have hidden illness

Chapter 30 But Now It's Different

Why did the psychiatrist report to Kuang Huaigu's mother about every treatment of Kuang Huaiye?

What kind of winter and summer camp will be extremely thrilling?How old was Kuang Huaiye when he participated? 14 years old, 15 years old?or smaller?

Kuang Huaiye wanted to find out thoroughly, what happened to his mother's car accident?

A random grasp here is a clue that makes people feel scary when they think about it carefully.

Gao Xun regretted it, it might as well have answered Kuang Huaiye's straightforward question when he asked about sexual dependence, why did he ask him back.

Now he seems to have suddenly caught the heavy past thrown by Kuang Huaiye, and put it down regardless of whether he received it, or just carried it away.

He was a little unreasonable and wanted to blame Kuang Huaiye, why was he so honest, what did he ask and what to say.

Kuang Huaiye knew nothing about Gao Xun's mental activities.

"I'm done, now can you tell me about your sexual dependence?"

Gao Xun looked at him for a few seconds: "Is it time for me to take my medicine?"

"...Do you want to play tricks? I've been talking for half an hour. Tell me, what's the matter with sexual dependence?"

Gao Xun failed to divert his attention, and he didn't lose his face. He was so generous and shameless. When he was asked by Kuang Huaiye, he said anxiously: "Sexual dependence is sexual dependence. There is nothing wrong with it. If you want to see a detailed explanation You can check it online."

After he finished speaking, he remembered that Kuang Huaiye stood there to prevent him from escaping: "Then when did you start doing this?"

Gao Xun didn't speak, and Kuang Huaiye was upset when he remembered that at least half of his sketch book was Kuang Huaigu, and asked, "Is it high school? After you met Kuang Huaigu?"

He looks like a boyfriend who is turning over old scores. Gao Xun couldn't bear to push his body that was pressed over him: "Anyway, I am a sexually dependent patient, and I have already admitted it to you. Your other problems Is it still important?"

Kuang Huaiye grabbed Gao Xun's hand that was pushing on his chest, and held it there without letting go: "It's important. I want to know."

You want to know and I have to say?

Who do you think you are?

Gao Xun should reply him like this.

But he felt Kuang Huaiye's heartbeat beating violently from under his palm, and seeing Kuang Huaiye's faint expression of maintaining his composure, for a moment, he couldn't say such words again.

Forget it.

Anyway, I still ate the food cooked by others, besides, today was an unusual day for the two of them from the beginning to the end, so don't even think about correcting it after a while.

"It's not because of Kuang Huaigu. I don't know where you learned about me and Kuang Huaigu... In short, my first year of high school didn't go well for a while, and I suffered a series of behaviors similar to campus bullying. Kuang Huaigu is My only friend at the time, I had a crush on him. Then some things happened, I had to accept my mother’s arrangement to transfer to another school. It was about that time that I had to masturbate every day, otherwise it would be very painful Restless, unable to sleep."

"And what happened after that?"

Gao Xun really wanted to hit him.

"...The sketchbook I used to draw Kuang Huaigu was pasted on the window in the school corridor, and many people watched, so I smashed the window, and my mother transferred me to another school when she found out. That's it. Your curiosity got it Are you satisfied, classmate Kuang Huaiye?"

In fact, he never mentioned these shitty things to anyone, and he didn't expect to tell them in front of Kuang Huaiye.

Gao Xun thought that Kuang Huaiye would make a speech after listening, but after waiting for a while, he only grabbed his hand and put it on his waist.The embracing posture of the two made Gao Xun a little awkward. Gao Xun wanted to withdraw his hand, but he refused to let him hold it, so he followed him and left it there.

"Didn't Kuang Huaigu stand up and help you?" Kuang Huaiye asked.

Gao Xun was silent.

"You look at people really..." Since Gao Xun said that he had a good impression, the subtext is no longer liking, but Kuang Huaiye thought of Kuang Huaigu who chose to stand by and do nothing under Gao Xun's situation, so he couldn't bear it. Can't stop thinking about him: "Even if Kuang Huaigu didn't like you, as your good friend, at least he should stand up and defend you at that time. If it were me, I would definitely beat those bastards until they couldn't take care of themselves."

There was violence in Kuang Huaiye's tone.Gao Xun narrated very plainly, but Kuang Huaiye felt his helplessness and tragedy from his few words.He smashed the window, and the first time they met was probably not long after this happened, so Gao Xun had so much blood on his hands at that time.

They met on a day when they were both in a mess.

But even in such a bad time, Gao Xun still allocated a little kindness and put it in his hands.

"It's not advisable to use violence to solve things. Don't rely on your own fists to keep wanting to fight others." Gao Xun thought that the first time they met was not in the classroom, but in the police station. It didn't hurt to hit three with one hit, but it was very necessary to take the opportunity to correct his thinking so that he wouldn't have to find himself such a thing as going to the police station to catch people in the future.

"Kuang Huaigu did nothing wrong. Everyone has their own limitations. When they feel danger or something is wrong, it is human nature to choose self-protection as the first reaction."

This is the truth, but Gao Xun couldn't help chewing on Kuang Huaiye's hypothesis in his heart.

If Kuang Huaiye was there, if it was Kuang Huaiye, he might really not care about other people's eyes and stand up for him... Will Kuang Huaiye meet?

Kuang Huaiye took his hand and opened it palm upwards: "Did you smash the glass with this hand?"

"...It's been done a long time ago. How many years has it been?" Gao Xun just stretched out his hand back at this moment.

Yes, how many years has it been.

If you really want to go back, he is just a child less than ten years old, and he has to rely on Gao Xun's kindness to shelter him from the rain, let alone protect Gao Xun.

But now it's different.