the sofa.

The ringing of incoming calls on the phone continued, like a carol.

Seeing Xingheng like this, Gao An panicked. He had never seen Xingheng like this before. Except for the four years they were separated, they could see each other almost every day since they were young, but this person has always been brisk. Zhang Yang, his heart sank suddenly, what happened in the past four years?

Gao An walked in a little bit, and after a long time of deliberation, he said, "Brother Xing..."

"Get out!" Xingheng didn't answer Gao An's words. From the moment Gao An approached, the man's body couldn't stop shaking, and even his teeth creaked, like a person who had been frozen for a long time in three or nine days. The word "roll" was repeated all the time.

Xing Heng's mood fluctuated obviously, his approach was like a catalyst, he stopped in place, not daring to approach.

After a long time, Gao An heard Xing Heng spit out a word slightly: "Brother..."