Chapter 16 Lost Trust
Chapter 16 Lost Trust
When I opened my eyes and saw the sun, I couldn't help laughing, did God also look down on me, wanted to torture me, and then watched me being spurned by the world and finally dying of pain.
I lowered my eyes and saw Wang Hao leaning on the stool. I didn't feel anything in my heart, but I knew that I still hoped that the person sitting there was not Wang Hao, but Feng Yuekai.
I don't know how long I was in a coma, and I don't know what happened during the period of coma, but looking back at the figure I saw before I was in a coma, it was probably the person in front of me.
Sometimes I don't know what Wang Hao is obsessed with. He knows that it is impossible for me to be with him, but he treats me well without hesitation, so that he loses his family fortune and loses face.
I just opened my eyes and looked at the liquid medicine in the hanging bottle, which flowed into the blood management drop by drop, feeling the cold touch.
Suddenly I remembered the feeling of Feng Yuekai hugging me, my heart was extraordinarily warm despite my cold skin.
Why did it become what it is now? Isn’t it incompatible, personality?then what?I don't know, I just see the farce that is getting out of hand these days.
Not long after, Wang Hao woke up. Seeing me squinting my eyes, he hurried out and called the doctor. The doctor entered the room and took my temperature. After various checks, he said to Wang Hao, "It's okay, I found It’s more timely, so there is no serious problem, it’s fine when people wake up.”
Wang Hao held the doctor's hand and kept saying thank you. I saw Wang Hao busying himself, and I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart, that is, I was very upset.
Wang Hao went in and out for a long time before he poured a glass of water and sat on the bedside, then looked at me a little excitedly, "It's fine, you scared me to death, I just went out to buy something and you didn't see me The house is in a mess, the door is not locked, you are gone, I thought something happened, and I don’t know where to find you, you didn’t come home until the next morning, and when I opened the door, I saw you fell It was at the door, and it was sent to the hospital. The doctor said that you took diazepam, a large amount, and I was so scared that I didn’t know what to do at the time, but the doctor said, you found it in a timely manner, so there is nothing serious.”
"Wang Hao"
I interrupted him and looked at him blankly, "What's wrong?"
"Did Feng Yuekai go home during this time?"
Wang Hao's face turned gloomy in an instant, and he pursed his lips for a long time before he said, "Su Ming, I'm not trying to provoke the relationship between you, but I have to tell you one thing, Shi Ran had a car accident yesterday morning, I don't know Did Feng Yuekai do it, but I have something strange, and I can't hide anything from you, I think I should tell you about it."
I looked at Wang Hao in surprise, a little unbelievable "How do you know?"
"Shi Ran also lives in this hospital. I saw her sister when I went downstairs to fetch water. Her sister seemed to recognize me and told me about it."
"Then, what about the child?"
Wang Hao's expression was gloomy, and he said reluctantly, "It's gone, Shi Ran is still in a coma due to a large amount of blood loss."
I sat up suddenly, startled Wang Hao, pressed my shoulder and asked me "Where are you going?"
"I'm fucking going to see her, don't stop me"
"You are not well yet, wait until you are well before going"
"Go away, don't fucking stop me"
I tried not to let myself cry. I thought that Feng Yuekai would let go of that innocent little life. I really didn't expect that no matter how cruel you are, even if you hate me, just let me go. Can't children?
I pulled out the syringe on the back of my hand and broke free from Wang Hao's shackles. Just as I was about to open the door, I saw Feng Yuekai, whom I hadn't seen for many days, standing outside the door, with a tired face and sunken cheeks. not good.
But now I don't have the heart to care about him. I am irrational and I see Feng Yuekai getting more angry, grabbing Feng Yuekai by the collar and shouting at him, "Feng Yuekai, you are a fucking bastard. If you really think I I'm sorry, that's my business, why do you have to attack others, can't you let that child go, now that the child is gone, you are happy, you are satisfied"
Feng Yuekai frowned and looked down at me, then grabbed my shoulder and put me back on the bed, Wang Hao couldn't help being irritated by Feng Yuekai's rudeness to me.
Wang Hao wanted to hit Feng Yuekai, but was stopped by the bodyguards behind Feng Yuekai. Feng Yuekai stood by the bed and looked at me, and asked coldly, "Su Ming, many things are just what you want to believe and what you don't want to admit. Doing love It's easy for you, but it's really hard for you to believe that I love you. I don't know what you rely on to judge my feelings for you, but you are obviously not satisfied with me in every way, you just know Resist, don't know how to respond"
"I may not be able to control your heart for me in this life, and I can't control your hatred for me. No matter what I say now, it is my fault, so you don't have to threaten me with death. Divorce, isn't it, and then stay with Wang Hao, and then take away Shi Ran's child, you two run away, right, you really know how to do business"
"It's not in vain that I have slept with you for so many years, it seems that I still understand you quite well."
Feng Yuekai lowered his body, kissed my lips lightly, then gradually pressed me hard, his tongue frantically swirled in my mouth, but I couldn't respond.
Feng Yuekai looked at me with a hurt expression, and then laughed in a low voice, "Tell me, one day the newspaper published that the husband and wife of the business tycoon Feng Yuekai ran away with his lover, what kind of feeling would it be like? At that time, I felt that I I can kill you, really Su Ming, don't always think that I dare not, or that my heart is soft, I dare to do anything, and my heart is also ruthless, you should stay in the hospital, I will come to see you after I finish my work."
After finishing speaking, he looked at Wang Hao standing behind him, then turned around and left with a smile. The ward was empty, only the sound of breathing and the sound of the wind outside the window, whistling, blowing leaves all over the sky. The sad scene resembled me very much. and you.
In the past, I thought that the sense of security was the knife in my hand. Later, I fell in love with Feng Yuekai and gave this knife to him. Now, he returns the knife to me, but the way of returning it to me is different. something rough.
I lowered my head and looked at my heart, feeling the knife stuck in my heart, following Feng Yuekai's leaving back, my blood kept flowing, pain, full of pain.
I opened the door and went out, Wang Hao stopped me, "Where are you going?"
I stopped and looked at Wang Hao, "Which ward?"
Wang Hao looked at me and said "three zero two" after a while
I left without looking back, Wang Hao did not follow, I asked for a long time before I found the gynecology ward, the room was full of people, all kinds of women were lying on the beds, big and small, their faces were very painful, Moaning in his mouth, he didn't know what he was talking about.
In the innermost part of the ward, I saw Shi Ran's sister and Shi Ran lying on the bed with a dazed expression.
I know Shi Ran's family background, it's a luxury to be hospitalized here, she gave everything to me, she gave me the knife in her hand, but I handed it over to others, I know, Shi Ran was in pain, more than my heart.
I walked over slowly, enduring the pungent smell in the room, seeing Shi Ran's pale face, my heart softened, and no amount of complaints had disappeared.
I never thought that there is still a woman in this world who is willing to give birth to me and live with me. I have nothing, a house, a car, money, and nothing that can bring happiness to my family. This woman just wants to give birth to a child for me, and then live with me.
Shi Ran's sister saw that I didn't swear arrogantly and arrogantly, which made me feel better, at least I wouldn't lose my last bit of face in front of others.
However, after Shi Ran saw me, she still used that calmness to corrupt my sins. She opened her chapped and pale mouth and sighed softly, "You are here!"
I nodded and didn't answer. I didn't know what tone I should use to answer her, but she was not as fragile as I imagined, and she didn't continue to interpret her strength. She cried, crying very hard .
"When we were in college, I thought I liked you, I liked your smile, I liked that you were handsome in front of people, you looked like a green onion, but you looked really good when you smiled. I took a photography class and looked for models everywhere. , but just to get in touch with you more."
"But Feng Yuekai at that time was very annoying. Wherever you were, he would definitely show up. I felt a sense of crisis, but I watched you date many girls until the first boy you dated Friend, I just realized that I am really different from you. You don't love me, so there is a deeper reason."
"But I didn't give up. I knew that a man and a man couldn't live together. In order to persuade myself, I told myself, what's so sad, the genitals alone can outshine those men."
"But I didn't expect the reality to come too soon. In the third year of my junior year, you suddenly disappeared. When you appeared in front of everyone again, you didn't like to laugh for no reason. The rumors about you in the school were different, and there were hype, but I knew, That will not cause you to alienate your classmates, and then you will not talk to anyone, there is only one Feng Yuekai around, only him."
"After graduating, everyone went their separate ways, but I think fate is really tricky. We happened to be neighbors by coincidence, but when you greeted me with a smile and asked my name , I can't laugh anymore, I think that's the beginning of my one foot in hell"
"We are still together, two months and eight days, we went to bed four times, I gave you the first time, but handed me a temporary execution note, I didn't dare to tell my family, and I didn't want to Going to make trouble for you, I aborted my first child, because I had to pretend to be in front of my sister, so I accidentally caught a cold, so that now when it rains, my legs still cramp and ache."
"I decided to start over, so I found a tall, rich and handsome boyfriend, but the good times didn't last long, we still broke up, and I met you again, it was the second week after my boyfriend and I broke up, and I saw you and Feng Yuekai arguing by chance, I want to play an ugly girl to make you feel at ease, but I didn't expect that the result of Ye Ye Cheng Huan would be the beginning of my second child, but I also didn't expect that you really use me as a doll to vent your anger, I threw my hands into the trash can, I can't bear the pressure anymore, I want to ruin your wedding with Feng Yuekai, but I can't do it, I still see your happy appearance with my own eyes, being watched by the eyes of the whole world, I Hate, I hurt, feel bad"
"I thought about a lot of results, and I thought it would be a big deal to have another abortion, but the doctor said that my uterine wall is very thin, and if I have another abortion, it may not be easy to conceive in the future. I was afraid, and hesitated at the hospital door. Right at the intersection in front of the hospital, I had an accident"
"At that time, I was thinking, if you and the child had a good heart, would you come to see me, even for a glance, but I waited for a few days, but I still couldn't see you."
"Su Ming, I used to love you very much, and I used to hate you very much, but now, I somehow lost this feeling, as if I had a very long dream. It's fake, it's not real"
"Would you give me back the trust I once placed with you?"
I looked at Shi Ran with teary eyes, and opened my mouth, but couldn't make a sound.
Shi Ran looked at me and smiled, like that spring a few years ago, she stood in front of my door and said to me, "Hello, my name is Shi Ran, and we will be neighbors from now on."
I took out the house key from my coat pocket, took the key off the keychain, put it in Shi Ran's palm, squatted down in front of the hospital bed and said, "I changed the key at home. If I have nowhere to go, I can still go home. I will like Just like family, treat you well, even if you insist on not marrying, I will still be able to support you until heaven."
Shi Ran cried, hugged my neck and cried, crying hard.
In the end, she leaned on my shoulder and whispered to me, "Actually, you are not that handsome, but you look good when you smile, but now I can't see your smile, Su Ming, please smile again."
I stared out the window blankly, laughing?What should I do with this expression?
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