Chapter 41
Chapter 41
After an unknown amount of time, You Mian fell asleep in a daze.Even in his sleep, his dreams are chaotic.One second he was still typing on the computer in the 21st century, and the next second he was sitting in the sky elevator, lying on the window looking at the stars and the sea; he and Wen Zhiyu were sweating on the campus court, and he Exploring with Gu Yan at the space experience center on the moon, Ye Wenxi slowly approached his face, a little boy raised his head and called him daddy...
When I woke up, it was already daylight. S disappeared, but left him a message: Don't read when you are away for a few days.
Since the reunion between S and Professor Lin, it is very common to not see anyone for a few days, as if he was running around for some important matter, and You Mian doesn't care about these, after all, he has too much to take care of himself.
You Mian sat by the bed in a daze for a while, then slowly went to wash up.Looking at the handsome and gentle man in the mirror, You Mian raised her hand and touched her cheek - he has long been used to this body that does not belong to him.What was it like before?You Mian tried hard to recall, but found that the face of memory was always blurred.Even in his dreams, he couldn't see his own appearance.
At this time, there was a loud noise downstairs, like the sound of something breaking.You Mian casually took a coat and put it on, hurried downstairs, and saw Gu Ke fell on the floor, covering his face and weeping. In front of her, the breakfast that should have been neatly placed on the dining table was spilled. The ground was still steaming hot.
Gu Yan stood helplessly, facing the crying sister and the messy floor, with a bit of regret.I really shouldn't have been so fierce to my sister just now, and I shouldn't have ruined the breakfast on an impulse.But thinking of her sister's actions, Gu Yan really didn't want to bow her head and admit her mistakes.
"For God's sake, what's going on here?"
Seeing You Mian went downstairs, Gu Yan's eyes lit up, and he asked with concern: "I heard that you passed out yesterday, are you okay now?"
It is said that?You Mian sized up Gu Yan, and immediately understood.He didn't answer Gu Yan, but turned to Gu Ke, "Is he sick again?"
Facing the "outsider" You Mian, Gu Ke didn't want to lose her composure too much, she stood up and let out a muffled "um".
Gu Yan yelled, "I'm not sick!" He looked at Gu Ke, then at You Mian, as if he felt extremely wronged, "This is the normal me! The one you usually see is not me!"
You Mian and Gu Ke looked at each other with complicated expressions.
Seeing that neither of them responded, Gu Yan was even more angry.He was originally arrogant and indulgent, and he behaved well in front of You Mian because his liking for him overwhelmed his bad temper.But now, even in front of his lover, he couldn't bear it.
"Why?" He stared at Gu Ke, his eyes reddened, "You would rather have a younger brother whose memory has been altered than me? I am the real Gu Yan! I wake up more and more now No, I know he must be doing some kind of treatment to suppress me." Gu Yan turned to You Mian, "But why didn't you even stop him?"
You Mian was left speechless by the question.
"You don't even want me?" Gu Yan's voice was already crying.
Gu Ke was so distressed that his nose ached, and he rushed over to hug Gu Yan, "Xiao Yan, my sister won't want you, it's just..."
"Enough." You Mian said calmly, "Gu Ke, tell me first, why did you make such a fuss this morning?"
Gu Ke hesitated for a moment, then said, "He just told me that he wants to marry you."
Gu Yanli said bluntly: "You Mian and I have always liked each other, and now we have children, isn't it normal to get married? You Mian, you want to marry me too, or marry me, you can say whatever you want ,right?"
Gu Yan was full of anticipation, but looked at You Mian cautiously, like a child begging his parents for a long-awaited Christmas gift, and he only needs an affirmative answer to make him so happy that he can go to heaven.
"I've already told Xiao Yan," Gu Ke said uncertainly, "You won't agree to marry him, right?"
Under the gaze of the siblings, You Mian closed her eyes, unable to bear to look at Gu Yan.He clenched his fists and said word by word: "I will not marry Gu Yan."
I thought that Gu Yan would react with grief or righteous indignation, but he just showed disappointment, and then smiled, "It's okay. If it doesn't work this time, next time, I will continue to propose. One day, you will promise."
You Mian shook her head cruelly, "I will never promise you, never."
Gu Yan was stunned for a moment, then said in a hoarse voice: "You lied."
Even Gu Ke couldn't bear it, couldn't help but said: "You Mian, there is no need for you..."
"Gu Yan," You Mian took a deep breath, "I promised you, you will regret it. Because, I am not the You Mian you love."
Gu Yan blinked, not understanding the meaning at all. "I know that after so many things, you must have changed. But I don't mind, and I am willing to wait."
The ins and outs of the whole matter are too complicated to say, but You Mian feels that Gu Yan needs to know everything.
He doesn't want to continue living under the identity of "You Mian", and Gu Yan also needs to understand, to whom did he give his tenderness and affection, all kinds of affection.Thinking of this, You Mian couldn't help laughing at herself, the "time traveler" finally chose to tell everyone that he was a time traveler, even novels dare not write like that.
You Mian was struggling with how to organize his words, when the private tube on his wrist beeped - it was Hall.
"Just right," You Mian said, "Hall will tell you everything."
Hall's holographic image was projected in the living room. He was wearing a white coat, his face was tired, and his eyes were black and blue.He found that besides You Mian, Gu Ke and Gu Yan were also there, and looked at You Mian in surprise.
You Mian sat down on the sofa, "They have the right to know."
"you sure?"
"Ah."
Gu Ke asked suspiciously: "Hall, do you have something to hide from me?"
"Did you tamper with You Mian's memory?" Gu Yan asked.After getting along for a short time, Gu Yan could feel that You Mian's temperament had changed drastically, almost like two people.He also had the guess that You Mian had undergone the same operation as himself.But Gu Yan also firmly believes that no matter what kind of You Mian is, he is the one he loves - he doesn't mind.
Hall sighed, "In that case, let me make a long story short. A big event happened yesterday, so I have to spare time to come out now." He looked at You Mian, "After this, I have already told you everything I know. "
You Mian nodded, "Please."
After reading the medical records in his hand, Hall sighed and pushed open the door of the ward.
You Mian was lying on the bed, he had been awake for a long time, but he kept the same posture as when he was sleepy, except for his eyes looking at the ceiling.
Hall walked up to the hospital bed and told him: "This time you just have a high fever and lack of sleep, which caused shock. The high fever has subsided and you can be discharged from the hospital."
You Mian remained motionless, like a vegetable.Hall wasn't even sure he heard. "You Mian?" He called again.
The person on the hospital bed finally had some reaction. He turned his head to look at Hall numbly, showing a weak smile, "It's you again, doctor."
Hall sat down next to him, "What's going on this time?"
"It's raining, I forgot to take an umbrella."
In this era, there are still people hospitalized with a high fever due to the rain. Hall shook his head, "You have to take good care of yourself." Thinking of the reason why You Mian became like this, Hall felt guilty for a while, and couldn't help but add: " In fact, in this world, no one can live without another person.”
You Mian was noncommittal, but asked, "Doctor, what do you think about loving someone?"
Hall said frankly, "I don't know."
You Mian's eyes moved back to the ceiling, "Probably, heaven and hell. As happy as you are in heaven, you will be as miserable as you are in hell."
Although he knew it was unnecessary for a doctor to say too many personal things to a patient, Hall still wanted to persuade him: "You are exaggerating, as long as you live a free and easy life, there is nothing you can't get past."
"But I don't understand." You Mian remained expressionless, as if he had lost all anger, "Why does a good person change at will, and how can a good relationship end inexplicably like this. Doctor, you understand ?"
Hall turned his head guiltily, "People change."
You Mian chuckled twice, "But he won't, I've always believed so firmly. The only reason why it's like this now is——"
Huoer's heart suddenly rose—could it be that Youmian already knew something?
You Mian continued: "I'm probably having a nightmare."
Hall: "..."
"A person trapped in a dream, how to get out?" You Mian said to himself, "When I was young, I would dream of being chased by demons, and I would run upstairs with all my strength, and finally jumped on the top of the building. jump--"
"Enough." Hall interrupted him. "You've recovered physically, but I think you should see a psychiatrist."
You Mian shut her mouth obediently, and didn't say anything more.
"I will introduce you to a psychologist I know, and I will bear the cost." You Mian's condition is very bad, and Holborn wanted his relatives to take care of him, but found that he has no relatives.
It seems that in this world, he is only Gu Yan.
After You Mian was discharged from the hospital, Hall deliberately called his friend who was a psychiatrist.
"You mean that patient named You Mian? He has been here several times."
"how is the situation?"
"It's not optimistic. He always felt like he was in a dream. I prescribed some medicine for him, and I don't know if he took it on time."
Hall's heart sank, "Thank you, thank you."
"Oh, it's a small matter, but I'm really worried about this patient. He doesn't seem to have any relatives or friends. In his situation, someone needs to watch him."
"I see."
Hall found You Mian's address and drove here after get off work.He reckoned that You Mian would definitely not take the medicine obediently, so he made a special trip to bring medicine from his friend.
After finding You Mian's apartment, he pressed the doorbell, and the door opened immediately.
You Mian was wearing home clothes, and was almost out of shape. When he saw Hall, his dull eyes lit up, "Xiao Yan, you're back!"
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