Chapter 42
Chapter 42
Hall denied it without thinking, "I'm not Gu Yan, you've got the wrong person."
You Mian didn't seem to hear what he said, she still smiled at Yan Yan, "Have you had dinner yet? I'll make it for you."
Hall watched You Mian open the refrigerator, but there was nothing in it.You Mian let out a "huh" and said guiltily, "I'm going out to buy ingredients now, wait for me to download it, and it will be ready soon."
Hall held You Mian's arm with one hand, and waved the other hand in front of You Mian.You Mian grabbed his hand gently, and said in a doting tone, "Stop making trouble, Xiao Yan."
You Mian's hands are icy and cold, with well-defined joints, and the wrists are as thin as bamboo poles.Hall frowned, "How long have you not eaten?"
You Mian seriously thought for a moment, then shook her head, "I forgot."
Hall was helpless, "If I hadn't come, you would really starve to death here."
Hall ordered takeaway for You Mian. After the delivery, he wanted to leave, but after thinking about it, he felt uneasy, so he stayed. He ordered You Mian: "Eat all of these."
You Mian is very obedient, eating the takeaway obediently, but her eyes never leave Hall for a moment, she is almost overflowing with love.
Hall, however, felt uncomfortable all over. He took out the medicine he brought from his friend, and told You Mian: "Aside from eating well, the medicine can't be stopped, you know?"
You Mian just looked at him and smiled.
Hall didn't look at him, "Okay, I'm going—"
The smile on You Mian's face stopped, replaced by a pleading expression, "Xiao Yan, can you stay with me a little longer? I miss you so much."
Sympathy for the weak made Hall compromise again, "Okay."
In the end, he watched the person take the medicine obediently, put on his pajamas and went to bed, and waited for the person to fall asleep before leaving.
You Mian probably didn't close his eyes for a long time, and was in a trance, so he couldn't distinguish between dreams and reality.He lay on the bed, covered himself with the quilt, only showing a pair of dark eyes looking at Hall, "Can you sleep with me?"
Hall: "..."
"Xiao Yan?"
"I'll be with you and watch over you." Hall covered You Mian's eyes with his hands, "Go to sleep."
The corner of You Mian's mouth raised, "Xiao Yan, I feel at ease when I'm with you."
Hall: "..."
Before Hall left, holding the thin and pale man who was sleeping, he hesitated again and again, and put on You Mian's monitoring bracelet specially designed for pregnant women and pregnant women, so that he could know the status of You Mian's body at any time.
You Mian became like this, and to be honest, he couldn’t get away from her. Compassion and guilt weighed heavily on Hall’s heart.Especially when she saw You Mian calling "Xiao Yan" to herself, her heart felt even heavier.Taking care of You Mian as much as possible until he recovers is considered atonement.
Hall didn't expect that this bracelet completely put himself in it.
You Mian is not in a normal state of mind at all right now, once he leaves Hall, he can go without eating or sleeping for several days, and he doesn't even take medicine.Almost every day, Hall would receive an alarm from the bracelet, and when the alarm came, he had to find time to go to Youmian.
When You Mian saw him, she always looked gentle and gentle, no matter what Hall said, he obediently obeyed, but when Hall left, he showed his true colors again.
In addition to work, Hall was also busy with the research and development of the "Forgotten" project. Every one or two days, he had to go to Yumian to report, and finally he couldn't bear it anymore and broke out overwhelmed.
That day, he was concentrating on his work, when an alarm came from his wristband, he was so out of breath that he didn't even take off his white coat, and went straight to You Mian's house.
When he arrived at the apartment, Hall was indignant at why the face recognition system of Youmian Apartment could recognize him, and opened the door.
You Mian, who was busy in the kitchen, heard the movement, looked towards the door, and saw Hall's eyes lit up again, "Xiao Yan!"
Hall walked up to him expressionlessly.
You Mian didn't notice Hall's inappropriate expression, and said with a smile, "I cooked dinner today."
This surprised and comforted Hall—I thought this guy was hopeless, but he didn't expect to take the initiative to cook and eat.
You Mian continued: "Don't you always complain that the things made by machines are not tasty? Everything I made today is what you like."
Hall glanced at it casually, and the relief just disappeared in an instant, and said indifferently: "I don't like these."
"How come?" You Mian was confused, "This is all your favorite food."
"This is what Gu Yan still eats, but I'm not Gu Yan."
You Mian froze for a moment, then smiled and said, "Xiao Yan, stop joking."
His smile seemed to resemble my fear, Hall's heart tightened, and he felt that the situation could not be allowed to develop like this.
"You Mian, listen to me..."
Hall's words were submerged in a softness, his eyes widened, and he couldn't realize where the warm touch on his lips came from.Then, he saw You Mian's slightly trembling eyelashes and the faint blue color under his eyes.Hall is familiar with every cell and every neuron in the human brain, but he couldn't explain why his brain was blank, and he even closed his eyes unconsciously.
I don't know how long it took, like a few seconds of lightning and flint, but also like centuries, the two slowly separated, You Mian stroked Hall's cheek, "Xiao Yan, I like you so much."
"..."
"How could I like someone so much? Do you think I'm sick?"
Hall thought to himself that you are not only sick, but very sick, but he said, "Don't worry, I won't let you have trouble."
You Mian nodded ignorantly, he grabbed the corner of Hall's clothes, "Don't leave me alone."
"I won't." Hall's tone was more gentle than he could have imagined.
You Mian laughed again, "Then let's go eat, Xiao Yan."
Hall nodded resignedly, "Okay."
Since then, going to Youmian's apartment to report has become Hall's daily "job".Under Hall's supervision, You Mian ate and slept on time, her condition improved a lot, she grew some flesh, and she didn't look so scary.He also took the medicine, and Hall took him to see a psychiatrist a few times, but it didn't seem to work at all, and he still stubbornly recognized Hall as Gu Yan.
His friend persuaded him: "Since that Gu Yan is so important to him, you should play the role first and stabilize his mood before talking."
Hall smiled wryly.
A friend joked: "This patient is so good-looking, and he throws himself into your arms. You have to be calm, otherwise you will commit a taboo in your profession."
Hall remembered that he had not resisted the temptation last night, and had "intimate contact" with You Mian, coughed a few times in guilt, and hurriedly bid farewell to his friend.
Outside the office, You Mian was waiting for him patiently. Seeing him coming out, she held his hand and interlocked her fingers, "Xiao Yan, let's go home."
Hall lowered his head and kissed his cheek, "Okay."
There were times, Hall couldn't help thinking, that it would be nice to keep going.Although every time You Mian called him "Xiao Yan", his heart would feel a dull pain, but compared with those sweet things, it seemed nothing.
Like a moth to a flame, even if it was going to be annihilated in ashes in the end, he couldn't help but rush towards that little light and tenderness.
What does it feel like to fall in love with someone?
Probably heaven and hell.
It wasn't long before Hall's project, Oblivion, ran into a problem.The researchers agreed that the technology is now mature enough to start clinical trials, but it is a big problem who to find for the experiments.These technologies have been kept secret, and volunteers who are willing to experiment must donate their bodies to others, which is impossible for ordinary people; and transplanting a person's consciousness into animals is also against social ethics and morality .Just imagine how terrible it would be for a cat to have a human mind.
In order to solve this problem, the project staff worked overtime for several days, and Hall was no exception.He was so busy that he didn't even have time to eat, but he still remembered to remind You Mian to eat and take medicine on time.
It was another memory that had been discussed for a long time but had no results. Hall walked home with his exhausted body, thinking of some extremists' suggestion of using executed prisoners as experiments, and felt his temples throbbing.
When seeing the person standing in front of the house, Hall thought for a moment that he was dazzled.
"You Mian, why are you here?"
You Mian looked at him with peach blossoms in her eyes, "Xiao Yan, I miss you."
Hall's heart softened, "How did you find it?"
You Mian smiled, "You told me your new address and told me to come to you if I have something to do, have you forgotten?" As he said that, he looked worried and cautious again, "I have nothing to do, just want to see you , you won't be angry, will you?"
Hall pinched his face, which felt quite good, "Why, come in."
After entering the door, You Mian looked around and said, "This is a lot different from the decoration style of your previous home."
Hall said "hmm", "Sit down casually, I'll take a shower."
You Mian raised her eyebrows coquettishly, "Do you want to be together?"
Hall smiled, "You wait."
This apartment is located in the city center and is a mansion that only the upper class can afford.In order to show the wealth and honor, the space folding technology is not even used, and the inside is a real three-bedroom and two-living room.
You Mian seldom saw such a house, and wanted to see Hall's bedroom after spending a few minutes in the living room.He opened a door casually, and found that there was no standard bed in the bedroom, but a rather large desk, which must be Gu Yan's study.The desk was messy, and a large pile of documents and materials were randomly placed.Thinking of her lover's untidy appearance, You Mian smiled helplessly, and patiently helped Gu Yan tidy up.
Suddenly, a medical record caught his attention.
Hall came out of the bathroom, "You Mian, what do you want to eat tonight?"
You Mian, who was sitting on the sofa, lowered her head and remained motionless.
Hall was a little surprised, "What's the matter?" He wanted to pat You Mian on the shoulder, but the latter dodged suddenly, as if he was avoiding a terrible demon.
Hall stared blankly at his empty hands, then saw the medical records on the coffee table, and suddenly realized.
Heaven is gone, hell is coming.
There was silence in the hall of the Gu family.Gu Yan stood in front of Hall's holographic image, his chest heaved obviously due to his rapid breathing, he clenched his fist with the strength to pierce the palm with his fingertips.Behind him, You Mian and Gu Ke stood quietly without making a sound, the former did not want to, the latter did not dare.
Gu Ke originally thought that this was just a common lovelorn. After Gu Yan "forgot" You Mian, You Mian would be sad for a few days at most, and it wouldn't be long before she would form a new relationship—after all, she was as stubborn as her younger brother. People are a minority.There will definitely be pain, but endure it and pass it.She didn't expect that You Mian couldn't bear it.
Gu Ke looked at his younger brother's back, he had maintained that posture for a long time, and he remained silent during Hall's narration.Gu Ke was a little worried, but was about to step forward but was stopped by You Mian beside him.
"So, You Mian found out about Gu Yan's passive operation?" He asked.
Hall nodded.
"He... what happened to him after that?"
"It's terrible." Hall said softly, "It's worse than the first time. The flesh that was finally grown was gone after a few years. I went to find him, but he didn't see me, he didn't open the door, he didn't answer the phone .”
Hall spoke calmly at the moment, but the pain in his heart at that time, just thinking about it, he felt so painful that he couldn't breathe.
He slowed down, and continued, "It wasn't until half a month later that he found me on his own initiative."
Gu Yan's expression moved slightly.
"He volunteered to participate in the 'Forget' experiment."
After such a long time, Hall can still remember every detail and every word of that person.He was ecstatic when he saw You Mian came to him on his own initiative, for a moment, he even naively thought that You Mian had figured it out, he wanted to give up Gu Yan, give up the past, and start over.
Hearing You Mian explain his purpose of coming, Huoer felt as if he was in the ice cellar, he couldn't help asking him viciously: "Do you think you can participate in the experiment just because you think about it?"
You Mian has a calm face, as if nothing in the world has anything to do with him. "I don't want to live like this." He said, "If possible, I hope to seal up my memory and give my body to someone who still remembers this world. Wouldn't it be more worthwhile?"
Hall said angrily, "Are you threatening me?!"
You Mian shook her head, "I'm really tired, please let me go."
Hall couldn't help feeling sad.He let You Mian go, who will let him go?
"Do you really have no nostalgia for this world? Even if it's a dish, a movie, or... a person?"
Without a moment's hesitation, You Mian replied: "No."
"..."
"Please, Hall."
Hall pulled out an ugly smile, "This is the first time you called my name."
But it is heart-wrenching.
"So," Gu Yan's voice almost split, "So, you killed him?"
"I didn't, I just sealed his memory, as he wished."
If Hall himself was here, Gu Yan believed that he would punch him without hesitation. "What's the difference between this and killing him!" He growled, "You, how can you bear it... Don't you love him too! How can you do it!"
Hall smiled self-deprecatingly.Yes, he fell in love with him too, so much that he couldn't help himself, his body was covered in bruises, but he still loved him, from beginning to end.
"Don't yell at Hall." You Mian finally walked out from the shadow of the living room, and he stopped in front of Gu Yan, "You have no right."
Gu Yan was taken aback by the face of the person in front of him, and then he pushed him away mercilessly, "Go away."
Seeing that You Mian was about to fall to the ground, and thinking that there was still a four-month fetus in his stomach, Gu Ke exclaimed, "Be careful!"
You Mian quickly grasped the sofa to stabilize his figure, he paused, rushed up and slapped Gu Yan on the face, "You fucking wake up!"
To everyone's surprise, Gu Yan, who was on the verge of eruption, did not fight back, but tears fell one by one uncontrollably. "You... you killed him."
Hall said: "That's not the case. As long as it can be transplanted with a suitable body, Youmian...he can come back."
A light seemed to appear in Gu Yan's eyes, like a drowning person finally hugging a piece of driftwood.He walked towards You Mian step by step, and knelt on the ground with a plop.
"Please, give him back to me."
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