Chapter 14 Contract Life
Chapter 14 Contract Life
Three days later, I was discharged from the hospital and went home alone. Feng Yuekai hadn't been to the hospital for the past few days, as if I wasn't there, but Liu Mingxu came back and forth to help me out of the hospital and sent me home.
He said, "I won't tell my family about you, but you should try your best to satisfy Feng Yuekai. After a while, it will be fine. After all, he still loves you."
I didn't answer, and went upstairs with a small bag of luggage. When I opened the door, the room was in disarray. Obviously Feng Yuekai had already returned home, so I put down my backpack and started to tidy up the house.
There were several empty beer cans on the coffee table in the living room, and something was stuck on the carpet, which couldn’t be removed no matter how you tried it. The quilt is stained with other women's perfume, no matter how I wash it, I can't forget that fragrance.
Feng Yuekai is taking revenge on me, taking revenge on me in a self-harming way. His heart must be very painful, and the pain is a little numb, just like humiliating me now.
It took me a lot of effort to tidy up the house as before, thinking that Feng Yuekai would be in a better mood when he came home, so I sat on the sofa and waited for him to come home, but I kept looking at the dawn like this, and my hands and feet were already a little bit It was cold, and Feng Yuekai was nowhere to be seen.
Forget it, he must not want to go home or see me.
Comforting myself like this, I went back to the room and lay down to sleep, but I couldn't close my eyes anyway. My intuition told me that Feng Yuekai would be back soon, and I had to see him before I could fall asleep.
I spent a whole week with this thought.
In fact, I still have a little hope for my child. I hope to see the child who looks like me born. I want to watch him grow up and call me Dad.
But he came at the wrong time, not a good time.
I clutched the quilt and sobbed softly, I don't know when it started, I like to cry at every turn, when Wang Hao left, or when I broke up with Feng Yuekai, I don't remember.
Now such a peaceful and peaceful day seems a bit sad, even if Feng Yuekai is not by my side, I know he will find someone to watch me, lest I leave him.
His feeling now is just like me at that time, afraid that this person will disappear like this, like a dream, and then he wakes up from the dream, and he will be decadent.
I just hoped for another week, and Feng Yuekai appeared with Pan.Baldur appeared.
I stood at the door, staring blankly at the woman entering the room, laughing and joking with Feng Yuekai, the two of them never looked at me since they entered the door, they just regarded me as a wisp of smoke in the house.
Pan.Bo De'an fell into Feng Yuekai's arms, and the two of them entered the bedroom, which belonged to me and Feng Yuekai.
For a moment I didn't know what to do, and stood in the doorway like a bewildered idiot, waiting for someone to laugh at me.
I put on my coat and was about to turn the doorknob when Feng Yuekai came out of the bedroom and asked me "where are you going" in a cold voice
I turned my head to look at Feng Yuekai, my eyes were blurred and I couldn't see his appearance clearly, "I'm going to buy vegetables, and I'll make you something to eat."
Feng Yuekai looked at his watch and said before entering the bedroom, "I must be back within half an hour."
The door was closed tightly by him, and even looking at me seemed superfluous.
I rubbed my eyes and looked at the high-heeled shoes at the door, feeling extremely glaring.
I went out, said hello to the doorman in the community, and then went to the nearest supermarket. If I went to a market farther away, it would be impossible to go home within half an hour, so Feng Yuekai must be the one who greeted me violently. s face.
I won't make trouble for myself, and I'm sure that what Liu Mingxu said is right, after a while, as long as it takes a while, Feng Yuekai will be the same as before, and he will treat me as well as before.
I bought beef and radishes from the supermarket, and planned to make a soup with some stir-fried side dishes. I thought I would feel better and Feng Yuekai would be very happy.
This may be the first time I cook for Feng Yuekai, I hope he can ignore my craftsmanship.
When I got to the door, I asked the doorman what time it was. He went into the room and looked at his watch, and then told me, "Young man, it's already 12:30."
I was taken aback, unknowingly it had been so long, I hurried upstairs, hoping Feng Yuekai would not be angry.
He took out the key and opened the door, and saw Feng Yuekai sitting on the sofa with a sullen face, with a striking bruise on his neck, Pan.Bodean leaned against the wall of the living room, looking at the clear sky outside the window.
"When will I leave the door"
"Eleven forty"
"I said when I had to go home"
"Half an hour"
"what time is it now"
"Twelve, 12:30" I was so scared that I couldn't speak, Feng Yuekai and I got closer and closer, and slapped me on the face.
I stood there in a daze, turned my face to one side, looked at the ground with some surprise, bit my lower lip and tried hard not to cry, but the tears couldn't be held back, and slid down my slightly swollen face .
"Okay, let's go out to eat"
Pan.Bo De'an glanced at me, smiled at me, then put on his shoes and left with Feng Yuekai.
"boom"
The door was slammed shut by Feng Yuekai without leaving a single gap, that expression of disgust made me heartbroken, and Pan.Bord'an's smile makes me sick no matter what.
But it wasn't just disgusting, I literally vomited on the toilet.
After a long time, I still stood up and cooked the beef I bought in a pot to make soup.
Unexpectedly, Feng Yuekai came back, and he went home shortly after I made the soup.
I looked at Feng Yuekai in surprise, Feng Yuekai smelled the smell and asked me "did you make soup?"
"Yeah, would you like a drink?"
Feng Yuekai didn't answer, turned around and went into the study. I filled a bowl of soup and carried it carefully into the study. Feng Yuekai was looking at the documents and heard the sound of me entering the room.
He asked me without looking up, "won't you knock on the door?"
I froze for a moment, put the soup on the table, then put my hands away and stood aside "I will pay attention next time"
Feng Yuekai picked up the bowl and took a sip, then threw the bowl on the ground and shouted at me, "This is soup? Can you make it after you have practiced your skills? Is this for people to drink?"
There was a layer of oil slick on the soup, and it was hot and spilled on my trouser legs, but nothing was wasted. I endured the pain and didn't speak. I gritted my teeth and wanted to ignore the pain in my feet.
"I didn't hear you when I was talking, you're dumb"
"I will practice hard"
Feng Yuekai looked at me for a while, then grabbed my collar and pressed it on the sofa in the study, and then took off my clothes.
I don't know if he ignored the blister on my leg on purpose or if he didn't see it, but every movement of his involved me and it hurt like hell.
I don't know how many times he did it on me, but I never resisted, feeling his attack again and again.
It hit my body so fiercely that I almost lost consciousness. When I woke up, I was still lying on the sofa in the study, but Feng Yuekai was gone, and disappeared into the house together with the documents on the table inside.
Empty, just myself.
I took it easy for a while, and then I sat up, and saw that the blisters on my legs were getting bigger, and the bowl on the ground was still there, but it was smashed and fell to the ground, which made my eyes hurt.
I picked up the bowl on the ground and walked towards the living room step by step, but every step was extremely difficult. I took a needle, sat on the sofa, and popped the blisters bit by bit.
After applying the medicine and doing all the work, I felt that the stickiness on my body was extremely uncomfortable. When I raised my head, I saw a long scratch on the wallpaper, and suddenly remembered that it was the mark of a pen scratched by Feng Yuekai.
Since I knew Feng Yuekai's temperament at that time, why would I still find myself guilty.
Sometimes I wonder if I really have self-abuse tendencies, just don't follow Feng Yuekai, always go against his actions, and then not only hurt myself, but also hurt him.
When I got into the bathroom, I realized that I was really being tortured by Feng Yuekai. If you have an injury on your foot, you can’t get wet. The infection and inflammation will cause Feng Yuekai’s troubles, and then you will think that I am a trouble.
Thinking about it, I'm really self-aware. It's not hard to guess Feng Yuekai's thoughts. As long as you think about it from the perspective of hating me, many things can be avoided.
I put water in the bathtub, then wrapped my feet in plastic wrap, put my legs outside, and lay in the bathtub, feeling the warm water.
That contract completely controlled my life, I was not allowed to go out, I was not allowed to communicate with the outside world, and I was not allowed to violate his will.
I must give his request, and I must give his need.
He pressed his whole body on my thoughts, not allowing my thoughts to violate or betray him a little bit.
When I first signed the contract, I knew clearly that after I signed the contract, I was no longer myself, let alone a life of imprisonment.
This is how reality whips me, tortures me, and it's my own fault.
I want to know about Shi Ran and Wang Hao, but this is obviously, completely wishful thinking.
When the water felt a bit cold, I dried myself off, tore off the plastic wrap on my legs, and then went back to the living room, looking out the floor-to-ceiling windows at the world that was isolated from me.
I saw Feng Yuekai driving that Bugatti Veyron into the community. He had changed cars for a few days, and it was only because of a word from me that he changed to an Audi.
So now he changed his car and identity because of someone's words.
Probably Pan who got out of the car.Bord put it on.
That woman is a smart person, and she never talks too much in front of Feng Yuekai. Of course, I also know that she just wants to get some due benefits from Feng Yuekai.
So she will not cut off her own way, let alone go against Feng Yuekai.
In comparison, it's not that I'm stupid, but that I overestimated my identity and went against all Feng Yuekai's instructions.
I went back to the guest room and graciously gave up the master bedroom, which has been since Pan.I never lived in Bord'an after I went in.
The subconscious told me that that was no longer my place, so I have been living in the guest room, that slightly cozy room.
When Feng Yuekai opened the door and entered the room, he obviously didn't see me. He looked for me room by room, and finally saw me in the guest room.
I lay under the quilt, pretending to be asleep, not wanting to annoy Feng Yuekai.
But Feng Yuekai didn't do that, he pulled me out of the quilt, and then saw some glaring gauze on my legs.
His finger ran across the gauze, and he said to me with some charm, "Do you think you will win my sympathy like before? Then live the same life as before like a princess? Hehe" Feng Yuekai's smile scared me, He dragged me out of bed and brutally pulled me into the master bedroom, where I stood watching him and Pan.Balduran's flesh is entangled with each other.
I seemed to be filled with lead, and my steps were so heavy that I couldn't move.
When everything was over, Feng Yuekai stood naked in front of me, and said to me viciously, "Did Shi Ran also stay in this bed? Is it disgusting? I feel disgusting."
Feng Yuekai put on his clothes, closed the door and left, leaving the house without looking back.
Pan.Bodean straightened her hair, leaned against the head of the bed, and lit a cigarette. The smell of tobacco permeated the room. I stood there motionless. Her appearance disgusted the last self-esteem in my heart.
But after a while, she smiled, and my heart trembled when she laughed.
"Su Ming, what do you think I got by doing this? What I got was just a little brilliance in front of people. Looking back, how many people called me a bitch, a bitch who ruined your family harmony, but they dare not mess with me , because the one on my list is Feng Yuekai, a member of the Feng family."
"Do you think you are pitiful, I don't think so, because Feng Yuekai loves you, he doesn't love me, he doesn't love anyone except you"
"But your arrogance and arrogance have helped others, allowing others to take advantage of them, such as me? Haha"
"This room is really sweet, it is the home between you, but now it is stained with unknown smells, ugly, dirty"
"Su Ming, I'm quite disgusted with you. Insatiability is your biggest flaw. Now you can come and laugh at me. I humbled myself and bent my knees for my own benefit."
"Really, you won. You successfully turned Feng Yuekai into a bloodthirsty devil and a cold-blooded killer. He killed his own heart and everyone's longing for him."
"You are so cruel"
Later Pan.Bo De'an left, I don't know when he left, I just stood there thinking about what I did and what I said.
Right, I cruelly pushed Feng Yuekai away, and let him inflict suicide with a knife, splashing blood all over my body.
Can't I feel the pain, no, I'm in pain too, the painful chest seems to be run over by someone.
I want to tell Feng Yuekai that I am not so heartless, I love him as much as I love myself.
But I know that he won't believe it, he will only take my words as a joke to redeem his sins.
I suddenly remembered what Feng's father said. At this time, I seemed to understand a little bit, but it seemed a bit late.
Hehe, ridiculously self-inflicted.
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